1/28/10

Tell me...

Kip leans into Karla, the tears starting to flow. He never allowed anyone to see behind his closed door, but she was different... different from his other friends.

And through the course of it all, no words were said. But Kip doesn't move, crying as all the pain came forth. It wouldn't feel so bad if it were someone else who had hurt him. But his own father... the sting was never lessened. It only grew worse with every seething word and with every slap.

Sniffing, Kip keeps his head down. He didn't know how much time had passed, and he didn't care. His face was hurting worse and now his eyes hurt too. Finally finding his voice, he speaks into the dimness of his room. "Tell me I'm not stupid and low down?"


Sparky looks up quickly at the sound of Faith's voice and he immediately sets aside his pitchfork. Opening the stall door, he wraps Faith in a hug. "I was getting worried," he admits. "I finally had to keep busy before I went crazy."

Pulling away, he looks down into her eyes. "What did the doctor say?"

Back

Karla could tell Kip really was hurting, even finding words to describe it were hard. But hearing he didnt want her to go, was enough to make Karla stay even if she didnt know what to do for him.

"Ok I'll stay."

Going over to the bed and sitting down Karla puts her arm around Kip and pulls him a little closer to him. Moving up slightly on the bed Karla just holds him. She didn't know what else to do, and maybe she couldn't find the words that would fit. But holding him and letting him know she was there was imporant too.

"It's ok to cry when your hurt. I wont tell anyone."

Karla leans her head against Kip's and closes her eyes. Two wounded souls coming to gather, offering the help and love to heal even if they thought they were doing no good. Two friends linked, helping each other the only way they new how.

Giving a laugh and a nod Dalton lets Dani up so if Carson did happen to look out, he wouldn't have a fit.

"Sounds like a good date to me. I'll be by around...9:30 to get you?"

Dalton smiles as he puts his money on the table. He didnt want to go back to work, but he new he probley should.

Looking at her brother Ryan laughs at Leo's comment. Giving him a look of innocents the michef glimmers hiding in her eyes.

"I have no idea what you talking about!"

Finally not being able to hold it in Ryan lets out a laugh. Poor Eli, he wasnt use to having the tables turn and him being the one to be picked on. It was fun when it happened though.

Entering the barn Faith looks around wondering if Sparky would still be in the barn. Her Dr apt had been long than planned. Seeing him over in one of the stalls cleaning she walks over to stall and leans on the door giving a tired smile.

"I thought I'd find you were. Sorry I am later than planned."

Pain

Karla's words and her hug from behind push Kip's emotions over the edge. Even at nineteen years old, sometimes the little boy inside just needed comfort. Hearing her walk away, he turns around and looks at her for the first time as his eyes well with tears. "Don't go," he begs softly. 

His face hurt and his heart hurt. Tonight was one of the worst nights he'd had and it felt like the world was bearing down on his shoulders. He was tired of dealing with it alone. He didn't know how to say it though. He didn't know how to tell Karla he really did want her to stay, or how her words really meant a lot to him right now. 

He takes a couple steps to his bed and sits down, staring lamely at the floor. "I shouldn't complain," he mumbles almost too quietly to hear. "I got it good here. But why can't... he just... I don't..." 

His words catch in his throat as his lip starts to tremble again. He didn't know how to say how badly he'd been hurt on the inside by his own father. It was a pain like no other.


Dani giggles as Dalton pulls her into his lap, but she doesn't resist. Wrapping her arms around his neck, she grins as he kisses the tip of her nose. "You goof... Carson would have a cow if he saw me out here like this." 

Laughing again, she nods. "Your place and a movie sound fantastic. And I don't have my car here tonight so you picking me up would be perfect. As for my fan club..." She looks over to the other table and rolls her eyes. "Harmless, but I'd much rather spend my evening with you."


"Me? Act like that?" Leo scoffs. "No, that's a sure sign of desperation."

Eli's head snaps in his direction. "Hey, Bub, watch it." He looks at his sister, his eyes narrowing. "You gonna let your boyfriend talk to me like that?"

Care

Bring pushed away a little and watching Kip walk away Karla didn't know what to do. She wanted to offer comfort to him, but maybe he just wanted to be left alone like she did. But should she really go and leave him? It made her worried about him even more than she probably should have. Kip was her only friend now, and she didn't know how else to help him.

Standing Karla takes a few steps twords Kip but stops, she felt so confused, so messed up herself maybe she wasn't the best person to help him. Letting her hand fall down next to her Karla picks at the sweat pants that were a little to big.

"I want to comfort you, but I...I...don't know how. I never had to do it before."

Karla could feel her own hot tears behind her eyes as she steps forward to Kip and though his back was turned she wrapped her arms around him giving his back a hug. Than letting go she turns to make her way to the door again.

"If you....just want someone to be with you, you know where I am. I...can hold you too and I wont think anything differntly of you. I care about you too Kip. Even if I dont know how to show it."

