Scarlet gives a laugh her own eyes dancing as she gazed back at Eli. Searching his face and his own eyes, looking deep into the pools. Finally giving a small shake of her head.
"I guess we are a little less than normal huh? I don't think thats a bad thing though."
Taking another bite of her salad Scarlet thinks again about Eli question taking a moment before answering him. Finally though pointing her fork in his direction she smirks.
"Get my bike back to me in one peace and that should be the only daring trial you have to face. I fear my trail will be harder...I'm going to have to pass you sister approval."
"Professionals have to always start somewhere, just keep it tucked away as something to remember you can look into someday."
Giving a smile Sapphire moves on with the conversation knowing Gage didn't want to talk about it anymore. She'd never push him to talk about something he didn't want to.
Standing she disappears into the kitchen before coming back out with both shakes. Holding them out to Gage she lets him pick what one he would like.
"Well I was thinking maybe we could take tip to the beach and walk for a little bit. I think there spring festival is starting to open up too so maybe we can take a look at a few different things and play some games or ride on some rides. Just have a fun day out you and me. That is if that sounds good to you?"
Sapphire liked giving Gage options so sometimes he could deiced what he'd like to do as well. This was his life now too and he should have a say in what he did. Sapphire always kept that option open to him not minding if he wanted to do things differently sometimes or not.
4/29/10
Luxury
Gage quirks an eyebrow at Sapphire's suggestion. "I... don't think so. I mean... these are just drawings I threw together. Other stuff out there... it's professional."
He fidgets with the corner of his pillow. "I'd rather just you saw them anyway."
Clearing his throat, he straightens and tries to move on. "Okay, so shakes and... then what? My day is free... as you can see."
"Normal?" Eli seems to think the suggestion is funny. "I have a feeling we're anything but." Grinning, he takes a sip of his iced tea. "But it's worth a shot. Besides... how else am I supposed to get to know the woman behind those mysterious eyes of yours?"
Taking another bite of food, he lets his gaze remain on Scarlet's face, a sly look toying in his eyes. "Or do I have to perform some daring trial before I'm allowed that luxury?"
He fidgets with the corner of his pillow. "I'd rather just you saw them anyway."
Clearing his throat, he straightens and tries to move on. "Okay, so shakes and... then what? My day is free... as you can see."
"Normal?" Eli seems to think the suggestion is funny. "I have a feeling we're anything but." Grinning, he takes a sip of his iced tea. "But it's worth a shot. Besides... how else am I supposed to get to know the woman behind those mysterious eyes of yours?"
Taking another bite of food, he lets his gaze remain on Scarlet's face, a sly look toying in his eyes. "Or do I have to perform some daring trial before I'm allowed that luxury?"
Light Bulb
Sounds good to me. I'll see you a little later than.
Not much else was meant to be said so Katie just dropped the conversation for now. She'd finish what she was doing and than head out. For now though if she did want to finish it she better get back to consternating.
Looking up at the menu and trying to figure out what she wanted to order Scarlet finally had given in to Eli paying. It was a date after all but she'd like to treat him sometime too. Maybe she could make him lunch some time.
Finally getting there food, and finding a table Scarlet contently took a sip of her drink looking across the table at Eli and letting a smile slip onto her face. She liked having lunch with Eli, Sitting across from him it just...felt nice.
At the mention of her bike, and the comment from Eli that followed Scarlet cocked her head for a moment thinking as she took a bit of her salad. Following the bit up with a sip of her water after it was chewed Scarlet finally replys.
"I guess I could always bring my bike in to have you do some more handy tattoos on it..."
Scarlet lets the comment linger for a moment as her eyes twinkle wanting to say more. Finally her lips break into a smile not being able to hold it in anymore.
"...or we could be like to normal human being and not need excuses to see each other. After all the awkward first date is out of the way."
Letting out a little sigh at his comment about not getting the job Sapphire felt so bad. He'd been really doing his best and Gage was ready to get out there and work for real if only someone would give him a chance.
"Hey...keep your chin up huh? I know its hard and I can't even start to imagine but there is a job out there that is going to give you a chance you just have to keep looking...ok? I believe in you are I know you can do it."
Reaching out and taking Gage's hand in her own it was slightly cold from the drinks but a warmth seemed to shine through.
Taking the picture from Gage Sapphire's eyes study it well. She always loved the pictures he drew for her and they always came out so nice. She could only wish to draw that good. Still studying the picture it was almost like a light bulb went off in her head looking back to Gage a smile curles on her lips.
"Hey you should look into one of the local studios to work at. Your pictures are great and we have a lot around here. It's worth a shot anyways."
Not much else was meant to be said so Katie just dropped the conversation for now. She'd finish what she was doing and than head out. For now though if she did want to finish it she better get back to consternating.
Looking up at the menu and trying to figure out what she wanted to order Scarlet finally had given in to Eli paying. It was a date after all but she'd like to treat him sometime too. Maybe she could make him lunch some time.
Finally getting there food, and finding a table Scarlet contently took a sip of her drink looking across the table at Eli and letting a smile slip onto her face. She liked having lunch with Eli, Sitting across from him it just...felt nice.
At the mention of her bike, and the comment from Eli that followed Scarlet cocked her head for a moment thinking as she took a bit of her salad. Following the bit up with a sip of her water after it was chewed Scarlet finally replys.
"I guess I could always bring my bike in to have you do some more handy tattoos on it..."
Scarlet lets the comment linger for a moment as her eyes twinkle wanting to say more. Finally her lips break into a smile not being able to hold it in anymore.
"...or we could be like to normal human being and not need excuses to see each other. After all the awkward first date is out of the way."
Letting out a little sigh at his comment about not getting the job Sapphire felt so bad. He'd been really doing his best and Gage was ready to get out there and work for real if only someone would give him a chance.
"Hey...keep your chin up huh? I know its hard and I can't even start to imagine but there is a job out there that is going to give you a chance you just have to keep looking...ok? I believe in you are I know you can do it."
Reaching out and taking Gage's hand in her own it was slightly cold from the drinks but a warmth seemed to shine through.
Taking the picture from Gage Sapphire's eyes study it well. She always loved the pictures he drew for her and they always came out so nice. She could only wish to draw that good. Still studying the picture it was almost like a light bulb went off in her head looking back to Gage a smile curles on her lips.
"Hey you should look into one of the local studios to work at. Your pictures are great and we have a lot around here. It's worth a shot anyways."
Excuse
Family. Katie had used an interesting word. They really were kind of like family. A new emotion surfaces - this one with the same love as before, though a strange little nervousness too. Jason quickly cuts it off though.
I don't care. You know what movies I got. If you want something different, feel free.
Jason was flexible tonight. He was pretty sure he'd been able to head of an attack so that was good, though he was now tired. He just wanted to chill the rest of the day and evening.
Just come on over when you're ready. Trooper and I will be there. I'll leave the door unlocked.
Walking hand-in-hand inside the restaurant, Eli kind of likes it. This woman had piqued his interest and it was hard not to want to get to know her. There was something deeper about her. Maybe Ryan was right... maybe there was a past there that made that little glint of shyness emerge from beneath all that strong outer shell of confidence.
Once inside, Eli insists on paying, and soon they are seated at a little table outside. The sunshine was was warm but there was just enough of a light breeze to keep it from being hot.
"So... your bike should be done day after tomorrow." Eli takes another bite of his food, one arm resting on the table as his elbow holds his weight. "I think you're gonna like it." He'd elaborated on the designs she'd given him, and in reality, he really hoped she did like it. He usually didn't go too far from requests, but he'd added his own flare to these since she'd given him permission. It's what he loved, but not everyone liked his style.
Looking over to Scarlet, a bit of wonderment lay in his gaze. "After that though, you don't have an excuse to come by the shop. What should we do about that?"
Gage doesn't move when Sapphire comes in. He was glad she was there, but lacked the energy to be enthusiastic today. Looking up at her, his eyes travel to her own. She always knew how to make him feel better. Whether it was a shake or a cool glass of lemonade, she always seemed to know just what would taste good to him.
"Day wasn't so hot," he answers softly. "Back to the drawing board I guess. Job was a no-go... again."
Sighing deeply, he forces himself to sit up, though he clutches his pillow close, resting his chin on it. "What am I gonna do, Saph? Nobody wants me. I have a bad record and no skills on top of it. Maybe I just shoulda stayed a ward of the Elite."
He picks at the growing hole in the knee of his jeans. "Oh... I forgot. I finished this last night..." He leans over and rummages in a stack of papers until he pulls out the one he was looking for. It was another drawing, this one with a bit of color behind the pencil sketches. He had many now, but the special ones he gave to Sapphire. This particular one was over a flower, veiled in a cool rain shower. "Thought you might like it." He shrugs, resuming his position with his pillow.
Mick cocks his head, listening to Dan, a little surprised he didn't get any more information than that. And even more surprised when he's given advice. If he hadn't seen the respect on Dan's face, Mick would not have been happy, but he lets it slide. He'd done enough arguing the way it was, and maybe the younger man did have a point. So for now, he sets aside his annoyance.
"Alright... I won't push it. For what it's worth, thanks for bringing him back... however you did it."
Patting Dan's shoulder, Mick turns and walks away. His walked seemed a little slower... his shoulders a little lower perhaps.
I don't care. You know what movies I got. If you want something different, feel free.
Jason was flexible tonight. He was pretty sure he'd been able to head of an attack so that was good, though he was now tired. He just wanted to chill the rest of the day and evening.
Just come on over when you're ready. Trooper and I will be there. I'll leave the door unlocked.
Walking hand-in-hand inside the restaurant, Eli kind of likes it. This woman had piqued his interest and it was hard not to want to get to know her. There was something deeper about her. Maybe Ryan was right... maybe there was a past there that made that little glint of shyness emerge from beneath all that strong outer shell of confidence.
Once inside, Eli insists on paying, and soon they are seated at a little table outside. The sunshine was was warm but there was just enough of a light breeze to keep it from being hot.
"So... your bike should be done day after tomorrow." Eli takes another bite of his food, one arm resting on the table as his elbow holds his weight. "I think you're gonna like it." He'd elaborated on the designs she'd given him, and in reality, he really hoped she did like it. He usually didn't go too far from requests, but he'd added his own flare to these since she'd given him permission. It's what he loved, but not everyone liked his style.
Looking over to Scarlet, a bit of wonderment lay in his gaze. "After that though, you don't have an excuse to come by the shop. What should we do about that?"
Gage doesn't move when Sapphire comes in. He was glad she was there, but lacked the energy to be enthusiastic today. Looking up at her, his eyes travel to her own. She always knew how to make him feel better. Whether it was a shake or a cool glass of lemonade, she always seemed to know just what would taste good to him.
"Day wasn't so hot," he answers softly. "Back to the drawing board I guess. Job was a no-go... again."
Sighing deeply, he forces himself to sit up, though he clutches his pillow close, resting his chin on it. "What am I gonna do, Saph? Nobody wants me. I have a bad record and no skills on top of it. Maybe I just shoulda stayed a ward of the Elite."
He picks at the growing hole in the knee of his jeans. "Oh... I forgot. I finished this last night..." He leans over and rummages in a stack of papers until he pulls out the one he was looking for. It was another drawing, this one with a bit of color behind the pencil sketches. He had many now, but the special ones he gave to Sapphire. This particular one was over a flower, veiled in a cool rain shower. "Thought you might like it." He shrugs, resuming his position with his pillow.
Mick cocks his head, listening to Dan, a little surprised he didn't get any more information than that. And even more surprised when he's given advice. If he hadn't seen the respect on Dan's face, Mick would not have been happy, but he lets it slide. He'd done enough arguing the way it was, and maybe the younger man did have a point. So for now, he sets aside his annoyance.
"Alright... I won't push it. For what it's worth, thanks for bringing him back... however you did it."
Patting Dan's shoulder, Mick turns and walks away. His walked seemed a little slower... his shoulders a little lower perhaps.
Trust
Feeling Jason's returned emotions a smile spreads on Katie's face. It wasn't often he did that but thats what made it even more special. It was nice to know she really had helped him too even if it seemed small to her.
Our little family staying in tonight, dinner and a movie...I think that sounds wonderful.
Letting out a more content sigh this time Katie moves from the window and sits back down in Jason's chair again. This was the first time she had ever referred to Trooper, Jason and herself as a family but she kind of liked the ring to it.
I'm gonna finish what I am working on here, head home and clean up than I'll be over so we can relax. Want me to pick up a movie or watch one you have?
Being pulled closer to Eli Scarlet glances up at him as a grin makes its way to her lips. Her heart giving a thump knowing what would happen next. Finally feeling his lips brush her for a slow tender kiss even though it was not long she still enjoyed it.
As Eli pulls a way Scarlet lets out a sigh of satisfaction as she was thinking the same thing he has said when he mentioned the second date. She was just happy he said it before she did.
"Beating the lunch rush is always nice. Means we get out own pick at what outside table we want."
Still holding Eli's hand Scarlet steps up the rest of the way on the curb and starts to walk twords the restraint with Eli. It felt different holding Eli's hand though Scarlet doesn't let it go yet, not a bad different, but a new warm different and she kind of liked it.
Fishing the key from her pocket Sapphire unlocks the door and enters like she had so many times before.
"Gage..its me."
Shutting the door behind her Sapphire heads into the kitchen putting some milkshakes down she had picked up for them both. Today they had deiced maybe a trip to the zoo or a nice walk on the beach was in order. It was relatively warm out and being cooped up inside on such a nice day would be a crime.
Wondering out of the kitchen and over to the mattress where Gage was Sapphire smiles down at him before bending down to sit on the floor in front of the bed. She new he had an interview today, and without him even saying anything yet she could read his eyes and is pained her. Not because it was yet another job Gage didn't have but because she new it wasnt making him feel better about anything. She just wanted to be able to see the excitement in his eyes, and see him happy.
"Hey You, I got you a chocolate shake, and a strawberry in case you wanted that one over the other. Hows your day been so far?"
Working away Dan doesn't even notice Mick till he hears his voice. Out of breath and sweaty Dan stops his work just looking at Mick for a long moment before removing his gloves and hat, whipping his forehead with his banana, replacing his hat once more and following Mick.
Leaning aganst the wall for a moment Dan listens to Mick's question almost guess he was going to be asking him about Dylan. It was normal, and if he was Mick he would of done the same thing.
"I'm sorry Mick thats something between Dylan and I, I cant tell you."
Strangulating a little Dan stands with respect in front of Mick as a boss, father, and a friend. He didnt want Mick to think he was hiding anything bad but this was something trusted between Dylan and himself something important that couldn't be broken.
"I can reassure you though its not illegal, but very healthy, and you will slowly see Dylan trying to make an improvement. I'm sure when he is ready he'll tell you himself. He needs to Mick, you both just have to be calm and pashint with each other."
