Eric was glad Stacy still thought it
was okay if he gave Ashlee riding lessons. He really was looking forward
to it, and was hoping he hadn't messed things up too badly.
Realizing he was still looking
down at his work, he feels a might stupid. For this whole thing. For the
things he'd just said. For pulling away from her. He didn't even know
why he felt any kind of nervous at all. He trusted Stacy, for sure. What
was it she did to him every time she was near? It was almost... scary.
And yet... it felt good. He was too afraid to acknowledge what he
thought it might be. It couldn't be that. He wasn't ready for that. He
might never be again. Surely it was just some fleeting feelings that
would fade quickly... right? His heart reminds him what he'd felt the
evenings in the hayloft. And yesterday when she'd gone missing. And when
he'd had his arms around her on the ride home. Curse his heart for
deceiving him. That's all this was. Some silly deception of emotions.
Forcing himself to look up at
Stacy, he catches her eye. Deception? As an involuntary smile spreads on
his lips, he wonders. "I enjoy it, you know that. And I'll do my best
to live up to your trust."
Pausing,
he knew she needed to go. And for a moment, he's almost disappointed
that he would be alone again. But... he'd come here to be alone in the
first place, right? There he went again in circles. If she hadn't been
standing there, he would have rolled his eyes. Instead, though, he bites
his lip. He usually either skipped lunch or ate alone in his usual
corner. But today....
"See you at lunch?"
Hit with the piece of ice,
Hunter gains a silly grin and shakes his head. He'd continue the little
war, but he gives her a chance to speak instead.
No emotions? What was she
talking about? He tries to remember all the things Kyle had told him. He
knew she dated some guy named Jason and they were both Elite agents.
Kyle had mentioned they had some telepathic connection and while Hunter
had found it hard to swallow, he'd believed his friend.
Still listening, Hunter's
eyebrows rise slightly. The connection was gone? How? Why? Did it just
go poof, or had they done something? Kyle had said that it had caused
some problems... had they been able to, like, not be connected on
purpose? It was too strange of a question to ask.
And then... to have Katie tell
him that making her laugh had been an accomplishment... it was...
strangely sobering. Hunter didn't feel proud of it in the least - not
when he saw the dim look in Katie's eye. It was like all of a sudden she
was hallow... dark, almost. And so sad.
His smile had faded. Sitting up
straight, he leans his elbows on the table and looks across at Katie,
his expression softer than it had been all evening. "I'm sorry I was so
flippant. I didn't realize." Still studying her eyes, he tries to figure
her out without asking all the questions on his mind. "You okay? I
mean... is there something I can do?"