Shaking her head as her brother continues to talk Ryan can't believe him. Though a bit of humor dances in her eyes to show she wasn't as irritated as one would think.

"Your lucky you moved your legs again or I would of kicked them again."

Looking to her brother and sticking out her tong she looks to Leo and gives a roll of her eyes at his smerk.

"Ok Mr. Smerky, did you act like this too? I cant remember."
Looking up again as Dani comes over a smile forms on Dalton's face. Reaching out for a moment he pulls Dani into his lap. Knowing she was working, but also seeing she didn't have any new tables he didn't much care. Leaning in twords her he gives the tip of her nose a little kiss.

"Thats the only thing I really needed. How about after you get out of work I pick you up and we do a movie at my place with some popcorn? Or...will your fan club be waiting?"

Dalton gives a laugh and a grin as he nods his head twords Ryan's table, a little bit of humor glimmering in his eyes.


Hurting

"Mmm... cheesecake." Axel lifts an eyebrow even though his eyes are almost closed again. "I think I could... could handle that... but... later... I think I can't, um..." 

Stopping, he furrows his brow having no idea what he'd just started to say. "I think I need to sleep."


"Ow!" Eli rubs his leg. "You got high heels on there, Speedy. Man." He looks at Leo. "Fair warning - she kicks."

Leo hides his smirk, knowing Eli had deserved it. He follows Ryan's cue instead, to figure out what to eat. Eli settles down to order too and they eventually decide what they want. 

Once Dani returns, Eli tells her what kind of pizza they want, followed by more than just their order. "Dessert's on me if you got a break in a while."
Dani sets her hands on her hips, humor twinkling in her eyes. "You don't give up very easily, do you?"

"Uh-uh. It's more fun this way." 

"Well you can forget your fun. I don't have another break until closing." 

"Aw. Who's the slave driver?"

Dani thumbs to the kitchen. "The cook. And let me tell you - he won't back down."

"Dang..." Eli shakes his head. "A boyfriend with no humor and a boss with no mercy. What's as guy like me supposed to do?"

Dani grins. "Wait for someone else who will actually give you the time of day?" 

"Ohhh ouch." Eli cringes. "You're cruel."

Dani giggles. "Cruel? Or smart? I don't want to see you get hurt."

Eli gives a glance towards the corner table again, his sly grin still on his face. "I knew you cared." 

Dani swats his arm with her order pad, her jaw dropping in mock surprise. "You do know how to twist things around, don't you?"

"You have no idea." Eli raises and lowers his eyebrows.

Dani rolls her eyes and turns from the table. "I'll be back with your pizza in a few minutes." 

Eli scoots to the side to put his feet up on his booth to avoid another kick from his sister, a smile spread on his face.

Dani gives the order for pizza to Carson, then wanders back out to Dalton's table, giving him a smile. "Sorry I had to cancel on the movie tonight. You can blame Carson for making me work late. Anything else I can get you while you're here though?"


Kip lets Karla clean his bruise, not wincing or pulling away, even though it hurt. He just sits in silence almost as if he was in a totally different world. It was a stark contrast to his daytime fun personality. 

Still fighting his emotions, he shakes his head at Karla's question. But without warning, a hot tear escapes his eye to tumble down his face. Even more embarrassed now, he pulls away to stand up and walk from her so she couldn't see his face. He knew she was trying to help, but the last thing he wanted was for her to see him cry like a little kid. He wanted to... he felt like it... but he didn't ever let anyone see him like this, not even Erik. 

Just standing in the middle of the room, he crosses his arms, his back to Karla as his jaw muscles try to work out the stress instead of tears. Even so, his lower lip quivers. He didn't know if he wanted a hug or just to be left alone. For some reason, this episode hurt more than the last few.

Smartest

Having wondered over seeing Axel was awake again Misty gives a small nod at his mention of hurting. Normally she would give pain killed if one hurt right after surgery but for now she couldn't. She needed to know how long the pain would continue in his hand, and in a few hours if he could feel anything at all in not pain. At this point in time she could not give him anything that would mask that.

"Thats a good sigh Axel."

Looking up at Misty and than back at Axel Jess couldn't help the wave of happiness that passed through her. Weather Axel had one hand, or two she wouldnt care but to him he thought having two was important so for him she was so happy.

"I'm so happy your ok. I think once your a little more with it I am going to buy you a BIG slice of cheese cake."

Leaning down to Axel's level Jess gives him a gentile kiss on the for head just letting her lips linger for a moment. She was so happy he was ok, she had been worried and scared but now he was awake and she new he would be ok.

Just staring at her brother as he talked with the waitress Ryan didn't know what to day. Her brother had always been the lady killer in the family but this...this was rediculate. Finally she cant do anything else but give him a swift hard kick under the table.

"I know your not the smartest in the family, but I would suggest you leave her be."