Our little family staying in tonight, dinner and a movie...I think that sounds wonderful.
Letting out a more content sigh this time Katie moves from the window and sits back down in Jason's chair again. This was the first time she had ever referred to Trooper, Jason and herself as a family but she kind of liked the ring to it.
I'm gonna finish what I am working on here, head home and clean up than I'll be over so we can relax. Want me to pick up a movie or watch one you have?
Being pulled closer to Eli Scarlet glances up at him as a grin makes its way to her lips. Her heart giving a thump knowing what would happen next. Finally feeling his lips brush her for a slow tender kiss even though it was not long she still enjoyed it.
As Eli pulls a way Scarlet lets out a sigh of satisfaction as she was thinking the same thing he has said when he mentioned the second date. She was just happy he said it before she did.
"Beating the lunch rush is always nice. Means we get out own pick at what outside table we want."
Still holding Eli's hand Scarlet steps up the rest of the way on the curb and starts to walk twords the restraint with Eli. It felt different holding Eli's hand though Scarlet doesn't let it go yet, not a bad different, but a new warm different and she kind of liked it.
Fishing the key from her pocket Sapphire unlocks the door and enters like she had so many times before.
"Gage..its me."
Shutting the door behind her Sapphire heads into the kitchen putting some milkshakes down she had picked up for them both. Today they had deiced maybe a trip to the zoo or a nice walk on the beach was in order. It was relatively warm out and being cooped up inside on such a nice day would be a crime.
Wondering out of the kitchen and over to the mattress where Gage was Sapphire smiles down at him before bending down to sit on the floor in front of the bed. She new he had an interview today, and without him even saying anything yet she could read his eyes and is pained her. Not because it was yet another job Gage didn't have but because she new it wasnt making him feel better about anything. She just wanted to be able to see the excitement in his eyes, and see him happy.
"Hey You, I got you a chocolate shake, and a strawberry in case you wanted that one over the other. Hows your day been so far?"
Working away Dan doesn't even notice Mick till he hears his voice. Out of breath and sweaty Dan stops his work just looking at Mick for a long moment before removing his gloves and hat, whipping his forehead with his banana, replacing his hat once more and following Mick.
Leaning aganst the wall for a moment Dan listens to Mick's question almost guess he was going to be asking him about Dylan. It was normal, and if he was Mick he would of done the same thing.
"I'm sorry Mick thats something between Dylan and I, I cant tell you."
Strangulating a little Dan stands with respect in front of Mick as a boss, father, and a friend. He didnt want Mick to think he was hiding anything bad but this was something trusted between Dylan and himself something important that couldn't be broken.
"I can reassure you though its not illegal, but very healthy, and you will slowly see Dylan trying to make an improvement. I'm sure when he is ready he'll tell you himself. He needs to Mick, you both just have to be calm and pashint with each other."
4/28/10
One good thing
Having Katie pull out the warm emotions was a strange sensation. They weren't feelings that surfaced by themselves, but they did provide Jason comfort and he appreciated Katie's effort.
Thanks, Hero... I love you too.
Her words meant more to him than he could express. The only thing he could do was share how she made him feel. He didn't often do that. He would share his love and affectionate feelings, but how she made him feel... those were private emotions that he liked keeping to himself. But sometimes a special moment would occur and right now was one of those moments.
Jason slowly opens up just a little more to let Katie know that even though he was going through a tough time right now, she had helped and made him feel good.
Taking a deep breath and letting it out slowly, he stands up, Trooper right by his side.
I'm gonna walk a while longer then maybe head home. You wanna come over for supper? Just... stay in tonight? You me and Trooper?
Eli's eyes glint with just a twinge of slyness. "At least there's one good thing about second dates." He draws Scarlet a little closer to gain a better view of those deep sapphire pools. "They're not the first."
Cocking his head, he leans in and gives her lips a slow, tender kiss before pulling away, not letting it last too long. "Come on. I think we beat the lunch rush."
Gage flops down on his mattress, sighing as he feels it needs more air. His finger picks at another hole in his jeans and he lets himself fall onto his side as he stares at the other side of the little living room. Another job turned down. He'd quit counting.
Tucking his hands up under his worn-out pillow, he curls up wearily. He'd been so glad to be free. On his own. In charge of his own life for the first time. And now he was failing miserably. Nobody wanted an employee with a record like his. He might have been kept from jail, but he still had a marred record that would follow him the rest of his life. It was a consequence he would deal with always.
Now what? A newspaper still sat on the corner table with want ads circled, cut out and crossed out. Sapphire was coming over today. He'd have to tell her one more time that he hadn't gotten a job. He knew she didn't think any less of him, but it was still discouraging and he just wanted to be able to say, "I got it," to her, just to see that look of approval in her eye.
Rolling onto his back, Gage stares at the ceiling with the familiar water stain. Was there ever going to be more than this?
Mick coils and hangs up his leadrope after putting Remington back in his stall. Ambling down the barn aisle, he glances around for Dan. The fact that Dan had brought Dylan back had not escaped Mick, and he had a few questions. He'd seen Dylan head off to the bunkhouse, but had not followed. Not this time.
Rounding a corner, he spots Dan by the hay bales, so he approaches a bit more quietly than normal. "Dan... a word, if I may."
Gesturing to the younger man, he brings him to the side, out of earshot from the other ranch hands. "So how on earth did you get Dylan to stay?"
Thanks, Hero... I love you too.
Her words meant more to him than he could express. The only thing he could do was share how she made him feel. He didn't often do that. He would share his love and affectionate feelings, but how she made him feel... those were private emotions that he liked keeping to himself. But sometimes a special moment would occur and right now was one of those moments.
Jason slowly opens up just a little more to let Katie know that even though he was going through a tough time right now, she had helped and made him feel good.
Taking a deep breath and letting it out slowly, he stands up, Trooper right by his side.
I'm gonna walk a while longer then maybe head home. You wanna come over for supper? Just... stay in tonight? You me and Trooper?
Eli's eyes glint with just a twinge of slyness. "At least there's one good thing about second dates." He draws Scarlet a little closer to gain a better view of those deep sapphire pools. "They're not the first."
Cocking his head, he leans in and gives her lips a slow, tender kiss before pulling away, not letting it last too long. "Come on. I think we beat the lunch rush."
Gage flops down on his mattress, sighing as he feels it needs more air. His finger picks at another hole in his jeans and he lets himself fall onto his side as he stares at the other side of the little living room. Another job turned down. He'd quit counting.
Tucking his hands up under his worn-out pillow, he curls up wearily. He'd been so glad to be free. On his own. In charge of his own life for the first time. And now he was failing miserably. Nobody wanted an employee with a record like his. He might have been kept from jail, but he still had a marred record that would follow him the rest of his life. It was a consequence he would deal with always.
Now what? A newspaper still sat on the corner table with want ads circled, cut out and crossed out. Sapphire was coming over today. He'd have to tell her one more time that he hadn't gotten a job. He knew she didn't think any less of him, but it was still discouraging and he just wanted to be able to say, "I got it," to her, just to see that look of approval in her eye.
Rolling onto his back, Gage stares at the ceiling with the familiar water stain. Was there ever going to be more than this?
Mick coils and hangs up his leadrope after putting Remington back in his stall. Ambling down the barn aisle, he glances around for Dan. The fact that Dan had brought Dylan back had not escaped Mick, and he had a few questions. He'd seen Dylan head off to the bunkhouse, but had not followed. Not this time.
Rounding a corner, he spots Dan by the hay bales, so he approaches a bit more quietly than normal. "Dan... a word, if I may."
Gesturing to the younger man, he brings him to the side, out of earshot from the other ranch hands. "So how on earth did you get Dylan to stay?"
Thank you!
Sitting at her desk and finishing all she needed to Katie new shortly here Jason was going to be letting his emotions out and she'd rather not be around people. Heading to Jason's office like she had many time before she enters closing the door behind her. Jason let her use his computer when she just wanted to be alone and he wasn't here. She new better than to snoop not that she really would want too. Now was a time when she did have work to do and being alone while Jason let his emotions out to her was best.
Tensing up just a little as the emotions start to come Katie trys to concentrate on what she was working on. Even though Jason didn't let them come full force and it would hurt a lot more if he did Katie can still feel a little discomfort. Staying quiet as Jason talks Katie just lets his emotions and words come not interrupting just letting him let it all out.
Continuing to type on the computer and search for more stuff Katie finally stops and leans back in Jason's chair as she closes her eyes. Her head was starting to hurt just a little but she new it would be over soon. As much as she needed Jason's emotions to feel her, Jason needed to release his emotions to her.
Feeling the last short burst of emotions and knowing it was over Katie lets out a sigh as she slowly opens her eyes and just looks upward into nothingness. She was silent till now knowing Jason need to let everything. Reaching out and finding Jason's own emotions she gives a small tug on comfort, warmth, and the feeling that she was there for him.
I can see why it would upset you so much and I wouldn't blame you. Its hard when the person we have looked up to our whole life turns out to be not who we though. Sometimes that can be the greatest form of betrayal.
Standing and wondering to the little window that was in the office Katie pulls the blinds back a little bit and looks out. Pausing for a short moment she continues to just let her warm feelings flow twords Jason. She new what it felt like to have someone you look up to disappoint you even if it had happened so long ago she could still remember how she felt and it never felt good. For the longest while she wondered if she would turn into that as well.
No matter what happens Jason your nothing like your Grandfather...I just want you to know that. I love you so much J, and I know its not fair...but not much in life is...we just have to keep looking to the brighter days and remember they are right around the bend.
Scarlet gives her own chuckle at Eli's comment. He was right that really was the most she had said at once to him. She herself found it rather funny.
"Food..is defiantly always an interesting thing to talk about, and I always like to eat."
Pushing her own helmet down onto her head Scarlet wraps her other arm around Eli as he revs the engine before taking off. Just relaxing as she kept her arms around Eli Scarlet enjoyed the ride like she had the other day as well. She dosnt even mind that he take a longer rought than normal. Just riding was almost pure bliss to her, something she enjoyed so much.
Finally getting to the restraint though she didn't say it Scarlet was almost disappointed the ride had come to an end. Taking off her helmet though and getting a waft of the food her stomach growls and the ride is soon forgotten.
Looking down at Eli's extended hand and than back up into his eyes her own shy glint makes itself present once again as she takes Eli's hand and gets off the bike coming up next to him.
"Oh...so this is the second date. I think...I like the sound of that. Thank you!"
Tensing up just a little as the emotions start to come Katie trys to concentrate on what she was working on. Even though Jason didn't let them come full force and it would hurt a lot more if he did Katie can still feel a little discomfort. Staying quiet as Jason talks Katie just lets his emotions and words come not interrupting just letting him let it all out.
Continuing to type on the computer and search for more stuff Katie finally stops and leans back in Jason's chair as she closes her eyes. Her head was starting to hurt just a little but she new it would be over soon. As much as she needed Jason's emotions to feel her, Jason needed to release his emotions to her.
Feeling the last short burst of emotions and knowing it was over Katie lets out a sigh as she slowly opens her eyes and just looks upward into nothingness. She was silent till now knowing Jason need to let everything. Reaching out and finding Jason's own emotions she gives a small tug on comfort, warmth, and the feeling that she was there for him.
I can see why it would upset you so much and I wouldn't blame you. Its hard when the person we have looked up to our whole life turns out to be not who we though. Sometimes that can be the greatest form of betrayal.
Standing and wondering to the little window that was in the office Katie pulls the blinds back a little bit and looks out. Pausing for a short moment she continues to just let her warm feelings flow twords Jason. She new what it felt like to have someone you look up to disappoint you even if it had happened so long ago she could still remember how she felt and it never felt good. For the longest while she wondered if she would turn into that as well.
No matter what happens Jason your nothing like your Grandfather...I just want you to know that. I love you so much J, and I know its not fair...but not much in life is...we just have to keep looking to the brighter days and remember they are right around the bend.
Scarlet gives her own chuckle at Eli's comment. He was right that really was the most she had said at once to him. She herself found it rather funny.
"Food..is defiantly always an interesting thing to talk about, and I always like to eat."
Pushing her own helmet down onto her head Scarlet wraps her other arm around Eli as he revs the engine before taking off. Just relaxing as she kept her arms around Eli Scarlet enjoyed the ride like she had the other day as well. She dosnt even mind that he take a longer rought than normal. Just riding was almost pure bliss to her, something she enjoyed so much.
Finally getting to the restraint though she didn't say it Scarlet was almost disappointed the ride had come to an end. Taking off her helmet though and getting a waft of the food her stomach growls and the ride is soon forgotten.
Looking down at Eli's extended hand and than back up into his eyes her own shy glint makes itself present once again as she takes Eli's hand and gets off the bike coming up next to him.
"Oh...so this is the second date. I think...I like the sound of that. Thank you!"
Ash
Jason lets Katie feel his gratefulness. He didn't like leaving her out, or going his own way, but sometimes it was best. As long as he could have small bouts with venting, he could avoid any major catastrophes and that was his goal.
Giving her hand a little squeeze, he nods. "I might have you join up with me later. I'm gonna go get Trooper and he and I will go for a walk or something. I'll talk to you in a while."
Leaving Katie with a little warm feeling, he turns and heads for the exit, taking his time. Ambling out to his bike, he drives slowly home, then retrieves Trooper and exchanges vehicles. Once in his truck, he really doesn't have a destination in mind. He ends up outside of town on a back road and eventually finds a roadside lot to park in. Getting out, he lets Trooper off his leash and both head down a secluded dirt trail.
Jason picks his way over a few rocks and tree roots, letting Trooper tag along and sniff out the bushes and bramble as they went. After a while of walking and trying to sort through his thoughts, Jason finds a big rock to sit on, leaning back against a tree and closing his eyes.
It was Austin... Austin was the one that made Scott freak out. We almost lost Scott... our friend... because of my grandfather. Makes a guy feel real good, ya know?
Jason's emotions start to boil and he snaps a twig between his fingers. Frustration... irritation... anger. His palm begins to burn and the twig in his hand starts to smoke.
I wish he wasn't my grandfather. I thought... I thought I got over all that. We were actually speaking to each other... It wasn't great, but at least he was forgivable. I thought I could let it all go, and now... I'm just reminded about who he really is... what he did to me. All my life, I figured he was the hero for rescuing me after my abduction... now I see how I didn't get to grow up, partially 'cause of him. My talents were focused for his purposes instead of my future. And lately I've seen a side that's... cruel.
His emotions are joined by melancholy and a bit of sadness, though by now, the twig was ash in his palm. Trooper whines and nudges his arm, feeling the tension and being able to sense his master's turmoil.