Looking down at the menu Ryan shakes her head again. Scanning what she wanted everything looked good.

"How about...I dont know. Everything on the menu looks good today why dont you guys pick."

Looking up from his meal Dalton eyes the man at the table to the far right. He's seem him hitting on Dani, and how flustered she was getting. I irritated him but he wasn't sure if it was bothering Dani or not. It didnt look to much like it so maybe he wasn't bothering her all that much.

Seeing the younger girl who was at the table with them Dalton could guess it was someone related to him. She looked just like the man did. Dalton can't help the smile that spread on his lips when he saw her kick him. That was satisfaction enough for him right now.

Entering Kip's room Karla makes a bline for the bathroom. She'd looked around when she was in there yesterday looking for something for a headache so she new what he had. Opening the little medicine cabinet she pulls out some ibuprofen he had and took a washcloth as well wetting it with warm water. Putting the ibuprofen inside Karla crushes it up letting it deslove into the cloth.

Coming back out with the washcloth in hand Karla sits down sideways on the couch. Putting one leg behind Kip and the other hanging over the edge of the couch on the ground. Leaning forward she gently cleans the wound on his face, before retreating the cloth and folding it finally holding it over his eye.

"Its just watch and some crush up ibuprofen. Your pours around you eye will suck it up, and it will take the swelling and some of the color down more than just ice will."

Still leaning close to Kip and holding the cloth on his eye Karla searches his other. Seeing the pain, and the anger she felt so bad. She couldn't remember what it was like when he parents left, but the sicking feeling she got in her stomach just trying to remember was enough to tell her it wasn't good. She could only imagine it was worse for Kip.

"You wanna talk?"

"If I thought she belonged in a hospital we wouldn't be talking right now and I would of already called the cops."

Hope gives a soft smile to JT and her eyes say she in fact they were talking now, and she hadnt called anyone. Bree was a normal girl, with a different look at life. Though her eyes, it was more fun to do things in a strange mannor, then the normal every day drone.

"She doesn't need to be in a hospital, let alone one like what she was in. They did more harm to her than good that's for sure. Crescentview is for people who are beyond help, not for someone who just looks at things in a different light."

Standing again Hope holds up her papers and gives a nod.

"I have everything I need here and this should help in keeping Bree safe. I want to get it to Angelica as soon as I can so I am going to see if Rosetta will let me fax it to her. Its going to be on JT."

Mixed emotions

Axel takes a moment to figure out what Jess was asking. "Um... groggy." Groggy on top of groggy just about covered it as his mind tried to shake the drugs. "...and thirsty." 

He manages to squeeze her hand a little, ironically trying to reassure her, when it was him who was lying in the infirmary bed. "...and it hurts." 

Stopping, he thinks about his statement and a little smile turns up just the very corner of his mouth. "I never thought I'd... feel good... about pain. Tell Misty... it hurts."


Eli grins and nudges his sister in return for the slap. "Yes... did I do a good job?" 

Leo comes up behind them, shaking his head. "Sorry we kept you waiting."
"Oh, no trouble. I just figured I'd like to kill two birds with one stone."

"What birds are those?"

"Saving both your lives as I forced you to come up for air, and saving my life so I don't starve." Eli sidesteps, knowing that a swat was going to come in his direction. Sidling up to the door, he opens it quickly, holding it for Ryan and Leo.

Within minutes, the three are at a booth and Dani is at their table. "Good evening. What can I get for you?"

Eli looks up, a sly glint in his eye. "How about a date so I don't have to control these two on my own?"

Dani laughs and shakes her head. "Sorry, mister, you're on your own for that one. I learned the hard way that once they're gone, they're gone and there's nothing you can do about it."

"Rats." Eli sighs dramatically. "Well... then I guess I'll settle for a coke."

Dani giggles as she jots it down. "Now that I can do." She asks Leo and Ryan what they want, then promises to return. "I'll be right back to take your order."

"Good, 'cause I'm starving... Dani" Eli winks at her.

Dani smirks, though some color comes to her cheeks anyway. "So am I, but I don't get to eat until after closing."

"Mm, well maybe I'll have to stick around until after closing then."

Dani turns to go, but can't help looking back at Eli again. "You see that hulk over there in the corner?"

Eli leans forward to see a giant of a man in a corner booth. "Yeah."

"If you stay after closing, you'll have to contend with him."

Eli quirks an eyebrow and takes a second look at the man before grinning up at Dani again. "Boyfriend?"

"Mm-hmm." 

"Well... you know what they say... sometimes downsizing is a good thing." 

Dani's jaw drops, but a laugh slips out without her permission, finding Eli quite amusing. "I think I'll go get that coke now."

Eli grins and winks. "By the time you get back, we'll have our order ready." Watching her leave, he turns his attention to his sister. "Right? What kind of pizza we getting?"