Jason winces as the emotions hurt, but he knew he needed to let them out. Closing his eyes tight, he tries not to put too much pressure behind them, knowing Katie was gonna feel the discomfort. It only takes a few moments for the burst to end, and Jason puts his head in his hands as his pulse races and he catches his breath.
It isn't fair, Katie... it just isn't fair.
Eli's lips curl into a smile as he feels Scarlet's little hug. Something about it felt... different. It was an innocent hug, with no strings attached.
Hearing her spiel about where to eat, he can't help but laugh outright and turn halfway to look over his shoulder. "That's the most you've ever said at once, and it's about food. Now I know what to talk about with you."
Grinning, he gives her a wink. "Sounds good to me. I am famished."
Straightening, back around, he puts his helmet back on and makes sure Scarlet's set to go before revving the engine and taking off. It takes a little longer than it should to get to the restaurant... maybe it was because Eli seemed to have forgotten the route... maybe.
Finally getting to the eatery, Eli parks in the lot, shutting off the engine and dismounting his bike. He takes off his helmet and gloves, extending his hand to Scarlet. "Melady. Date two. You ready?"
Giving her hand a little squeeze, he nods. "I might have you join up with me later. I'm gonna go get Trooper and he and I will go for a walk or something. I'll talk to you in a while."
Leaving Katie with a little warm feeling, he turns and heads for the exit, taking his time. Ambling out to his bike, he drives slowly home, then retrieves Trooper and exchanges vehicles. Once in his truck, he really doesn't have a destination in mind. He ends up outside of town on a back road and eventually finds a roadside lot to park in. Getting out, he lets Trooper off his leash and both head down a secluded dirt trail.
Jason picks his way over a few rocks and tree roots, letting Trooper tag along and sniff out the bushes and bramble as they went. After a while of walking and trying to sort through his thoughts, Jason finds a big rock to sit on, leaning back against a tree and closing his eyes.
It was Austin... Austin was the one that made Scott freak out. We almost lost Scott... our friend... because of my grandfather. Makes a guy feel real good, ya know?
Jason's emotions start to boil and he snaps a twig between his fingers. Frustration... irritation... anger. His palm begins to burn and the twig in his hand starts to smoke.
I wish he wasn't my grandfather. I thought... I thought I got over all that. We were actually speaking to each other... It wasn't great, but at least he was forgivable. I thought I could let it all go, and now... I'm just reminded about who he really is... what he did to me. All my life, I figured he was the hero for rescuing me after my abduction... now I see how I didn't get to grow up, partially 'cause of him. My talents were focused for his purposes instead of my future. And lately I've seen a side that's... cruel.
His emotions are joined by melancholy and a bit of sadness, though by now, the twig was ash in his palm. Trooper whines and nudges his arm, feeling the tension and being able to sense his master's turmoil.
Jason winces as the emotions hurt, but he knew he needed to let them out. Closing his eyes tight, he tries not to put too much pressure behind them, knowing Katie was gonna feel the discomfort. It only takes a few moments for the burst to end, and Jason puts his head in his hands as his pulse races and he catches his breath.
It isn't fair, Katie... it just isn't fair.
Eli's lips curl into a smile as he feels Scarlet's little hug. Something about it felt... different. It was an innocent hug, with no strings attached.
Hearing her spiel about where to eat, he can't help but laugh outright and turn halfway to look over his shoulder. "That's the most you've ever said at once, and it's about food. Now I know what to talk about with you."
Grinning, he gives her a wink. "Sounds good to me. I am famished."
Straightening, back around, he puts his helmet back on and makes sure Scarlet's set to go before revving the engine and taking off. It takes a little longer than it should to get to the restaurant... maybe it was because Eli seemed to have forgotten the route... maybe.
Finally getting to the eatery, Eli parks in the lot, shutting off the engine and dismounting his bike. He takes off his helmet and gloves, extending his hand to Scarlet. "Melady. Date two. You ready?"
Nice day
Looking up as Jason comes over to her cubicle Katie gives a smile. She's heard a little about what was said to Dalton and than when Jason went to Reese but she didnt catch it all. It had become habit to try and just ignore the words she heard and when she heard them knowing it was non of her never mind. Even if some stuff did slip thought at least she was trying to mind her own business.
"I'm almost done here with the really important stuff I need to get done. After that I just have to look up a few things online. So you should be ok to leave off some steam without bothering me."
Giving Jason another smile Katie reaches out and gives his hand a little pat. Sometimes Jason got into moods when he just wanted to be by himself. Though it was hard to tell when those times come Katie new a few signs and often reminded herself she didnt need to always be the hero he needed some space too.
"If you need me, or want to do something tonight just let me know. I'm always open for spending time with you."
Sitting on the porch and waiting for Eli to show up Scarlet continued to think of where they could eat as she shifted though her coupons. It was such a nice day out today maybe a light meal, that served outside would be good.
Seeing Eli pull in front of her apartment Scarlet drops her feet form the other chair that had been propped up and grabs her helmet before stuffing the coupons into her pocket. Coming off the porch and closer to Eli Scarlet gives her own half wave before getting onto the back on the bike a smirk forms on her face at his new apparent nickname for her.
"Your not looking so shabby yourself today, than again I don't think you could look shabby ever. Your one of those guys who could be in rags and still look good."
Putting her one arm around Eli Scarlet gives him a half a hug before putting her helmet on her head but not pushing it down yet.
"I was thinking we could eat at Bongiornos today. Its not anything facny but they have the nice seat area we could sit outside and enjoy the sunshine. I also have some coupons from there too. When I'm alone I hardly eat out and when I do its at Jimmy's, and I'd hate for these to expire before I could use them witch would be never so I am gonna take advantage of having someone eat with me. As long as you don't mind."
"I'm almost done here with the really important stuff I need to get done. After that I just have to look up a few things online. So you should be ok to leave off some steam without bothering me."
Giving Jason another smile Katie reaches out and gives his hand a little pat. Sometimes Jason got into moods when he just wanted to be by himself. Though it was hard to tell when those times come Katie new a few signs and often reminded herself she didnt need to always be the hero he needed some space too.
"If you need me, or want to do something tonight just let me know. I'm always open for spending time with you."
Sitting on the porch and waiting for Eli to show up Scarlet continued to think of where they could eat as she shifted though her coupons. It was such a nice day out today maybe a light meal, that served outside would be good.
Seeing Eli pull in front of her apartment Scarlet drops her feet form the other chair that had been propped up and grabs her helmet before stuffing the coupons into her pocket. Coming off the porch and closer to Eli Scarlet gives her own half wave before getting onto the back on the bike a smirk forms on her face at his new apparent nickname for her.
"Your not looking so shabby yourself today, than again I don't think you could look shabby ever. Your one of those guys who could be in rags and still look good."
Putting her one arm around Eli Scarlet gives him a half a hug before putting her helmet on her head but not pushing it down yet.
"I was thinking we could eat at Bongiornos today. Its not anything facny but they have the nice seat area we could sit outside and enjoy the sunshine. I also have some coupons from there too. When I'm alone I hardly eat out and when I do its at Jimmy's, and I'd hate for these to expire before I could use them witch would be never so I am gonna take advantage of having someone eat with me. As long as you don't mind."
Red
Dalton's comment about Austin makes Jason's gut twist a little more. It wasn't easy knowing he was the grandson of someone who had betrayed his own. A deeper part of Jason longed to connect with his family, creating an irritating battle inside of him. He tries to set it all aside for now though, not wanting to ruin Katie's day. He'd let it out later after work - if he didn't, he knew he risked an episode and it had been long enough now that he really didn't want to go through that.
"Yeah... yeah, I'll let you know if I hear anything else. Just... keep a close eye on the security around here."
Feeling dismissed, though not wanting to get up yet, Jason lingers a few moments before finally getting to his feet. "I'll see ya later, Hulk."
Back into the hall, the breakroom was forgotten as Jason aims for Reese's office instead. Once there, he knocks, then enters. "Reese... can you do without me the rest of the day?"
Reese lifts an eyebrow skeptically. "What's up?"
"I... could use a few hours at least."
Reese had tried to learn when the warning signs showed in Jason's eyes, and he could see them now. This was one Agent he couldn't push to his limit, lest the whole building be blown up. "Alright. Granted." He cocks his head. "You alright?"
"Yeah... I will be. Just got knocked off kilter there with the whole Austin thing I guess."
"I'm sorry."
"For what?"
"That you have to go through this." Reese was sincere. Nobody should have a grandfather like that. Jason had been through enough as a child, then to have been exposed and even trained in TJY while still in high-school, then to have that same mentor turn around and stab him in the back... an now needlessly having to think about it every time something about Austin came up... if it were Reese, he would be upset too. "Come back when you're ready, Jase... but not before."
"Thank you." Jason nods his thanks before retreating. Out to the main floor again, he walks by Katie's cubicle, unsure if she'd overheard his conversation or not. Pausing and looking over her wall, he offers a smile, though his emotions didn't match. "I'm gonna take off for a while, maybe the rest of the day. I gotta... blow off some steam, so if you're gonna stick around here, I'll wait until after you're done for the day so it doesn't interfere with your work."
Eli grins and shakes his head as he hangs up the phone with Scarlet. Wandering back into the garage, he finishes up his tasks before grabbing his jacket and helmet. Once on his bike, he fires it up and heads down the street, now knowing how to get to Scarlet's place.
A few red lights make him a couple minutes late, but when he pulls up, he sees her waiting. Giving her a salute with his gloved hands, he thumbs behind him, signaling he wasn't gonna get off, but just wait for her to join him.
He does take his helmet off though so they can decide where lunch will be. Flashing her a smile, he cocks his head a little, eying her as she approaches. "Hey, Red. You're looking as fabulous as ever."
"Yeah... yeah, I'll let you know if I hear anything else. Just... keep a close eye on the security around here."
Feeling dismissed, though not wanting to get up yet, Jason lingers a few moments before finally getting to his feet. "I'll see ya later, Hulk."
Back into the hall, the breakroom was forgotten as Jason aims for Reese's office instead. Once there, he knocks, then enters. "Reese... can you do without me the rest of the day?"
Reese lifts an eyebrow skeptically. "What's up?"
"I... could use a few hours at least."
Reese had tried to learn when the warning signs showed in Jason's eyes, and he could see them now. This was one Agent he couldn't push to his limit, lest the whole building be blown up. "Alright. Granted." He cocks his head. "You alright?"
"Yeah... I will be. Just got knocked off kilter there with the whole Austin thing I guess."
"I'm sorry."
"For what?"
"That you have to go through this." Reese was sincere. Nobody should have a grandfather like that. Jason had been through enough as a child, then to have been exposed and even trained in TJY while still in high-school, then to have that same mentor turn around and stab him in the back... an now needlessly having to think about it every time something about Austin came up... if it were Reese, he would be upset too. "Come back when you're ready, Jase... but not before."
"Thank you." Jason nods his thanks before retreating. Out to the main floor again, he walks by Katie's cubicle, unsure if she'd overheard his conversation or not. Pausing and looking over her wall, he offers a smile, though his emotions didn't match. "I'm gonna take off for a while, maybe the rest of the day. I gotta... blow off some steam, so if you're gonna stick around here, I'll wait until after you're done for the day so it doesn't interfere with your work."
Eli grins and shakes his head as he hangs up the phone with Scarlet. Wandering back into the garage, he finishes up his tasks before grabbing his jacket and helmet. Once on his bike, he fires it up and heads down the street, now knowing how to get to Scarlet's place.
A few red lights make him a couple minutes late, but when he pulls up, he sees her waiting. Giving her a salute with his gloved hands, he thumbs behind him, signaling he wasn't gonna get off, but just wait for her to join him.
He does take his helmet off though so they can decide where lunch will be. Flashing her a smile, he cocks his head a little, eying her as she approaches. "Hey, Red. You're looking as fabulous as ever."
4/27/10
Any reason
Looking up as Jason enters the office Dalton raises an eyebrow. It wasn't often Jason came here, and no that he was Dalton could feel himself turn stiff just a little knowing it had to do with Scott more than likely and he hated to think what might have happened to his friend now.
"Hey Jason."
Waiting for him to continue it comes all too soon as Dalton can feel the blood pool in his own face though he kept a lid on his temper. He'd never met Austin face to face before but he had heard enough not to really want to ether. Just seeing him from time to time had been bad enough knowing about what he had done to Scott. And now to think he was trying something again?
"Maybe its best he skipped town. Might be the safest option for him."
Dalton didn't mean for his words to be so cold knowing it was Jason grandfather and all he just couldn't help it. He hated knowing when someone heart another close to him. Looking up at Jason his eyes reflect an apology though he says no words about it.
"Thanks for letting me know. If you find anything else out or any other way I can help just ask. I'll do all I can."
"Been thinking since this morning huh? I guess this wasn't a spear of the moment set back huh? But than any reason to put my arms around you again is fine."
Not being able to help the small laugh that escaped her lips laced with a small shy tone to it Scarlet didn't linger on the comment but kept the conversation rolling.
"Nope, twenty minutes should be the prefect time to get my jacket and helmet and think of somewhere to eat. I guess I will see you than."
Hanging up the phone Scarlet gives another smile slipping it into her pocket once again before turning and finishing up a few things around her apartment. Once finished she grabbed her jacket, a stack of meal coupons deciding maybe she could put some to use, and head out to her small porch to sit and wait for Eli.
"Hey Jason."
Waiting for him to continue it comes all too soon as Dalton can feel the blood pool in his own face though he kept a lid on his temper. He'd never met Austin face to face before but he had heard enough not to really want to ether. Just seeing him from time to time had been bad enough knowing about what he had done to Scott. And now to think he was trying something again?
"Maybe its best he skipped town. Might be the safest option for him."
Dalton didn't mean for his words to be so cold knowing it was Jason grandfather and all he just couldn't help it. He hated knowing when someone heart another close to him. Looking up at Jason his eyes reflect an apology though he says no words about it.
"Thanks for letting me know. If you find anything else out or any other way I can help just ask. I'll do all I can."
"Been thinking since this morning huh? I guess this wasn't a spear of the moment set back huh? But than any reason to put my arms around you again is fine."
Not being able to help the small laugh that escaped her lips laced with a small shy tone to it Scarlet didn't linger on the comment but kept the conversation rolling.
"Nope, twenty minutes should be the prefect time to get my jacket and helmet and think of somewhere to eat. I guess I will see you than."
Hanging up the phone Scarlet gives another smile slipping it into her pocket once again before turning and finishing up a few things around her apartment. Once finished she grabbed her jacket, a stack of meal coupons deciding maybe she could put some to use, and head out to her small porch to sit and wait for Eli.
Too soon
Jason lets the conversation drop for now. He could feel Katie trying to comfort him, and he's grateful, pushing a few warm emotions back to her. But deeper than that, the turmoil still churned. He needed to think it through and get it sorted out before his emotions got the best of him.