Kip's fingers run along his door, contemplating Karla's offer. He felt miserable right now  and didn't want to make her feel any worse than she already did. But even though he was embarrassed and upset, he really didn't want to be alone either. 

Eventually, he nods and opens the door a little wider for her to come in. Shutting it behind her once she was in his room, he wanders to his couch and sits down to stare at the floor. She knew where the bathroom was if she wanted anything from there. 

A lump rises in his throat as he battles with his mixed emotions. He hated this. He hated people seeing him like this. He hated the blend of shame and anger. He hated the weakness. 

Heat rises behind his eyes as he wills the stinging not to get the best of him. He'd clean up then just go to bed. Tomorrow was a new day. It always was.



JT leans down to rest his elbows on his knees and sighs deeply before putting his face in his hands. He nods to Hope though, acknowledging what she'd said. "I never made her talk about anything... but I'm sure there's a lot pent up inside of her. I'm so..." He closes his eyes, controlling his temper. "...angry with Bree's parents."


Lowering his hands so he can see Hope, he purses his lips. "What about your evaluation on whether or not she belongs in a hospital?"

New Pain

Turning her head from her book at the sound of Axel's voice Jess smiles. She new he would be ok, but it was good and refreshing to actually see him awake and know he was alright. The confirmation was nice.

Standing and drawing closer to the bed Jess takes Axel's good hand in her own to hold it as she smiled down at him.

"Hey Hey my Rainbow decided to come out and play again. How are you feeling? Other than groggy?"

 Being brought deeper into the kiss Ryan forgot about everything else around them. The car, the pizza, the fact she was in a dress. All that mattered in that moment was Leo and herself. All other time stood still, and....

The sound of the loud bang on the car startled Ryan as she looked up quickly to see her brother. A small grin formed on her face as she shook her head and looked out at him. Wondering if he was hungry, or simply watching over his baby sister.

"Well I guess we better go than, he might try and eat the car or something."

Giving Leo a quick kiss again Ryan slides back to the passanger side and opens the door and getting out. Walking over to where her brother is she gives him a slap on the arm and shakes her head again.

"You sure do like to intarupt the intimate moments don't you?"

 Karla's heart ached as she stood there starring back at her friend. Her own problems just didn't seem as bad anymore as she looked at the bruise on the side of Kip's face. She didn't know what happened for sure, but she did know from Kip his relationship with his father was not a good one and from the observations of the others this wasnt the first.

Stepping a few steps closer to Kip's door Karla lets her voice low. The look that was on Kip's face was on of embarrassment, hurt, anger she'd seen it all before. Living in the rough area of town for so long, she really had learned much about life, and looks, and pain.

"If you let me in I can help clean that up for you and get the swelling down, I know a trick that works wonders."

The time moved on, maybe slow for those who had to relive something over and over again. In there mind each memorie ripping open a new wound when remembered. But with a tender word, and a loving heart comfort would follow, though the pain would always be there at the memoires would become easyer know there was someones arms to fall into.

Exiting the small room Hope scans the dinning hall. Seeing JT with Amanda over on the far couch she walks over papers in her hand. Sinking down in over the over stuffed chairs she lets out a long sigh before finally looked up at JT. Sadness plagued her eyes.

"I got what I needed JT. Bree is sleeping now. Her body was just so tired after crying and...they did a number on her."

Hope lets out a long sigh. Her session with Bree had been hard, and filled with much pain and Bree's part. Hope hated having to drag things up but it was for the best even if it did hurt.

"Once this is all over, if Bree will consent I'd like to see her again. She had alot of pain locked inside, from her parents, to the hospital. I think it would be good for her."

Hope trys to offer the best smile she can to JT letting him know everything would be ok. A small glint formed in her eyes as she was about to talk more.

"On a good note though JT. You and Gunner both played a big part in actually keeping Bree sain. If not for her having both of you, and meaning so much to her we wouldn't be here right now having this conversation. She loves you both very much."




Don't tell

Walking a while longer was nice and JT enjoyed it. Amanda was different than other women... she was quiet, but determined, and she knew what she wanted out of life. It was refreshing to say the least, and her faith in God was one thing JT admired.

Getting back to the dining hall, he follows Amanda in. Glancing to the living room, he wondered how long the evaluation would last, and he decides to sit out at one of the tables to wait it out.


Axel's subconscious thinks he might hear a familiar voice but his eyes are too heavy to open again right now. Instead, he manages a small nod before drifting off once more. It was a half hour before his mind awoke again, and this time, he forces his eyes open. He was in such a daze that he wasn't remembering much at all, but turning his head and seeing Jess, he knows that whatever was going on around him must be okay.

A faint smile creases his lips, his eyes droopy. "Hey Stormy," he greets groggily, his voice hoarse.


Leo couldn't feel more fortunate. Though things had been rough with Ryan for a little while, now, they couldn't be better. To think she took an interest in him was humbling to say the least. She was so vibrant, full of life, smart and beautiful to top it all off. And she'd chosen him. It was enough to make him fall for her even further.