Looking down, he realizes that he'd been scratching his scarred palm as it had gained a slight burning sensation. Early warning system? He sighs and tries to get back to work.
It isn't until later in the day that Jason finally gives himself a short break from work. Wandering to the break room, he pauses by Dalton's open door. It was still strange not seeing Scott there too. It was doubtful he'd ever be back.
Changing his route, Jason knocks and enters the office instead of going for a can of pop. "Hey, Dalton..." He knew he'd be welcomed, so he sits in an extra chair, giving a little sigh. Hulk had a right to know about any updates on his little friend. "Found out it was Austin who scared Scott the other day... now Austin's skipped town."
A wry grin forms on Eli's face and he twirls the phone cord around his finger. "Oh, I think I could come pick you up. Your pick where we eat today though. I've been braindead since I got up this morning."
Fiddling with a pen, he lets one of his legs bounce absentmindedly. "Grab your helmet and wait for me... I can be there in..." He glances at a clock. "Twenty minutes, unless that's too soon."
Looking down, he realizes that he'd been scratching his scarred palm as it had gained a slight burning sensation. Early warning system? He sighs and tries to get back to work.
It isn't until later in the day that Jason finally gives himself a short break from work. Wandering to the break room, he pauses by Dalton's open door. It was still strange not seeing Scott there too. It was doubtful he'd ever be back.
Changing his route, Jason knocks and enters the office instead of going for a can of pop. "Hey, Dalton..." He knew he'd be welcomed, so he sits in an extra chair, giving a little sigh. Hulk had a right to know about any updates on his little friend. "Found out it was Austin who scared Scott the other day... now Austin's skipped town."
A wry grin forms on Eli's face and he twirls the phone cord around his finger. "Oh, I think I could come pick you up. Your pick where we eat today though. I've been braindead since I got up this morning."
Fiddling with a pen, he lets one of his legs bounce absentmindedly. "Grab your helmet and wait for me... I can be there in..." He glances at a clock. "Twenty minutes, unless that's too soon."
Mmm...
Getting back to her cubicle Katie sits down just setting her papers on the desk for a moment and leaning back in her chair. She could tell something was wrong with Jason though she didn't know what. She also had to respect his own need for privacy too.
"Ok, not a problem. You know how to get me if you need to talk."
Giving some tugs on Jason's warm emotions she comforts him the best she can before getting back to her own work. She'd leave Jason alone for now not wanting to invade his space.
Sitting in front of the tv it takes Scarlet a moment to feel her phone vibrate in her pocket and than takes another moment for her to get it out. Finally though retrieving it she looks at the number and a small grin forms on her lips.
"Hello, this is Scarlet."
Hearing Eli's voice and having confirmation that it really was him on the other end Scarlet stands to put her cup in the sink. Hearing about the delay on her bike Scarlet can't help but have the hairs on her neck bristle for a moment but than remembering who it was working on her bike she calmed again. She did trust Eli, and if there was something really wrong he would tell her.
"Mmmm..Lunch..."
Thinking for a moment Scarlet liked the idea of having lunch again with Eli though she didn't want to jump on it to quick and sound despite. So just letting it linger for a moment she turns around and leans her back on the counter for a moment before replying.
"I think lunch sounds great as long as you dont mind coming to pick me up again first."
"Ok, not a problem. You know how to get me if you need to talk."
Giving some tugs on Jason's warm emotions she comforts him the best she can before getting back to her own work. She'd leave Jason alone for now not wanting to invade his space.
Sitting in front of the tv it takes Scarlet a moment to feel her phone vibrate in her pocket and than takes another moment for her to get it out. Finally though retrieving it she looks at the number and a small grin forms on her lips.
"Hello, this is Scarlet."
Hearing Eli's voice and having confirmation that it really was him on the other end Scarlet stands to put her cup in the sink. Hearing about the delay on her bike Scarlet can't help but have the hairs on her neck bristle for a moment but than remembering who it was working on her bike she calmed again. She did trust Eli, and if there was something really wrong he would tell her.
"Mmmm..Lunch..."
Thinking for a moment Scarlet liked the idea of having lunch again with Eli though she didn't want to jump on it to quick and sound despite. So just letting it linger for a moment she turns around and leans her back on the counter for a moment before replying.
"I think lunch sounds great as long as you dont mind coming to pick me up again first."
Negative
Having an extra tug on his emotions, Jason winces a little, but lets Katie do it, knowing he hadn't been fair to her.
Yeah... yeah, I'm okay. Just Reese was in here, needed to talk to me...
He knew his emotions would betray him. He was upset and either he could shut down and Katie would know he was upset, or he could just let her feel it and she'd know he was upset. Either way, he couldn't hide it. His negative emotions slither out in between the others.
I don't want to talk about it right now. Maybe later.
Eli swivels back and forth in the office chair just behind the window where he could see the entrance and waiting room. Holding the phone to his ear, he waits for an answer while fiddling with a notepad in his free hand. Why was he calling anyway? That was a good question.
Finally hearing the voice he was trying to reach, he straightens up and leans his elbows on the messy desk. "Hey, Scarlet... it's Eli. There's been a delay with your bike but not a big one. Wondered if I could make it up to you.... lunch or something."
Yeah... yeah, I'm okay. Just Reese was in here, needed to talk to me...
He knew his emotions would betray him. He was upset and either he could shut down and Katie would know he was upset, or he could just let her feel it and she'd know he was upset. Either way, he couldn't hide it. His negative emotions slither out in between the others.
I don't want to talk about it right now. Maybe later.
Eli swivels back and forth in the office chair just behind the window where he could see the entrance and waiting room. Holding the phone to his ear, he waits for an answer while fiddling with a notepad in his free hand. Why was he calling anyway? That was a good question.
Finally hearing the voice he was trying to reach, he straightens up and leans his elbows on the messy desk. "Hey, Scarlet... it's Eli. There's been a delay with your bike but not a big one. Wondered if I could make it up to you.... lunch or something."
Broke
Giving another laugh Katie couldn't help but give another giggle. Her communication with Jason was always nice and she did enjoy it. The warm emotions, the tickling feeling it was always such a comfort.
Mmm...I am keeping my book open for tomorrow than because I defiantly don't want to miss out on it.
Continuing to make the copys she needed Katie raises a bit of question as Jason tells her to hang on. Instantly feeling the strain on her own emotions as Jason cuts his flow off Katie gives a gasp as she grabs onto the copier slightly to keep herself standing up.
It wasn't screaming pain that Katie felt with this as Jason's emotions were still open a little but but it defiantly did not feel good and there was slight pain there.
After a few moments though Katie could feel the emotional flow open up again and could feel Jason. Though she didn't mean to she couldn't help but tung a little hard on his own emotions showing her discomfort and the craving for the full emotions once again. Though she was happy he warned her, at least she had been able to brace herself before impact.
Yeah..I'm ok. I think I almost broke the copier though.
Katie finally lets go of the copier retreaving her work a bit of humor laced in her thoughts at her comment. and exiting the room now wondering what was going on and if everything was ok.
Is everything ok?
Mmm...I am keeping my book open for tomorrow than because I defiantly don't want to miss out on it.
Continuing to make the copys she needed Katie raises a bit of question as Jason tells her to hang on. Instantly feeling the strain on her own emotions as Jason cuts his flow off Katie gives a gasp as she grabs onto the copier slightly to keep herself standing up.
It wasn't screaming pain that Katie felt with this as Jason's emotions were still open a little but but it defiantly did not feel good and there was slight pain there.
After a few moments though Katie could feel the emotional flow open up again and could feel Jason. Though she didn't mean to she couldn't help but tung a little hard on his own emotions showing her discomfort and the craving for the full emotions once again. Though she was happy he warned her, at least she had been able to brace herself before impact.
Yeah..I'm ok. I think I almost broke the copier though.
Katie finally lets go of the copier retreaving her work a bit of humor laced in her thoughts at her comment. and exiting the room now wondering what was going on and if everything was ok.
Is everything ok?
Shutdown
If I can manage to get out from under Reese, it's a date.
Jason's lips turn up at the corners just a little as he writes his notes.
Alec sighs and shakes his head. "You gonna let me in on the joke or what?"
"Nope." Jason grins at him. "But you're free to go now."
Alec rolls his eyes and stands up. "Thanks. Now I get to go... sit somewhere."
"Better than getting locked up somewhere."
"Sure." Alec waves him off. "See ya around." Limping, he gets back out into the hall and wanders towards the stairs, figuring he'd go sit in his room. His ankle hurt anyway.
Hearing about Scott, Reese just shakes his head and finally wanders around to his car door to get in. "Yeah... yeah, I'll keep you in the loop, don't worry. This thing gets more confusing all the time. I'm not about ready to give up now."
After the call has ended, Reese makes it back to TJY with one goal in mind. Getting inside, he aims straight for Jason's office.
"Hotshot?"
Jason looks up, startled after having just dismissed Alec. "Yeah?"
"A moment?"
"Um... sure?"
Reese steps into his office and closes the door before taking several steps closer to Jason's desk. "I have something to ask you."
The seriousness of Reese's tone puts Jason's emotions on edge. "Okay...?"
"Do you know where Austin is?"
Jason bristles. He'd been on so-so terms with his grandfather the last time he'd seen him, but there were still an awful lot of negative emotions tied up in that history. What did Reese want now? Jason didn't necessarily want this conversation to be broadcast, but he had yet to discover where the switch was so Katie couldn't just hear everything. The only two options were to let Katie in on it now, or cut her off. He didn't like the latter, but... with this topic, he'd rather share it with Katie on his own terms.
Sorry, Hero. Hang in there a minute, okay? I'll be right back.
Closing his eyes for just a moment, he shuts down his emotional flow. Not a hundred percent to cause too much distress, but enough to block communication and cause discomfort on both their ends. He tries not to cringe. "I have no idea where Austin is. I haven't seen him in ages. Why?"
"Apparently he's the one that saw Scott recently, and on top of that, it looks as though he's now skipped town. I don't like it and I just wondered if you knew anything."
A bit of anger tries to bubble out and Jason keeps a lid on it. Once again, Austin had proved what a miserable backstabber he was. And now he'd even left without word. How nice of him. "No... sorry, I don't. But if I hear anything, you'll be the first to know."
"Good enough." Reese nods. "Thank you. That's all."
Once Jason is left alone again, he leans back in his chair, now dealing with a headache from his brief shutdown. Opening up again slowly, he gently prods.
You okay?
Jason's lips turn up at the corners just a little as he writes his notes.
Alec sighs and shakes his head. "You gonna let me in on the joke or what?"
"Nope." Jason grins at him. "But you're free to go now."
Alec rolls his eyes and stands up. "Thanks. Now I get to go... sit somewhere."
"Better than getting locked up somewhere."
"Sure." Alec waves him off. "See ya around." Limping, he gets back out into the hall and wanders towards the stairs, figuring he'd go sit in his room. His ankle hurt anyway.
Hearing about Scott, Reese just shakes his head and finally wanders around to his car door to get in. "Yeah... yeah, I'll keep you in the loop, don't worry. This thing gets more confusing all the time. I'm not about ready to give up now."
After the call has ended, Reese makes it back to TJY with one goal in mind. Getting inside, he aims straight for Jason's office.
"Hotshot?"
Jason looks up, startled after having just dismissed Alec. "Yeah?"
"A moment?"
"Um... sure?"
Reese steps into his office and closes the door before taking several steps closer to Jason's desk. "I have something to ask you."
The seriousness of Reese's tone puts Jason's emotions on edge. "Okay...?"
"Do you know where Austin is?"
Jason bristles. He'd been on so-so terms with his grandfather the last time he'd seen him, but there were still an awful lot of negative emotions tied up in that history. What did Reese want now? Jason didn't necessarily want this conversation to be broadcast, but he had yet to discover where the switch was so Katie couldn't just hear everything. The only two options were to let Katie in on it now, or cut her off. He didn't like the latter, but... with this topic, he'd rather share it with Katie on his own terms.
Sorry, Hero. Hang in there a minute, okay? I'll be right back.
Closing his eyes for just a moment, he shuts down his emotional flow. Not a hundred percent to cause too much distress, but enough to block communication and cause discomfort on both their ends. He tries not to cringe. "I have no idea where Austin is. I haven't seen him in ages. Why?"
"Apparently he's the one that saw Scott recently, and on top of that, it looks as though he's now skipped town. I don't like it and I just wondered if you knew anything."
A bit of anger tries to bubble out and Jason keeps a lid on it. Once again, Austin had proved what a miserable backstabber he was. And now he'd even left without word. How nice of him. "No... sorry, I don't. But if I hear anything, you'll be the first to know."
"Good enough." Reese nods. "Thank you. That's all."
Once Jason is left alone again, he leans back in his chair, now dealing with a headache from his brief shutdown. Opening up again slowly, he gently prods.
You okay?
Tomorrow
Finding what Reese said was interesting it only made Hope a little more upset. It felt like it was only more of a hint that maybe he was doing something to harm Scott. Why would he skip town soon after pushing Scott over the edge?
Bringing her track of thought back around again to Reese question about Scott Hope trys to clear her mind the best she can.
"He was sitting with me and he just remembered. I asked him if he remembered what Austin said to him. He was thinking about it and than he just passed out. He hit his head pretty hard but he's ok."
Letting out another small sigh Hope couldn't help but feel a shift in everything coming. It didn't feel like a good one and it made her worry even more about everything that was going on.
"If you find anything else about Austin can you keep me in the loop please?"
Once in the copy room Katie leans against the copy mashean not making any copy right away closing her eyes a small laugh of her own slips out from Jason.
Mmm...That sounds so nice...I could defiantly go for some kiss time and cuddle time.
Hearing a noise in the door way Katie opens her eyes and see Dalton stairing at her an eyebrow cocked. A bit of color comes to her own face as she gives a little wave.
Shaking his head a smile slips out on Dalton's face as she moves away from the doorway.
"I'll leave you be and make copys later."
Once gone Katie can't help but laugh again as she turns to the copyer and starts to do what she needed.
I think we should call off tomorrow and just have some us time. I think it would be nice, and at least at the beach I would get your in trouble for not working.
Bringing her track of thought back around again to Reese question about Scott Hope trys to clear her mind the best she can.
"He was sitting with me and he just remembered. I asked him if he remembered what Austin said to him. He was thinking about it and than he just passed out. He hit his head pretty hard but he's ok."
Letting out another small sigh Hope couldn't help but feel a shift in everything coming. It didn't feel like a good one and it made her worry even more about everything that was going on.
"If you find anything else about Austin can you keep me in the loop please?"
Once in the copy room Katie leans against the copy mashean not making any copy right away closing her eyes a small laugh of her own slips out from Jason.
Mmm...That sounds so nice...I could defiantly go for some kiss time and cuddle time.