His hands slide to the back of her head and her shoulder as he deepens the kiss, totally wrapped up in the moment and not their surroundings. If he had to describe bliss, this is what he would think of.

A rapid and loud banging shatters the quiet and the mood. It's startling enough that it makes Leo jump and look quickly out the windshield. Eli stares back at him with a crooked grin and a quirked eyebrow, showing his amusement.

Leo smirks and glances to Ryan. "I guess he's hungry."


Kip swallows hard and is quiet for a moment. "I'm... I'm fine."

But in his voice is a lie. He was far from fine. But Karla had the heaviest weight on her shoulders right now and he didn't want to add to it. She needed to receive comfort, not be forced to give it... not at a time like this when her life had crumbled. And yet Kip knew that come morning, he wouldn't be able to lie in the light of day. His eyes still down, his shoulders drop a little more. He might as well tell the truth. "No... I guess I'm not okay."

Opening the door just a little more, he continues to stare at the floor. But now visible is a raw bruise that covers his whole left cheek. A good-sized cut accompanies the black and blue as well.

"I didn't duck fast enough this time," he mumbles. "Don't tell anybody... please."

*blinks*

Starting to walk again with JT Amanda smiles and nodded. One of the things she liked so much about JT was his love for his niece. She had no one else, only him and he loved her like his own. Risked his safety, his job and even his life to save her. It wasn't every day you found someone like that and it was something Amanda admired so much.

A smile forms on Misty's lips as she comes to Axel's side again. This time bearing a cup of water for his parched lips.

"Those are some pretty strong words to be asked the Dr. who will be seeing to your recovery you know."

Putting one of her hands to the back of Axel's head Misty helps him sit up just a little and brings the cup with the cool water to his lips letting him take a small sip.

"You are indeed very much alive my friend. Tired, and groggy but still alive. Just rest, I'll let Jess come in to sit with you now. But you just rest ok?"

Leaving Axel's side for a moment Misty cleans up and goes out into the hall. Looking in the spair bedroom she finds Jess reading. Giving a smile she enters the room.

"Jess, everything we well. You can go in and sit while Axel now. He's in and out of courteousness but when he wakes again I am sure you will be the face he wants to see."

Looking up at Misty Jess smiles standing. It felt so good to be wanted, and to know she had someone she could look after and would do the same for her.

"Thank you Misty."

Exiting the room Jess makes her way back to the infirmary. Entering she goes by Axel's bed side and pulls up one of the chairs. Leaning over him she gives him a gentil kiss on the forhead and than sinks down next to him.

"I'm here now Axel when you wake."

Receiving Leo's kiss Ryan's eyes fall shut. She hadn't expected this but it certainly was something she liked. Tilting her head just a little into Leo's hand Ryan lets her own feelings return to him. Leo had to be one of the best things that had ever happened to her, and she wasn't afraid to let it show. Bringing her own hand to the side of his face and than sliding it to the back of his head to run her fingers lightly through his hair starting at his neck and than up to the top Ryan just lets this moment continue as she slid a little closer across the seat twords Leo to make it more comfortable.

As Kip's door opens Karla stops and turns back around. Not being able to see all of Kip's face she could tell the tone in his voice was different, maybe strained a little with the hint that he had been crying. Obviously if Kip had come up here he wanted his own space maybe?

"Ok, I...I will. Ummm...are you ok? I mean if you need anything you can come to me too ok?"

Karla did mean that, she had her own problems now but Kip was her friend and she would be more than willing to listen or simply give him a hug too. She cared about him, as much as he cares for her.

1/27/10

Hiding something?

JT still grins and nods. "Good."

Not having a clue what else to say, he's quiet for several moments until he changes the subject. "Guess we better keep walking so we can make it back inside eventually. I don't want Bree to think I abandoned her."


Under the anesthesia, strange dreams come to Axel's mind. Not bad, not good, oddly familiar yet foreign too. It was a strange world of unconsciousness that wouldn't lift for several hours. When it does though, he finds himself right where he'd been the last he'd seen of Misty.

Still in a thick fog, Axel's eyes try to open as they move about lethargically. He felt like he was still dreaming, trying to run, but finding he wasn't going anywhere. Blinking a couple times, he tries to focus. At first, he wasn't even sure he knew what was going on or why he was here, but gradually he remembers. There were lights on, but the little window near the ceiling on the other wall was dark, proving that hours had passed.

Swallowing hard, Axel licks his dry lips, then lets his eyes fall shut again. "Am I... still alive?" he mumbles groggily.


"I don't know." Leo shrugs at Ryan's question. "I know you wouldn't make fun of me, but  I know my hobby isn't typical either. I guess I might laugh at me too."

Hearing Eli might tease him, he chuckles. "That doesn't surprise me. If your brother doesn't ease someone, either he doesn't like them, or something is wrong. That much I've figured out."

Arriving to Mom and Pop's a while later, Leo finds a parking space and turns off the car. Turning to Ryan, he just looks at her for several minutes, the lights from the parking lot casting a soft glow against her face. Whether she was comfortable or not, she'd done herself up right pretty tonight, and only the dead wouldn't notice.

Reaching out, Leo cradles the side of her face with his palm and without saying anything, he leans in to find her lips with his own. It was a tender kiss, but filled with an emotion that proved more existed here than mere physical attractions. His feelings for Ryan were growing, and he lets her know through this simple gesture.


A click signals Kip's door being unlocked and it cracks open before Karla can walk too far. Half of Kip's face is hidden, but one could see his eyes were red. He tries to hide them though, refusing to look Karla in the eye, and seeming to almost hide behind the door for an unknown reason.

"If you need anything, let someone know," he mentions quietly. The spark in his voice was gone. "Sorry I... I left you. I, um... didn't feel good all of a sudden."

Do u believe

Amanda shakes her head and gives a small chuckle at JT. She thought it was overly cute his cheeks were a crimson color.

"Well, Jack Timble I would love to go on a date with you some time, somewhere."

Giving a smile she looked back out across the field. It was often funny how things worked out, but this just proved again God had planes for everything. This could very well have been his plan to them being here on top of keeping Bree safe.

Looking down at Axel Misty just smile. Brushing a hand over his eyes she whispers knowing he would be out any moment now.

"No counting, just close your eyes and relax. Everything will be ok, and before you know it, you'll be awake."

In no time Axel was out, and Misty was getting to work hooking him up to the IVs and starting on his hand. Misty hoped if all went well the surgery would only take about an hour.

Ryan can feel her face turn red as Leo comments about her looking pretty. It was nice to hear that even if she probably wouldn't ware a dress for a long while ago it was still nice for even her to feel pretty.

Giving a side long glance to Leo Ryan quirked an eyebrow at his comment. Did he really think she would laugh at him?

"You really think I would have laughed at you? You know better than that. I never would of dont that. More than likly I would have wanted to see you just like I do again."

Drawing quiet for a moment Ryan remember's her brother reaction Ryan's face turned up in a small grin.

"How ever I can't promise sooner or later Eli isnt going to tease you. But its only because he liked it too."

Feeling a little worried for Kip and thinking it strange he just left here there alone with the others Karla stands when Erik comes back.

Making her way out of the room they all had been in and finding her way back up the steps Karla goes to Kip's door and for a long moment just stands outside of it. She didnt want to bother him if something was wrong, but she didnt want him to come looking for her and not be able to find her ether.

Finally giving a knock on the door Karla stands there again for a moment before talking soft, but loud enough through the door Kip could here her.

"Kip...I, just wanted to let you know that I was going back to the spare room. Erik told me you were up here, so I...just didnt want you to come looking for me and not be able to find me."

Not really knowing what else to say Karla takes a few steps back from the door before turning and getting ready to head back to her own room.

Ridiculous

JT knows his face must be red and he looks down at the ground, a crooked grin still on his face. Looking up at Amanda, he chuckles.

"Well okay then. Amanda Fuller, I'm asking you on a date. Don't ask me where yet 'cause I don't know, but I'll think of something if you actually do say yes."


Axel smiles and winks at Jess. "Alright. I'll see you later then." Returning the squeeze to her hand, he nods. "Don't go too far."

Once he's alone with Misty, he settles back on the bed. "Well... my hand is in your hands, Doc." He tries not to let the nervousness show in his eyes. "Tell me when to start counting backward.'


At Ryan's comment, Leo puts his head back and laughs. "You may look beautiful in that dress, but one thing you don't look is comfortable. Come in your work clothes for all I care. To see you out in the audience is enough motivation for anybody to be on stage."

Keeping one eye on the road, he gives her a sidelong glance. "I didn't figure you'd want to come again... but I can get you in free again. I'm... glad you like it. I guess I was always kinda scared to tell you about it. People laugh at stuff like that, ya know... they have. I thought maybe if... if you liked it then it I might get away with not so much teasing."


Erik and Kyle keep things lively in the living room for a while until the food was either gone or they were too full to eat any more. Jokes are flung back and forth and Twila enjoys the humor as much as anybody.

It's been a while though, when Erik finally looks at the clock. Furrowing his brow, he suddenly realizes that an awful lot of time has passed and Kip hasn't shown back up again. Seeing a shadow in the doorway, he calls to William. "Hey, Kip still out there?"

The older man sticks his head in the room. "No... why?"

"Well is his dad still here?"

"No. Left about twenty minutes ago."

"Oh... okay, thanks." Erik waits for William to leave before looking to Twila and sighing. "I'll be right back."