Hearing a noise in the door way Katie opens her eyes and see Dalton stairing at her an eyebrow cocked. A bit of color comes to her own face as she gives a little wave.
Shaking his head a smile slips out on Dalton's face as she moves away from the doorway.
"I'll leave you be and make copys later."
Once gone Katie can't help but laugh again as she turns to the copyer and starts to do what she needed.
I think we should call off tomorrow and just have some us time. I think it would be nice, and at least at the beach I would get your in trouble for not working.
Focus
"Nope - haven't found out a thing." Reese lets out his own sigh and finally turns away from the window to head off the porch and amble down the sidewalk. "I came after Austin for answers, but found an empty house. He's gone. No lights, no car, no furniture. Don't know when he skipped, but he's definitely not here anymore. Beats me if he's even still in town. That's what I'm gonna ask Jason. If anybody knew, he would."
Giving a little groan, he leans on his car and looks out into the street, trying to deal with the mixture of feelings he had. He was upset about Scott, he was angry at Austin, and he was confused about this whole thing.
"What happened anyway? You said Scott was just waking up? How did he finally remember it was Austin?"
Jason is totally absorbed in his conversation with Alec, doing as requested by Reese and gaining information about a certain Agency project. Listening to Alec and nodding, he suddenly chokes on a laugh that seemed to surface all on its own.
Alec stops talking and quirks an eyebrow, cocking his head. "Yes?"
Jason bites his lip and turns in his chair, putting a hand over his mouth in a casual gesture.
Hey! Not fair! I'm trying to be serious here!
"Sorry. Nothing. Go on, please."
Alec wasn't ready to buy it, and his eyes narrow slightly. "Was it something I said?"
"No!" Jason shakes his head and tries to concentrate again, looking at his notes. "You said it was Lars Tummel who was in charge of that raid."
"Mm-hmm."
Jason's mind starts to wander again.
The beach. Mmmm... that sounds nice. It's nice and warm out today too. Barefoot on the beach...setting sun... little cuddle time on a blanket under the rising stars....
"Hellooo." Alec waves a hand in front of Jason's face.
"What? Oh. Sorry."
"What's your problem anyway?"
"Nothing... nothing." Jason tries to cover it up again. "Distracted. Sorry. Go on."
Work... work.... go do something or... something. You're getting me in trouble.
His emotions are teasing as he tries to stay focused on two things at once.
Giving a little groan, he leans on his car and looks out into the street, trying to deal with the mixture of feelings he had. He was upset about Scott, he was angry at Austin, and he was confused about this whole thing.
"What happened anyway? You said Scott was just waking up? How did he finally remember it was Austin?"
Jason is totally absorbed in his conversation with Alec, doing as requested by Reese and gaining information about a certain Agency project. Listening to Alec and nodding, he suddenly chokes on a laugh that seemed to surface all on its own.
Alec stops talking and quirks an eyebrow, cocking his head. "Yes?"
Jason bites his lip and turns in his chair, putting a hand over his mouth in a casual gesture.
Hey! Not fair! I'm trying to be serious here!
"Sorry. Nothing. Go on, please."
Alec wasn't ready to buy it, and his eyes narrow slightly. "Was it something I said?"
"No!" Jason shakes his head and tries to concentrate again, looking at his notes. "You said it was Lars Tummel who was in charge of that raid."
"Mm-hmm."
Jason's mind starts to wander again.
The beach. Mmmm... that sounds nice. It's nice and warm out today too. Barefoot on the beach...setting sun... little cuddle time on a blanket under the rising stars....
"Hellooo." Alec waves a hand in front of Jason's face.
"What? Oh. Sorry."
"What's your problem anyway?"
"Nothing... nothing." Jason tries to cover it up again. "Distracted. Sorry. Go on."
Work... work.... go do something or... something. You're getting me in trouble.
His emotions are teasing as he tries to stay focused on two things at once.
Tag
Continuing to lean back against the wall Hope quirks an eyebrow hearing Reese voice before lifting her head from the wall and shifting a little in the chair.
"I'm just sitting outside Scott's room at the moment and I know our conversation was cut short earlyer so I though I would call back."
Hope lets out a sigh she was stressed, she was tired, but she was unwilling to give up yet.
"Have you found anything out with Austin? Why he came to see Scott?"
Tag your it!
Katie can't help the smile that spreads across her face as she pass Jason's office on the way to the copy mashean. Pulling on a few of his different emotions at once in a playful manor.
Why do we have to be at work when it's so nice out?
Continuing to walk Katie couldn't help the smile on her face. She didn't want to be at work today. It was so nice out, and she just wished they could go to the beach or be anywhere but this stuffy building.
"I'm just sitting outside Scott's room at the moment and I know our conversation was cut short earlyer so I though I would call back."
Hope lets out a sigh she was stressed, she was tired, but she was unwilling to give up yet.
"Have you found anything out with Austin? Why he came to see Scott?"
Tag your it!
Katie can't help the smile that spreads across her face as she pass Jason's office on the way to the copy mashean. Pulling on a few of his different emotions at once in a playful manor.
Why do we have to be at work when it's so nice out?
Continuing to walk Katie couldn't help the smile on her face. She didn't want to be at work today. It was so nice out, and she just wished they could go to the beach or be anywhere but this stuffy building.
Bigger
Scott is about to respond to Hope, but changes his mind as she walks away. He'd let her go. She'd find out tomorrow.
Rolling onto his side, he tries to rest, not even knowing how long he'd have to stay here instead of his room. It didn't really matter. Nightmares would follow him anywhere anyway.
Reese hears his phone ringing and waits several moments before fishing it out of his pocket. Turning from the door, he answers it, finding that it was Hope. "Oh, hey. I was gonna call you when I got back to the office."
He wanders across the porch and takes one last look through the window of the house. "Not sure what's going on, but I have a feeling it's bigger than Scott. I gotta go talk to Jason. But first, what's up?"
Rolling onto his side, he tries to rest, not even knowing how long he'd have to stay here instead of his room. It didn't really matter. Nightmares would follow him anywhere anyway.
Reese hears his phone ringing and waits several moments before fishing it out of his pocket. Turning from the door, he answers it, finding that it was Hope. "Oh, hey. I was gonna call you when I got back to the office."
He wanders across the porch and takes one last look through the window of the house. "Not sure what's going on, but I have a feeling it's bigger than Scott. I gotta go talk to Jason. But first, what's up?"
Waiting
Just letting the silence linger over them for the few long moment they did Hope kept her hand in Scott's. Not fearing the silence with Scott it was just different to have there be no words it was nice just shearing the space with him.
As he does speak again though Hope can feel the icy tone and it stings. She wasn't sure if he meant for the day or ever, but even if he did mean for ever she wouldn't listen. She'd promised she would be here and she would stick to it even if it did hurt.
"Ok, I'll be waiting outside for a while than head home. I'll be back tomorrow and in the mean time you know how to get a hold of me."
Giving Scott's hand another gentile squeeze Hope stands picking up the chair and taking it out of the room with her again setting it to the left side of the door sitting down with a heavy sigh.
Leaning her head back for a long while on the cool tial of the wall her head pounded. She wanted to do more for Scott but there was really nothing more she could. Remembering her conversation with Reese earlier.
Pulling out her phone again and dialing the number Hope waits not sure if Reese would answer his phone or not seeing as she was calling his cell this time not knowing if he was in the office still or not.
As he does speak again though Hope can feel the icy tone and it stings. She wasn't sure if he meant for the day or ever, but even if he did mean for ever she wouldn't listen. She'd promised she would be here and she would stick to it even if it did hurt.
"Ok, I'll be waiting outside for a while than head home. I'll be back tomorrow and in the mean time you know how to get a hold of me."
Giving Scott's hand another gentile squeeze Hope stands picking up the chair and taking it out of the room with her again setting it to the left side of the door sitting down with a heavy sigh.
Leaning her head back for a long while on the cool tial of the wall her head pounded. She wanted to do more for Scott but there was really nothing more she could. Remembering her conversation with Reese earlier.
Pulling out her phone again and dialing the number Hope waits not sure if Reese would answer his phone or not seeing as she was calling his cell this time not knowing if he was in the office still or not.
Alone
Scott keeps his sights on the ceiling. "You weren't hounding me," he counters. "It was just... too much or something."
Sighing, he closes his eyes. "Yeah... hurts. Guess it'll take more than that to keep me out."
Growing quiet again, one might think he's drifted off to sleep, what with some of the medication he'd been given. But in reality, his mind was alert and processing much more than he'd like to admit. Feeling Hope's hand on his, he doesn't move much, just letting the silence reign for several long minutes. Eventually he speaks, though his eyes remain closed.
"I want to be alone..." His voice was quiet but strained. "Don't... come back until.... I call you. I just... I want to be alone."
Sighing, he closes his eyes. "Yeah... hurts. Guess it'll take more than that to keep me out."
Growing quiet again, one might think he's drifted off to sleep, what with some of the medication he'd been given. But in reality, his mind was alert and processing much more than he'd like to admit. Feeling Hope's hand on his, he doesn't move much, just letting the silence reign for several long minutes. Eventually he speaks, though his eyes remain closed.
"I want to be alone..." His voice was quiet but strained. "Don't... come back until.... I call you. I just... I want to be alone."
4/26/10
Hurt a little
Rolling her eyes at Scott but still holding her smile and keeping her hand in his own Hope continues to look down at him ever after he looks away.
"There is nothing to be sorry about. I've passed out before myself, it happens sometimes."
Turning around a little and grabbing a chair Hope pulls it up to the bed and sits down next to Scott not saying she was staying but that was proof enough.
"No one is making me stay."
Running a thumb over his hand gently Hope keeps her own in his. She new he probably felt silly, but that was normal everyone felt silly when they passed out on someone else. All Hope could do was offer her comfort to Scott and hope it was enough.
"Sorry I was hounding you with questions before you passed out. I should of taken it more slow on ya. Hows the head feeling? Hurt a little I would guess?"
Finishing up the dishes and letting the water out of the sink Cassy grabs a towel to whip her hands off. Just friends is what her and Leo were, and yeah maybe she wanted more but for now she was happy to have just a friend. At least it was someone to spend time with.
"Ok sounds great than. I'll more than likely be back around four or five that way its gives me time to do a little thinking on dinner, and whatever else I might need to finish up."
Giving a smile and heading to the table to grab her purse once again Cassy turned and gives a half wave to Leo as her eyes twinkle a little. Turning again and heading the rest of the way out the door Cassy gets into her car and pulls out of the driveway making her way back home once again.
"There is nothing to be sorry about. I've passed out before myself, it happens sometimes."
Turning around a little and grabbing a chair Hope pulls it up to the bed and sits down next to Scott not saying she was staying but that was proof enough.
"No one is making me stay."
Running a thumb over his hand gently Hope keeps her own in his. She new he probably felt silly, but that was normal everyone felt silly when they passed out on someone else. All Hope could do was offer her comfort to Scott and hope it was enough.
"Sorry I was hounding you with questions before you passed out. I should of taken it more slow on ya. Hows the head feeling? Hurt a little I would guess?"
Finishing up the dishes and letting the water out of the sink Cassy grabs a towel to whip her hands off. Just friends is what her and Leo were, and yeah maybe she wanted more but for now she was happy to have just a friend. At least it was someone to spend time with.
"Ok sounds great than. I'll more than likely be back around four or five that way its gives me time to do a little thinking on dinner, and whatever else I might need to finish up."
Giving a smile and heading to the table to grab her purse once again Cassy turned and gives a half wave to Leo as her eyes twinkle a little. Turning again and heading the rest of the way out the door Cassy gets into her car and pulls out of the driveway making her way back home once again.
Apologize
Leo gives Cassy a little wry grin, just studying her for a moment. It was different, having her around... and under normal circumstances, he probably wouldn't have let her stay so long, just because of the whole "just friends" thing. But she'd come in such a way that it really didn't bother him as much anymore. Maybe they really could hang out just as friends, and he had to admit that the company was nice.
"Naw... you're not invading my space," he responds softly. "Might as well take advantage of the day, right? If you don't come, all I'll be doing is sleeping anyway."
Answering the phone and hearing Hope, Reese's eyes widen. "What? Austin? But-" He's cut off with her speaking of Scott awakening, and the call is ended abruptly.
Reese stares at the silent phone for a moment before hanging up. Scott was waking up again? What did that mean? And it had been Austin? But how? Why? He can feel his blood start to boil. This really took the cake. How dare anyone go to Scott like that, deliberately disturbing him when already so much damage had been done. They were lucky Scott was even still as lucid as he was.
Standing angrily, Reese stalks from his office.
Scott brings Hope's face into focus, finding this whole thing a bit strange and unsettling. He'd passed out? Way to go. That was staying in control alright. That was really showing his mind who was boss. Shut down and make a fool out of himself. Apparently that was the way to get the job done.
His dull gaze reflects the miserable sarcasm that was running through his mind, and he looks away to stare at the ceiling again. "I'm feeling fine," he replies. "I apologize for scaring you. You... don't have to stay now... I know you prolly got other stuff to do."
"Naw... you're not invading my space," he responds softly. "Might as well take advantage of the day, right? If you don't come, all I'll be doing is sleeping anyway."
Answering the phone and hearing Hope, Reese's eyes widen. "What? Austin? But-" He's cut off with her speaking of Scott awakening, and the call is ended abruptly.
Reese stares at the silent phone for a moment before hanging up. Scott was waking up again? What did that mean? And it had been Austin? But how? Why? He can feel his blood start to boil. This really took the cake. How dare anyone go to Scott like that, deliberately disturbing him when already so much damage had been done. They were lucky Scott was even still as lucid as he was.
Standing angrily, Reese stalks from his office.
Scott brings Hope's face into focus, finding this whole thing a bit strange and unsettling. He'd passed out? Way to go. That was staying in control alright. That was really showing his mind who was boss. Shut down and make a fool out of himself. Apparently that was the way to get the job done.
His dull gaze reflects the miserable sarcasm that was running through his mind, and he looks away to stare at the ceiling again. "I'm feeling fine," he replies. "I apologize for scaring you. You... don't have to stay now... I know you prolly got other stuff to do."
Found Out
Sloshing the soap around with the bubbles in the sink it almost looked like Cassy was playing with the bubbles them self as she was washing the dishes. Looking up and giving a smile as Leo stood next to her she gave a little nod.
"Sure I can come back. Just run home take a shower clean my apartment a little bit, think what I can make for dinner to night and than be back. As long as you don't mind and I'm not invading your space and all."
Still smiling before looking back at the dishes Cassy new Leo would roll his eyes and maybe say something about if he thought so he wouldn't have asked but it made her feel better just simply making sure she hadn't come in and taken over his apartment.