It was only a couple minutes before Erik returns to the room and sits down again, keeping his voice low. "His door's locked and he won't talk to me. One of these days I'm gonna make him refuse to see his father. This is ridiculous."

Cheesy

Jess gives a smile at Axel as she takes his good hand and gives it a little squeeze. She new she could of called him, but she also wanted to surprise him.

"Well I was trying to surprise you because I hadn't told you for sure I could take off work. If I had called than, that would of runed the surprise now wouldn't it have?"

Leaning in Jess gave Axel a quick soft kiss on the cheek as she eyes beam. She new He was worried, and a little scared but she tried her best to reassure him. Everything would be ok, she just new it.

Taking the clip bored from Axel again after he sign Misty smiled. It was good to see Jess there and being so sportive for Axel. That in itself would help Axel with his recovery.

"Ok, I hate to cut this short on you both but its time to start."

Misty gives a soft smile.

"Jess your more than welcome to wait in the extra room. Once the surgery is over I will come and get you so you can be with Axel ok?"

Jess gives a small nod to Misty know it was important she wasnt there. They needed everything to be very clean and there couldn't be a chance she could carry dirt in.

"I'll be here when you wake up again ok? Everything is gonna work out."

Jess gives Axel's hand another squeeze as she smile at him again, her eyes twinkling.

Listing closely to what JT said Amanda was wondering why he didnt have a lady in his life. He was smart, cute and really nice. When working with him before she started talking to him more and more she always guessed he has someone at home that would be waiting for him. But now talking more and she understood all to much what he was going through.

Giving a small laugh and turning her head to look at JT Amanda's smile was wide as her eyes twinkled in the peek of sunlight that shined through.

"Cheesy but not lame. I like cheesy. And, if you asked me on a date, I'd say yes."

Once in the car with Leo the smile was still on Ryan's face. She had enjoyed meeting some of the people Leo had danced with. A little pride came from being introduced to them as his girl too. I just felt nice to being appreciated.

Looking over at Leo Ryan smiles and gives a nod. She had enjoyed herself more than she would admit to anyone, But she would to Leo he deserved to know.

"I did like it actually. The music was upbeat and pleasant to listen to, the dancing was amazing, and well you were part of it. That was even better."

Slipping her hand into Leo's free hand Ryan give it a tiny squeeze. She was so proud of him and being able to dance. Some people might think it was girly, but Ryan thought it was amazing.

"Do you think maybe...tomorrow I could come again to watch? But this time I leave the dress at home."










Lame

Leo returns Ryan's kiss, ignoring the fact that Eli was cocking his head and staring at them. Smiling, he drapes his arms over Ryan's shoulders as she leans back against him. "Pizza it is then. I just gotta wrap up a few things back here, then I'm ready to go."

Eli thumbs to the door. "Ait. I'll get the car and..." He smirks a little. "Never mind. I know Ryan will want to ride with you, so I'll meet you guys at Mom and Pop's."

Leo gives a little wave, then sets his chin down on top of Ryan's head, rocking her a little. "Mm... I'm glad you guys decided to stay even when I didn't show up. I was afraid Eli would make you leave."

"Hey, Leo!" Another one of the dancers/actors comes up, to give him a hearty slap on the shoulder. "This your girl."

Leo grins and pulls Ryan away to turn her around. "Sure is."

The man smiles, his eyes twinkling as he extends his hand to Ryan. "Great to meet you. You're all Leo talks about."

Leo's face reddens a little. "Ryan, this is my pal Joe. He's the one that got me started in all this."

"Good thing too." Joe nods, setting his hands on his hips. "He's one of the best we got."

Leo rolls his eyes. "We got pizza going on. But I'll help clean up back here first."

"Nah." Joe waves him off. "Go have fun. We got it."

"You sure?"

"Yep." Joe grins. "Would you rather clean up or go on a date with this chick?"

Leo laughs. "Mmm... I'd have to take the date."

"My point exactly." Joe waves them away. "See ya later."

"Yeah, yeah." Leo slings his arm around Ryan's shoulders and heads towards the hall. "All I gotta do is get on my own clothes and I'll be ready."

Within minutes, he had reemerged and was walking Ryan outside into the night air. Getting in his car, he starts for Mom and Pop's. "So I know tonight wasn't really your thing but... did you enjoy it at least a little bit?"


Kip nods thoughtfully, trying to understand where Karla was coming from and thinking maybe he did. "We're just hanging out in the living room tonight... pretty low-keyed."

Offering the best smile he could, he guides Karla from the room, leading the way downstairs. He knew now she felt awkward and he didn't want her to, but he also realized now that he needed to be a little more careful than he had been.

Getting to the living room, the others are chatting while they eat, and they greet Karla with smiles and waves. It was subs tonight with potato chips and other side dishes - a casual meal. Kip invites Karla to sit with him on the couch near the coffee table and joins in the conversations, letting Karla take part as much as she felt comfortable with.