Knowing how to take care of gashes, and what to do when someone passes out Hope helps all she can with Scott though she felt more in the way than anything she refused to leave him side. Even after getting into the room Hope waited to make sure he was ok and resting comfortable before not leaving the room but heading to the far end pulling out her phone.
Dialing Reese direct number Hope waits for him to answer the phone hoping he was in the office still. This was important and could not wait but she didn't want to call him at home ether. Finally hearing Reese voice Hope lets out a small sigh.
"Reese its Hope. I found out who came to see Scott the night the data took over. It was Austin."
Letting the quiet linger for a long moment Hope train of thought is broken as she hears Scott's voice. Looking over to the bed where he was laying and seeing him move a little she wanted to get back to his sick.
"I have to go Scott is just starting to wake up again. We can talk more on this later I just thought you should know."
Hanging up the phone Hope wasts no time getting to Scott's side again. Taking his hand in her own her holds it softly as she leans in to give Scott a soft kiss a smile on her face.
"Hey there you gave me quite a scare. You passed out and hit your head pretty good. How are you feeling?"
"Sure I can come back. Just run home take a shower clean my apartment a little bit, think what I can make for dinner to night and than be back. As long as you don't mind and I'm not invading your space and all."
Still smiling before looking back at the dishes Cassy new Leo would roll his eyes and maybe say something about if he thought so he wouldn't have asked but it made her feel better just simply making sure she hadn't come in and taken over his apartment.
Knowing how to take care of gashes, and what to do when someone passes out Hope helps all she can with Scott though she felt more in the way than anything she refused to leave him side. Even after getting into the room Hope waited to make sure he was ok and resting comfortable before not leaving the room but heading to the far end pulling out her phone.
Dialing Reese direct number Hope waits for him to answer the phone hoping he was in the office still. This was important and could not wait but she didn't want to call him at home ether. Finally hearing Reese voice Hope lets out a small sigh.
"Reese its Hope. I found out who came to see Scott the night the data took over. It was Austin."
Letting the quiet linger for a long moment Hope train of thought is broken as she hears Scott's voice. Looking over to the bed where he was laying and seeing him move a little she wanted to get back to his sick.
"I have to go Scott is just starting to wake up again. We can talk more on this later I just thought you should know."
Hanging up the phone Hope wasts no time getting to Scott's side again. Taking his hand in her own her holds it softly as she leans in to give Scott a soft kiss a smile on her face.
"Hey there you gave me quite a scare. You passed out and hit your head pretty good. How are you feeling?"
Awake
Leo grins and shakes his head. "I was supposed to have today off anyway. Even if I did go in to work though, I wouldn't be much good. I think my head is gonna roll right off my shoulders."
Standing, he takes his glass to the sink where Cassy has the other dishes. "If... you wanna come back later, that's fine with me. I'm not going anywhere. I can leave the door unlocked if you think you'll be back."
Seeing Hope and hearing her plea for help, the orderly is quick to assist, coming and kneeling down next to Scott. After asking Hope what had happened, he calls for more assistance.
Eventually, and with more hands to help, Scott is examined by a doctor, his wound cleaned and a few stitches put in place. It's the doctors conclusion that Scott passed out under some kind of panic attack, resulting in his collapse. After being informed of Scott's previous episode, the doctor's only concern is Scott actually waking up again. But only time would tell them how severe this had been.
They were in a different building now - the south wing of the medical facility. It was a pleasant atmosphere, though still had a hospital feel to it. Scott was put in his own small room with a window, left be for now until he should awake. The doctor had already hooked up an IV, taking advantage of the situation in order to get some nourishment into Scott that he'd lacked since not eating enough. A couple hours later and all is quiet. The only reassurance is that Scott seems to be resting peacefully...
...Something seems wrong. It didn't feel right. Sort of like a dream, but not really. It was like looking into a mirror and seeing reality but it was just an image, not the real thing. Like one could reach out and touch it, but their fingers would be met with glass instead of the actual reality. But if it was a reflection, then maybe one could just turn around and -
Scott's eyes open and he finds himself staring up at a strange ceiling. His blind eye aches and he squints it shut while still trying to get his bearings with what sight he did have. His head felt like it had been hit with a sledgehammer and his stomach didn't feel so great either.
Licking his dry lips, he tries to figure out where he is and what had happened. He'd been with Hope, hadn't he? Turning his head, his theory is confirmed. "Hope?" His voice is weak. "What happened? Where am I?"
Standing, he takes his glass to the sink where Cassy has the other dishes. "If... you wanna come back later, that's fine with me. I'm not going anywhere. I can leave the door unlocked if you think you'll be back."
Seeing Hope and hearing her plea for help, the orderly is quick to assist, coming and kneeling down next to Scott. After asking Hope what had happened, he calls for more assistance.
Eventually, and with more hands to help, Scott is examined by a doctor, his wound cleaned and a few stitches put in place. It's the doctors conclusion that Scott passed out under some kind of panic attack, resulting in his collapse. After being informed of Scott's previous episode, the doctor's only concern is Scott actually waking up again. But only time would tell them how severe this had been.
They were in a different building now - the south wing of the medical facility. It was a pleasant atmosphere, though still had a hospital feel to it. Scott was put in his own small room with a window, left be for now until he should awake. The doctor had already hooked up an IV, taking advantage of the situation in order to get some nourishment into Scott that he'd lacked since not eating enough. A couple hours later and all is quiet. The only reassurance is that Scott seems to be resting peacefully...
...Something seems wrong. It didn't feel right. Sort of like a dream, but not really. It was like looking into a mirror and seeing reality but it was just an image, not the real thing. Like one could reach out and touch it, but their fingers would be met with glass instead of the actual reality. But if it was a reflection, then maybe one could just turn around and -
Scott's eyes open and he finds himself staring up at a strange ceiling. His blind eye aches and he squints it shut while still trying to get his bearings with what sight he did have. His head felt like it had been hit with a sledgehammer and his stomach didn't feel so great either.
Licking his dry lips, he tries to figure out where he is and what had happened. He'd been with Hope, hadn't he? Turning his head, his theory is confirmed. "Hope?" His voice is weak. "What happened? Where am I?"
4/25/10
Shower
Finishing off her own food Cassy new Leo was just getting over being sick so if he didn't eat everything that was ok and she wasn't offended. At least he eat what he could and it seemed his stomach was handling it well.
" Ha! No one likes going to work, but we can't run away from it forever ether."
Standing from the table and taking the last sip of her OJ Cassy gathers her plate and Leo's bringing it over to the sink and setting it into the soapy water before turning and giving a smile to Leo.
"I'd offer to join you for watching another movie but after these dishes I should probably head out. Not that I have anything to do but I can't smell good at the moment so I need a shower. I can swing by later again though if you like some more company."
Listing to Scott Hope wish she hadn't asked as he tried so hard to remember for her what happens. The last thing she wanted was to pressure him and throw him into another episode. He was trying so hard and no matter how much she wanted him to stop he just wouldn't. So she sat and listened trying her best to make some sense of what he was saying.
Seeing Scott's face pale just a little Hope was on alert something was wrong, was he being thrown into the world of information in his own head, over working himself? She wasnt sure but she new something wasn't right.
"Scott, hunny I need you to calm down and sit down for a minute."
Standing to try and help Scott to sit down it was to late and all Hope can do is watch while he hits the pavement. Feeling her heart jump in her throat Hope was to Scott's side instantly putting pressure on the gash on his head.
Turning and looking around for anyone to help her Hope catches sight of an orderly. Waving one of hands she should.
"Hey...over here I need help right away please."
" Ha! No one likes going to work, but we can't run away from it forever ether."
Standing from the table and taking the last sip of her OJ Cassy gathers her plate and Leo's bringing it over to the sink and setting it into the soapy water before turning and giving a smile to Leo.
"I'd offer to join you for watching another movie but after these dishes I should probably head out. Not that I have anything to do but I can't smell good at the moment so I need a shower. I can swing by later again though if you like some more company."
Listing to Scott Hope wish she hadn't asked as he tried so hard to remember for her what happens. The last thing she wanted was to pressure him and throw him into another episode. He was trying so hard and no matter how much she wanted him to stop he just wouldn't. So she sat and listened trying her best to make some sense of what he was saying.
Seeing Scott's face pale just a little Hope was on alert something was wrong, was he being thrown into the world of information in his own head, over working himself? She wasnt sure but she new something wasn't right.
"Scott, hunny I need you to calm down and sit down for a minute."
Standing to try and help Scott to sit down it was to late and all Hope can do is watch while he hits the pavement. Feeling her heart jump in her throat Hope was to Scott's side instantly putting pressure on the gash on his head.
Turning and looking around for anyone to help her Hope catches sight of an orderly. Waving one of hands she should.
"Hey...over here I need help right away please."
Passed out
Scott's eyes bounce around the ground as he tries to stay in command of his thoughts. He didn't know. The memory was foggy. He didn't want to remember. What if it triggered another overload? What if he couldn't stay in control? "I...I don't know." He continues to rock, his hands shaking under Hope's soft grip.
He swallows hard, knowing he needed to remember as much as he could, but not wanting to at the same time. "It...I... he came and... and I got scared 'cause... of what happened... happened before."
Scott draws in another shaky breath. "I...I don't know what happened. Seeing him, it... it brought back everything and I saw all this data and...and..."
Standing abruptly, he wraps his arms around himself and paces in front of the bench, still not looking at Hope. His head hurt. He felt like it was hard to breath. His pulse was growing more rapid. "He...he... I don't know. Said something. I didn't believe him. He was trying to apologize for something and... and I tried to listen but I was in the corner and, and.."
He puts his hands on his head, the headache worsening. "I was in the corner... it all went... black."
Without warning, Scott's legs buckle. His reflexes don't even react as his body collapses onto the ground, his eyes rolling back. His head ricochets off the corner of the bench, gashing his temple before he hits the soft earth, unconscious.
Leo chuckles and takes another bite of breakfast. "Well, I don't know about right as rain, but anything would be better than yesterday."
Doing his best to eat what he could, he manages to finish his eggs and almost all of his toast. Sighing deeply, he look across at Cassy, not really knowing what to do now. "I think... I am going to sack out on my bed and try to catch a stupid movie on television, which will probably put me to sleep again, but that would be better than going in to work."
He swallows hard, knowing he needed to remember as much as he could, but not wanting to at the same time. "It...I... he came and... and I got scared 'cause... of what happened... happened before."
Scott draws in another shaky breath. "I...I don't know what happened. Seeing him, it... it brought back everything and I saw all this data and...and..."
Standing abruptly, he wraps his arms around himself and paces in front of the bench, still not looking at Hope. His head hurt. He felt like it was hard to breath. His pulse was growing more rapid. "He...he... I don't know. Said something. I didn't believe him. He was trying to apologize for something and... and I tried to listen but I was in the corner and, and.."
He puts his hands on his head, the headache worsening. "I was in the corner... it all went... black."
Without warning, Scott's legs buckle. His reflexes don't even react as his body collapses onto the ground, his eyes rolling back. His head ricochets off the corner of the bench, gashing his temple before he hits the soft earth, unconscious.
Leo chuckles and takes another bite of breakfast. "Well, I don't know about right as rain, but anything would be better than yesterday."
Doing his best to eat what he could, he manages to finish his eggs and almost all of his toast. Sighing deeply, he look across at Cassy, not really knowing what to do now. "I think... I am going to sack out on my bed and try to catch a stupid movie on television, which will probably put me to sleep again, but that would be better than going in to work."
4/23/10
Nudist Colony
Even if it was a little smile Hope liked seeing it, and knowing that a little bit of a twinkle was still there in Scott eyes. Just continuing to walk with Scott Hope lets the silence linger some more not minding the quiet and enjoying the fresh air.
Sitting down on the bench with Scott Hope lets him lean into her not minding one bit. Making it a tiny bit more comfortable she puts her arm up and over Scott's shoulders so she is holding him as he leaned on her. It was a nice feeling knowing that even if he was still upset with her he did in fact not hate her.
As Scott bolts up right breaking the silence Hope takes her arm from his shoulder putting her hands in his to try and stop them from shaking a little bit. Listing to him and his realization on who came to see him that night he has slipped into all the data Hope's own face pales just a little.
Austin, the same Austin that beat Scott up? Why would he be here and what did he want with Scott? Had he helped the process of Scott's madness along but why?
"Scott...are you sure it was Austin? Can you remember what he said to you if anything? Any little bit might help us Scott. He's harmed you before and if he's trying to again I want to do all I can to keep him away from you."
Hope keeps her hands in Scott as she looks at him. Worry, anger, confusion was all written on her face. She'd never met Austin before and she hoped in a way she never did least give him a peace of her own mind.
Ryan can't help the laugh that came from her mouth. She was happy Eli left already so he wouldn't ask why she was laughing.
"Clothes yes yes of course. I don't want people to stair after all. However I think we should all live in a nudest colony. Cloths can be so uncomfortable."
Giving another laugh and a shake of her head Ryan pokes at her eggs with her fork before setting it down and sitting up in the chair.
"Ok, well I better let you go for now. I need to take my shower and head to work. I'll see ya about one."
Giving another laugh and shaking her head at Rick her face expression stays unchanged. Alec didn't shock her, he was a Banks after all. She did like seeing Rick squirm though and she was going to have to remember to tell Carson about this. Maybe they could take a trip down memorie lane themselves.
Saying a quick prayer Cassy new it was something Leo wasn't use to but it was important to her to bless the meal they were going to eat and thank God he gave it to them. Though it seemed each time they prayed it seemed a little easier for Leo to adjust. Maybe one of these time he would take the honor of praying.
Once finished and breakfast started Cassy couldn't help but feel the meal came out better than normal. Maybe it was the simple fact that putting a little more love into it because it was for someone else really did make it that much better.
Hearing Leo's comment a little color comes to Cassy's face. It wasn't often she ever heard them but it was really nice coming from Leo.
"And I would have no problem doing that. It's nice shearing a meal with a friend and its a great reason for me to cook."
Taking another bit of her food and than a sip of her OJ Cassy just lets the liquid slip down her throat waking her up a little more than she had been before.
"You look alot better than you did the other night when I first came over. I do believe Leo you are on the mend and by tomorrow you should be as right as rain."
Sitting down on the bench with Scott Hope lets him lean into her not minding one bit. Making it a tiny bit more comfortable she puts her arm up and over Scott's shoulders so she is holding him as he leaned on her. It was a nice feeling knowing that even if he was still upset with her he did in fact not hate her.
As Scott bolts up right breaking the silence Hope takes her arm from his shoulder putting her hands in his to try and stop them from shaking a little bit. Listing to him and his realization on who came to see him that night he has slipped into all the data Hope's own face pales just a little.
Austin, the same Austin that beat Scott up? Why would he be here and what did he want with Scott? Had he helped the process of Scott's madness along but why?
"Scott...are you sure it was Austin? Can you remember what he said to you if anything? Any little bit might help us Scott. He's harmed you before and if he's trying to again I want to do all I can to keep him away from you."
Hope keeps her hands in Scott as she looks at him. Worry, anger, confusion was all written on her face. She'd never met Austin before and she hoped in a way she never did least give him a peace of her own mind.
Ryan can't help the laugh that came from her mouth. She was happy Eli left already so he wouldn't ask why she was laughing.
"Clothes yes yes of course. I don't want people to stair after all. However I think we should all live in a nudest colony. Cloths can be so uncomfortable."
Giving another laugh and a shake of her head Ryan pokes at her eggs with her fork before setting it down and sitting up in the chair.
"Ok, well I better let you go for now. I need to take my shower and head to work. I'll see ya about one."
Giving another laugh and shaking her head at Rick her face expression stays unchanged. Alec didn't shock her, he was a Banks after all. She did like seeing Rick squirm though and she was going to have to remember to tell Carson about this. Maybe they could take a trip down memorie lane themselves.
Saying a quick prayer Cassy new it was something Leo wasn't use to but it was important to her to bless the meal they were going to eat and thank God he gave it to them. Though it seemed each time they prayed it seemed a little easier for Leo to adjust. Maybe one of these time he would take the honor of praying.
Once finished and breakfast started Cassy couldn't help but feel the meal came out better than normal. Maybe it was the simple fact that putting a little more love into it because it was for someone else really did make it that much better.
Hearing Leo's comment a little color comes to Cassy's face. It wasn't often she ever heard them but it was really nice coming from Leo.
"And I would have no problem doing that. It's nice shearing a meal with a friend and its a great reason for me to cook."
Taking another bit of her food and than a sip of her OJ Cassy just lets the liquid slip down her throat waking her up a little more than she had been before.
"You look alot better than you did the other night when I first came over. I do believe Leo you are on the mend and by tomorrow you should be as right as rain."
Stir
Scott musters up something close to a smile... almost. On one hand, he felt no humor, and on the other, he was glad that at least Hope could still tease.
Continuing their walk, Scott falls silent once more. He was quieter than the last few days. After the fiasco with him then Alec and all that, he'd realized he needed help but... but now a few days later... the desire to go home had returned. He just wanted... peace. He just wanted to be left alone and to stop having to deal with all of this. He felt as if his will to fight was gone.
Walking the circular path, it eventually winds back to the bench where they'd started at. Scott wished the path would just go on forever in one direction so he wouldn't have to look back.
Sitting down, his hands are still in his pockets, his shoulders slouched. He was the picture of someone who had lost so much... miserable... broken. Leaning to the side, he rests his head on Hope's shoulder, closing his eyes. Could he just will it all away? Could he just wake up and have it all be just a bad memory?
Without warning, an image comes to Scott's mind and he sits bolt upright, his face turning white as a sheet. His hands start to shake. "I... I remember." He swallows hard, trying to stay in control. "It was Austin..." He takes a sharp, ragged breath as his pulse races and he beings to rock slightly. "It was him... he... he was the one who came."
Alec's grin widens, the sly spark in his eye increasing as he leans on the counter with his back to the others, still listening to Ryan. "That all sounds great to me, late lunch and all. But, um... I'd recommend getting on some clean clothes after you're out of your grubby ones. I mean, I don't mind, but when you come to pick me up, I doubt you'd want to start that kind of stir."
Rick spins around, his eyes widening before he looks back at Misty. "You call that cute? And yes, unfortunately, I hoped it would end with you and Carson. But noooo, his brother had to end up here." He rolls his eyes. "Why me?"
Joining Cassy at the table, her request to pray wasn't unusual. She usually prayed before meals. Leo wasn't totally on board with that whole thing. He was sort of on-again, off-again with the God thing happening, but he did find it surprisingly nice to have a prayer before meals. It just seemed to set a peaceful tone before eating.
"Um... you can." He gives Cassy a sheepish grin. He wasn't used to praying much, let alone aloud.
After the prayer, he starts in on his eggs and a smile comes to his lips. "Don't know what you did, but these are better than any eggs I ever make." He chuckles before taking a sip of his orange juice. "When I'm feeling better, you'll have to make those hashbrowns too."
Continuing their walk, Scott falls silent once more. He was quieter than the last few days. After the fiasco with him then Alec and all that, he'd realized he needed help but... but now a few days later... the desire to go home had returned. He just wanted... peace. He just wanted to be left alone and to stop having to deal with all of this. He felt as if his will to fight was gone.
Walking the circular path, it eventually winds back to the bench where they'd started at. Scott wished the path would just go on forever in one direction so he wouldn't have to look back.
Sitting down, his hands are still in his pockets, his shoulders slouched. He was the picture of someone who had lost so much... miserable... broken. Leaning to the side, he rests his head on Hope's shoulder, closing his eyes. Could he just will it all away? Could he just wake up and have it all be just a bad memory?
Without warning, an image comes to Scott's mind and he sits bolt upright, his face turning white as a sheet. His hands start to shake. "I... I remember." He swallows hard, trying to stay in control. "It was Austin..." He takes a sharp, ragged breath as his pulse races and he beings to rock slightly. "It was him... he... he was the one who came."
Alec's grin widens, the sly spark in his eye increasing as he leans on the counter with his back to the others, still listening to Ryan. "That all sounds great to me, late lunch and all. But, um... I'd recommend getting on some clean clothes after you're out of your grubby ones. I mean, I don't mind, but when you come to pick me up, I doubt you'd want to start that kind of stir."
Rick spins around, his eyes widening before he looks back at Misty. "You call that cute? And yes, unfortunately, I hoped it would end with you and Carson. But noooo, his brother had to end up here." He rolls his eyes. "Why me?"
Joining Cassy at the table, her request to pray wasn't unusual. She usually prayed before meals. Leo wasn't totally on board with that whole thing. He was sort of on-again, off-again with the God thing happening, but he did find it surprisingly nice to have a prayer before meals. It just seemed to set a peaceful tone before eating.
"Um... you can." He gives Cassy a sheepish grin. He wasn't used to praying much, let alone aloud.
After the prayer, he starts in on his eggs and a smile comes to his lips. "Don't know what you did, but these are better than any eggs I ever make." He chuckles before taking a sip of his orange juice. "When I'm feeling better, you'll have to make those hashbrowns too."
4/22/10
Rather Cute
Keeping quiet herself Hope starts to walk again with Scott just letting the silence rain for now. Sometimes it was just nice to let the silence take over and think in the quiet.
Looking up at Scott again with his comment on his eating habit Hope gives a small nod. Knowing he was going to ask her to look after his eating felt good. It was nice to know he still did want her help. Letting her mind shift from what they had been talking about to this one here she gives a smile looking up at Scott again.
"I wouldn't mind at all to keep and eye on ya and help you with that. I'm good at nagging huh?"
Bumping Scott's shoulder lightly there was a little humor in her voice hoping to at least get him to smile a little bit. She missed his smile, and the light that shone in is eyes. It had been a long time since the last time she saw it.
"Almost a garinte Dalton would have no problem helping you out ether. Anyways I've been skipping meals myself lately witch is not good so if I remind you than I can remind myself too. We both need to keep our strength up."
Giving a laugh as the plates her food Ryan could hear Rick in the background and could not help but think it was to funny. She though it was way to much fun freaking him out.
"I think lunch out sounds nice, and as for keeping you mind off the pain..thats defiantly something I think I could handle. I just have to remember not to climb all over you because of your foot. Its gonna take alot of self control for that you know."
Bringing the plate over to the table Ryan sits down but doesn't start eating yet. She'd finish her conversation first than eat. She had a little time before being to work anyways. Taking her fork and poking at the food she just continues her conversation.
"Well Babe, I only have a half day today so I should be out by noon. If we eat at one that will give me some time to get clean up and out of my grubby work cloths. If thats ok with you."
Misty can't help the laugh that escaped her lips. She really didn't mind the way Ryan and Alec talked to each other it reminded her to much of Carson and herself. It was however funny to see how Rick reacted.
"And you though it would end with Carson and myself...guess you were wrong. I think they are rather cute."
Shaking her head a little and looking down at her paper work again the smile was still on Misty's face.
Giving a nod and heading out of the bedroom and into the kitchen Cassy starts on breakfast. By now she pretty much new her way around Leo's kitchen and felt good about using his stuff. It wasn't a big kitchen so it was easy to memories though it had that nice home feeling to it.
Almost done with the food and hearing Leo behind her the timing couldn't be better. She would hate if the food got cold before it got to him. Plating the food up she gives a small laugh at his comment about breakfast in bed.
"Ok, I guess I can give you that one without a shoe throwing at your head."
Turning with the plates of food Cassy grins and lets her eyes dance with humor. Setting Leo's plate down at the table and than her own she goes back to the fridge to pour some OJ for both of them before sitting down again.
"Would you like to say grace before we eat or do you want me to do it?"
Looking up at Scott again with his comment on his eating habit Hope gives a small nod. Knowing he was going to ask her to look after his eating felt good. It was nice to know he still did want her help. Letting her mind shift from what they had been talking about to this one here she gives a smile looking up at Scott again.
"I wouldn't mind at all to keep and eye on ya and help you with that. I'm good at nagging huh?"
Bumping Scott's shoulder lightly there was a little humor in her voice hoping to at least get him to smile a little bit. She missed his smile, and the light that shone in is eyes. It had been a long time since the last time she saw it.
"Almost a garinte Dalton would have no problem helping you out ether. Anyways I've been skipping meals myself lately witch is not good so if I remind you than I can remind myself too. We both need to keep our strength up."
Giving a laugh as the plates her food Ryan could hear Rick in the background and could not help but think it was to funny. She though it was way to much fun freaking him out.
"I think lunch out sounds nice, and as for keeping you mind off the pain..thats defiantly something I think I could handle. I just have to remember not to climb all over you because of your foot. Its gonna take alot of self control for that you know."
Bringing the plate over to the table Ryan sits down but doesn't start eating yet. She'd finish her conversation first than eat. She had a little time before being to work anyways. Taking her fork and poking at the food she just continues her conversation.
"Well Babe, I only have a half day today so I should be out by noon. If we eat at one that will give me some time to get clean up and out of my grubby work cloths. If thats ok with you."
Misty can't help the laugh that escaped her lips. She really didn't mind the way Ryan and Alec talked to each other it reminded her to much of Carson and herself. It was however funny to see how Rick reacted.
"And you though it would end with Carson and myself...guess you were wrong. I think they are rather cute."
Shaking her head a little and looking down at her paper work again the smile was still on Misty's face.
Giving a nod and heading out of the bedroom and into the kitchen Cassy starts on breakfast. By now she pretty much new her way around Leo's kitchen and felt good about using his stuff. It wasn't a big kitchen so it was easy to memories though it had that nice home feeling to it.
Almost done with the food and hearing Leo behind her the timing couldn't be better. She would hate if the food got cold before it got to him. Plating the food up she gives a small laugh at his comment about breakfast in bed.
"Ok, I guess I can give you that one without a shoe throwing at your head."
Turning with the plates of food Cassy grins and lets her eyes dance with humor. Setting Leo's plate down at the table and than her own she goes back to the fridge to pour some OJ for both of them before sitting down again.
"Would you like to say grace before we eat or do you want me to do it?"
Eating
"Mmm... egg and toast but no hashbrowns... unless you want them." Leo nods. "I'm hungry but I don't think I should overdo it." It felt... different, having someone around to share a meal with, to talk to... to help take care of him when he was sick like this. It felt... nice.
Once Leo is alone, he manages to get himself out of bed. A bit dizzy, he moves slowly. He hears Cassy in the kitchen so he aims for the bathroom to at least take a shower. After sweating half the night, he needed it.
It doesn't take him long, and soon he feels a little refreshed, though tired, and manages to get into a clean pair of sweats and t-shirt. Shuffling down the hall in his bare feet, he makes it to the kitchen, pausing in the doorway to let his dizziness pass. He spots Cassy and gives her a wry grin. "I just didn't feel deserving of a breakfast in bed."
Alec hobbles to the phone at Rick's request and hearing Ryan's voice, he smile. "I'm always awake if you're the one at the other end of the line."
Rick rolls his eyes and looks to Misty, shaking his head.
Alec toys with the phone cord, a grin on his face. "Lunch sounds fantastic. Dessert sounds even better. And, if this doctor here will at least let me out for a little while, we can-"
"Minimal walking," Rick interrupts, pointing a finger at him. "For at least a day. After that, you're on your own again."
Alec resumes his conversation. "...we can go out instead of being stuck in here. Of course... you'd have to... help me around... be extra nice... you know, make sure I was comfortable and give me some extra attention so I wouldn't... think about all the pain I'm in."
"Oh for crying out loud." Rick throws his hands in the air. "Do I really have to listen to this?"
Scott sighs deeply, forcing himself to look at Hope as she speaks. He deserved better than this.... he did... he did... did he? It seemed all he did lately was question himself.
Turning and starting to walk again, Scott knows Hope will follow. He falls silence once again, giving the impression that he might have brushed off everything Hope had said. But in reality, he was letting his mind mull it over, thinking through every word she'd spoken. Again though, the subject was changed. Or was it?
"Hawks says I need to eat more than my brain is telling me," he comments. "He said even after I'm gone from here that I need someone to help keep me eating... I figured I'd... I'd ask you and maybe Dalton or something."
Once Leo is alone, he manages to get himself out of bed. A bit dizzy, he moves slowly. He hears Cassy in the kitchen so he aims for the bathroom to at least take a shower. After sweating half the night, he needed it.
It doesn't take him long, and soon he feels a little refreshed, though tired, and manages to get into a clean pair of sweats and t-shirt. Shuffling down the hall in his bare feet, he makes it to the kitchen, pausing in the doorway to let his dizziness pass. He spots Cassy and gives her a wry grin. "I just didn't feel deserving of a breakfast in bed."
Alec hobbles to the phone at Rick's request and hearing Ryan's voice, he smile. "I'm always awake if you're the one at the other end of the line."
Rick rolls his eyes and looks to Misty, shaking his head.
Alec toys with the phone cord, a grin on his face. "Lunch sounds fantastic. Dessert sounds even better. And, if this doctor here will at least let me out for a little while, we can-"
"Minimal walking," Rick interrupts, pointing a finger at him. "For at least a day. After that, you're on your own again."
Alec resumes his conversation. "...we can go out instead of being stuck in here. Of course... you'd have to... help me around... be extra nice... you know, make sure I was comfortable and give me some extra attention so I wouldn't... think about all the pain I'm in."
"Oh for crying out loud." Rick throws his hands in the air. "Do I really have to listen to this?"
Scott sighs deeply, forcing himself to look at Hope as she speaks. He deserved better than this.... he did... he did... did he? It seemed all he did lately was question himself.
Turning and starting to walk again, Scott knows Hope will follow. He falls silence once again, giving the impression that he might have brushed off everything Hope had said. But in reality, he was letting his mind mull it over, thinking through every word she'd spoken. Again though, the subject was changed. Or was it?
"Hawks says I need to eat more than my brain is telling me," he comments. "He said even after I'm gone from here that I need someone to help keep me eating... I figured I'd... I'd ask you and maybe Dalton or something."
Carma On
Thinking for a moment as she stood at the end of the bed Cassy brings a hand to her lips in a thinking manor. Her mind being side tracked for a moment as an image of Leo clinging to her leg passed through her mind making her give a chuckle before standing a little taller.
"How about a poached egg, some toast with jelly and some hash browns on the less greasy side. As long as that sounds good to you?"
Giving a tiny nod that is Leo did want something else she would be more than happy to make it for him but this combination was not greasy and probably one of the easiest things on his tummy.
With a roll of her eyes, a scrunch of her nose and a swat to Eli's arm Ryan just shakes her head as her brother started to walk away. She was happy to see a small glint in his eye at the mention of a woman. Granted Eli had spend lots of time with women but there was never that one that stuck and gave him the look in his eyes. But this new one she was different.
Turning around again and going back to the stove Ryan continues to cook her own food. With her other hands she pulls out her phone and dials TJY. Getting Susanne she asked if she can talk to Alec not sure if he was around or not. Waiting and finally hearing Alec's voice on the other end Ryan smile.
"Morning, I didnt have my spy Carma on to you so I wasn't sure if you'd be awake or not. I was wondering if you'd like company for dessert and lunch today?"
Still standing with Scott Hope lets out a small sigh. The look of hurt passing through his eyes once more and she can feel the yank on her heart.
"I know you don't know who you are anymore Scott and I know it can be frustrating, but thats why your here and why everyone is trying to help you. To help you fight and win this Agency battle and find who you are again."
Turning to look out over the flowers again Hope just tried to concentrate. She new Scott was still hurting and it hadn't been nearly enough time here for him to heal. In a way she felt like she was failing Scott herself even though she new there was nothing more she could do.
"Bad things happen ever day Scott and though its not the same as the pain you went through everyone always blames themselves. You have started to make some big steps already admitting you need help. I just don't want to see that all lost because what happened was not your fault, and even if you had been stronger there is no telling if you could of stopped them or not. I just want to see you get better, not for me but for yourself because you deserve it, and you deserve better than this."
"How about a poached egg, some toast with jelly and some hash browns on the less greasy side. As long as that sounds good to you?"
Giving a tiny nod that is Leo did want something else she would be more than happy to make it for him but this combination was not greasy and probably one of the easiest things on his tummy.
With a roll of her eyes, a scrunch of her nose and a swat to Eli's arm Ryan just shakes her head as her brother started to walk away. She was happy to see a small glint in his eye at the mention of a woman. Granted Eli had spend lots of time with women but there was never that one that stuck and gave him the look in his eyes. But this new one she was different.
Turning around again and going back to the stove Ryan continues to cook her own food. With her other hands she pulls out her phone and dials TJY. Getting Susanne she asked if she can talk to Alec not sure if he was around or not. Waiting and finally hearing Alec's voice on the other end Ryan smile.
"Morning, I didnt have my spy Carma on to you so I wasn't sure if you'd be awake or not. I was wondering if you'd like company for dessert and lunch today?"
Still standing with Scott Hope lets out a small sigh. The look of hurt passing through his eyes once more and she can feel the yank on her heart.
"I know you don't know who you are anymore Scott and I know it can be frustrating, but thats why your here and why everyone is trying to help you. To help you fight and win this Agency battle and find who you are again."
Turning to look out over the flowers again Hope just tried to concentrate. She new Scott was still hurting and it hadn't been nearly enough time here for him to heal. In a way she felt like she was failing Scott herself even though she new there was nothing more she could do.
"Bad things happen ever day Scott and though its not the same as the pain you went through everyone always blames themselves. You have started to make some big steps already admitting you need help. I just don't want to see that all lost because what happened was not your fault, and even if you had been stronger there is no telling if you could of stopped them or not. I just want to see you get better, not for me but for yourself because you deserve it, and you deserve better than this."
Messed Up
Leo flinches, but still gets beaned in the head with Cassy's sock. He smirks at her, but even though his eyes were tired, humor was still visible. "Okay, okay, I got it! But once you wanna leave and I'm begging you to stay and clinging to your legs as you try to walk out the door, I'll remind you that you said you wanted to be here."
Giving her a crooked grin, he shakes his head. "Breakfast, um... something light?" He pats his stomach. "I think I can handle just about anything as long as it's not greasy or spicy."
"Oh, you sweet woman." Eli accepts the breakfast with a murmur of pleasure. "Did I ever tell you that you're the best sister in the world? Eh... except for the popcorn part."
Laughing, he accepts the breakfast sandwich, his mouth already watering. Hearing Ryan's question, his eyebrows rise. "There ain't no 'maybe' about the kiss, I'll tell you that much." He smirks at her, knowing that he was leaving way too much to her imagination, but he found it quite funny.
Putting a foot up on a chair to fix the laces in his boot, he shrugs. "Don't know what I'm gonna do yet, but I'm working on her bike, so I gotta call her regardless. Thinking about asking her out again but... not sure yet."
He'd just given Ryan a whole lot of nothing and he knew it. Straightening back up, he flashes her a smile and waves the sandwich before taking a bite. "Thanks, Speedy. I'll see ya tonight."
Heading outside, he walks to his bike, eating as he went. Then sitting on his bike, he starts it up, but just sits for a few moments until he's finished breakfast before putting on his helmet and driving to work.
Having Hope turn around and give him her response, Scott could feel his gut twist just a little bit. Why did it hurt her when he asked to leave? He didn't understand. He kept his arms around her shoulders though, part of him wanting nothing more than to be with her, while the other part of him wanted to feed off his anger and hurt, still upset she'd brought him here.
Completely going around what Hope had said, Scott reverts to her previous question. "Yeah... what Hawks said did bother me. Now not only was I too weak to keep myself from the Agency in the first place, but now I'm too weak to even keep myself away from a place like this. It really is all in my head."
Scott lets his hands slide from Hope and drop to his sides before tucking them in his hoodie pockets. "I don't know how to... tell myself that what I did was fine... normal... all I could do. It's just not good enough." His tone drops a little, wavering between hurt and growing cold once again. "So basically my option is to either let myself go totally insane and let the Agency data take over, or live in misery, recognizing it was my own fault but being told not to be upset with myself for it."
He wasn't even sure he was making sense anymore, and he sighs in frustration. "I don't know who I am anymore, Hope. I don't... I... I don't feel like me. It's all... messed up."
Giving her a crooked grin, he shakes his head. "Breakfast, um... something light?" He pats his stomach. "I think I can handle just about anything as long as it's not greasy or spicy."
"Oh, you sweet woman." Eli accepts the breakfast with a murmur of pleasure. "Did I ever tell you that you're the best sister in the world? Eh... except for the popcorn part."
Laughing, he accepts the breakfast sandwich, his mouth already watering. Hearing Ryan's question, his eyebrows rise. "There ain't no 'maybe' about the kiss, I'll tell you that much." He smirks at her, knowing that he was leaving way too much to her imagination, but he found it quite funny.
Putting a foot up on a chair to fix the laces in his boot, he shrugs. "Don't know what I'm gonna do yet, but I'm working on her bike, so I gotta call her regardless. Thinking about asking her out again but... not sure yet."
He'd just given Ryan a whole lot of nothing and he knew it. Straightening back up, he flashes her a smile and waves the sandwich before taking a bite. "Thanks, Speedy. I'll see ya tonight."
Heading outside, he walks to his bike, eating as he went. Then sitting on his bike, he starts it up, but just sits for a few moments until he's finished breakfast before putting on his helmet and driving to work.
Having Hope turn around and give him her response, Scott could feel his gut twist just a little bit. Why did it hurt her when he asked to leave? He didn't understand. He kept his arms around her shoulders though, part of him wanting nothing more than to be with her, while the other part of him wanted to feed off his anger and hurt, still upset she'd brought him here.
Completely going around what Hope had said, Scott reverts to her previous question. "Yeah... what Hawks said did bother me. Now not only was I too weak to keep myself from the Agency in the first place, but now I'm too weak to even keep myself away from a place like this. It really is all in my head."
Scott lets his hands slide from Hope and drop to his sides before tucking them in his hoodie pockets. "I don't know how to... tell myself that what I did was fine... normal... all I could do. It's just not good enough." His tone drops a little, wavering between hurt and growing cold once again. "So basically my option is to either let myself go totally insane and let the Agency data take over, or live in misery, recognizing it was my own fault but being told not to be upset with myself for it."
He wasn't even sure he was making sense anymore, and he sighs in frustration. "I don't know who I am anymore, Hope. I don't... I... I don't feel like me. It's all... messed up."
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Quirking an eyebrow at Leo Cassy dosnt miss a beat throwing one of here socks at him that she had yet to put on hitting him in the head.
"Next time you say that I am going to throw a shoe."
Giving a little laugh and letting her eyes twinkle to show she wasn't mad at and was only messing around though she really did mean what she said next,
"If I had something else I needed to do, OR something better all together I wouldn't be here still. I am actually having a nice time taking care of my friend. After here I am just going to go over to the studio to practice a little anyways."
Reaching over and taking her sock from off Leo where she had thrown it Cassy gives another giggle and shakes her head slightly. She really didn't have anything better to do and not working only added to the dull daily humdrum of nothing.
"How about if it makes you feel better we can say you owe me one? Who knows when I might get sick and might need some attachen myself. So what do you think your tummy can handle this AM?"
Hearing her brothers voice Ryan gives a small laugh. She enjoyed cooking for someone other than just herself and knowing it smelled good made her feel good.
"Well I am happy it smells good because I made you some for on the go. You need to have a good breakfast in the morning."
Finishing up with what she was doing at the counter Ryan turns around to her brother holding a bagel with egg, bacon and cheese on it wrapped nicely in a napkin.
"I know you can't eat this while riding your bike but I figured you can at least eat it on the way out the door."
Ryan gives her brother a big smile. She'd made this just for him and she new he'd eat it and for that she was happy. It made her feel better to see him having a meal before going into work instead of just waiting till lunch.
"So did you decide what your gonna do with your lady friend, non girlfriend that maybe you kissed, and cant stop thinking about friend?"
Walking with Scott Hope didn't mind. It was nice to just enjoy the fresh air with him and not be in the stuffy hospital. Just being with Scott was nice.
Coming to the small flower garden it was nice to see spring was finally coming. The cold weather had stayed around for far to long now. Feeling Scott behind her and his arms around her felt so good. Just having him there always felt good. Even being in a place like this Scott was always more than a man to Hope and she never though any less of him.
Leaning against Scott slightly Hope lets her head back to rest against his shoulder. Listing to what he had to say and just looking at all the flowers.
"I can see where Dr. Hawks is coming from on that one, and I think he might be right. Did it make you upset that he said that?"
Waiting for his answer but only receving his next question it made Hope's heart ach. It had been a long time since Scott had asked that and now that he did again it almost felt like maybe she really had failed. To see that look of suffering in his eyes it hurt so much. Pulling away just a little but only enough to turn and face him his arms still around her Hope lets out a small sigh.
"No, but I'm not making that decsition anymore Scott. I can't take telling you no anymore it hurts to much every time I have to. So now I leave it in your hands if you go or stay and I'll love you just the same ether way. But I do think your not ready to go yet. It might suck but your starting to move forward here, and if you leave now your going to be throwing it all down the drain. Thats only what I think though."
Leaning into Scott Hope gives him a soft kiss on the lips before backing up just a little to search his eyes. She loved him so much words could not be put on it. And her heart broke every time she could give Scott what he wanted but now...now she would let it in his hands and hope for the best.
"Next time you say that I am going to throw a shoe."
Giving a little laugh and letting her eyes twinkle to show she wasn't mad at and was only messing around though she really did mean what she said next,
"If I had something else I needed to do, OR something better all together I wouldn't be here still. I am actually having a nice time taking care of my friend. After here I am just going to go over to the studio to practice a little anyways."
Reaching over and taking her sock from off Leo where she had thrown it Cassy gives another giggle and shakes her head slightly. She really didn't have anything better to do and not working only added to the dull daily humdrum of nothing.
"How about if it makes you feel better we can say you owe me one? Who knows when I might get sick and might need some attachen myself. So what do you think your tummy can handle this AM?"
Hearing her brothers voice Ryan gives a small laugh. She enjoyed cooking for someone other than just herself and knowing it smelled good made her feel good.
"Well I am happy it smells good because I made you some for on the go. You need to have a good breakfast in the morning."
Finishing up with what she was doing at the counter Ryan turns around to her brother holding a bagel with egg, bacon and cheese on it wrapped nicely in a napkin.
"I know you can't eat this while riding your bike but I figured you can at least eat it on the way out the door."
Ryan gives her brother a big smile. She'd made this just for him and she new he'd eat it and for that she was happy. It made her feel better to see him having a meal before going into work instead of just waiting till lunch.
"So did you decide what your gonna do with your lady friend, non girlfriend that maybe you kissed, and cant stop thinking about friend?"
Walking with Scott Hope didn't mind. It was nice to just enjoy the fresh air with him and not be in the stuffy hospital. Just being with Scott was nice.
Coming to the small flower garden it was nice to see spring was finally coming. The cold weather had stayed around for far to long now. Feeling Scott behind her and his arms around her felt so good. Just having him there always felt good. Even being in a place like this Scott was always more than a man to Hope and she never though any less of him.
Leaning against Scott slightly Hope lets her head back to rest against his shoulder. Listing to what he had to say and just looking at all the flowers.
"I can see where Dr. Hawks is coming from on that one, and I think he might be right. Did it make you upset that he said that?"
Waiting for his answer but only receving his next question it made Hope's heart ach. It had been a long time since Scott had asked that and now that he did again it almost felt like maybe she really had failed. To see that look of suffering in his eyes it hurt so much. Pulling away just a little but only enough to turn and face him his arms still around her Hope lets out a small sigh.
"No, but I'm not making that decsition anymore Scott. I can't take telling you no anymore it hurts to much every time I have to. So now I leave it in your hands if you go or stay and I'll love you just the same ether way. But I do think your not ready to go yet. It might suck but your starting to move forward here, and if you leave now your going to be throwing it all down the drain. Thats only what I think though."
Leaning into Scott Hope gives him a soft kiss on the lips before backing up just a little to search his eyes. She loved him so much words could not be put on it. And her heart broke every time she could give Scott what he wanted but now...now she would let it in his hands and hope for the best.
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