It wasn't twenty minutes later that Shirley taps on the doorway. "Kip?"

He looks up in surprise after taking a swig of pop. "Huh?"

"Someone is at the door for you."

Kip furrows his brow. "Who?"

Shirley hesitates. "It's your father."

Erik gives Kip a look and shakes his head, but Kip stands anyway, setting his napkin aside. "I'll make it quick."

Erik sighs. "Kip, just stay and finish eating."

"I'm almost done anyway."

"Just - " Erik stops as Kip disappears through the doorway. Sighing, he returns to his conversation with Kyle about self defense, giving up on stopping his friend. He never could get through to Kip about this.

At the front door, one could see through the glass to outside where Kip stood on the porch to meet his father. From inside, nothing could be heard, but anyone could see that his father was yelling angrily at him. Kip did not take part in an argument, but stood slouched, hands in his pockets, and his head bent against the verbal attack. It was the picture of a whipped puppy if there ever was one, and he took the attack without a fight... as always.


JT chuckles as the conversation is turned in his direction. "Hmm." He leans on the fence next to Amanda, contemplating his answer. It was hard enough trying to figure out what she meant by not knowing what she was looking for, if she was looking for it, let alone trying to explain why he didn't have a woman of his own.

"I guess because the right one hasn't come along. Oh, I've had some take interest in me, but it didn't take long for me to realize they just thought I was a rich doctor. Once they found out the excess went back to charity, they were gone."

He shrugs lamely. "I suppose I gave up looking... but on the days Bree's not around, it gets kinda lonely. I used to like the quiet... but now the silence just reminds me that I'm alone."

JT pauses, clearing his throat. He wasn't sure if it was good or bad he was sharing intimate details about how he felt. But it wasn't hard to talk with Amanda about it. Thinking in the quiet for several moments, he finally gives her a sidelong glance. "It's gonna be a while 'til it's good enough weather for camping... I'd be a fool if I didn't ask you out before then."

He bites his lip before a laugh slips out and he shakes his head. "That was lame."


Axel follows Misty's instructions, knowing he was at her mercy. The garb wasn't very comfortable, but he knew a clean environment was best, even his clothing.

Once he's settling down, he sits on the edge of the bed with a clipboard to scan through the pages. He did trust Misty, but he'd been in the hospital a few times to know that paperwork was always a part of it, whether it was TJY or not. Writing with his left hand he did pretty well, having not been able to use his right for so long.

Starting to fill things out and sign where needed, Jess' voice makes him look up. A thin smile spreads on his face and he stands up to give her a hug. "Car trouble? You should have called me. I could have come over before coming here and taken a look."

He taps her nose with his finger. "Glad you made it though. Thought Misty might put me under  and I might not get to see you before I drifted off to dreamland."

"Ha..."

Looking out at Kip, Karla gives as nod. She understood what he was saying and she knew they wanted to help, but this was all new to her.

"I understand. I just need everyone to give me a little breathing room so I can get used to this. I've been alone for so long that... I just need small bursts so I can adapt to having others there I guess."

Karla offers a smile to show she was thankful for the help and everything everyone was doing. Everything being thrown at her at once was just overwhelming and she needed that time to mourn her loss and get used to something new.

"Okay, lets get to dinner before everyone wonders where we are."

Giving another smile, Karla was ready to start. Start a new life, and start getting used to being around people. It would be short bursts at first, but she yearned to be with others so she would adapt quickly.

"Ha..."

Amanda gives another laugh at JT's question. She didn't mean to laugh at everything he said. It just happened the questions he was asking were things she herself didn't even know. Strange but true when all she did was work alot.

"Well...you see I don't even know what qualification a guys needs to have for me. I would guess funny, kind hearted, understanding....Its pretty much a go on a date with me and see how it goes. Even with some of the things I listed off guys haven't lasted long because I just dont feel comfortable or feel like I click with them."

She new it sounded silly but it was the truth. There was only one time she ever was close to being with a guy but he never did get use to the fact she could be called away at any time to go to the hospital. Every other guy she tryed dating, was good looking, nice, funny, smart, but she just didn't feel...it.

Coming to a fence Amanda stops and leans against it just looking out over the field for a long moment. She hadn't been to this area of the ranch yet so she just wanted to take everything in while she could. Finally looking at JT again she smile.

"So what about you? How come you don't have a leading lady yet?"

"Pst..."

Still keeping her one arm around Leo's neck and staying close to him Ryan uses the other like she is shoeing her brother off.

"...when have you known me to turn down pizza mmm?"

Turning back to Leo Ryan leans in pressing her lips to his for a long moment as her emotions and energy wash over them. She felt so happy, so full of joy she couldnt explained it any other way. Pulling away she just smiles, turning her back to Leo and leaning aganst his chesh.

"Alright kids, lets go have some fun eh?"


1/26/10

Qualifications

Kip waits for Karla to get to the door, noticing her reddened eyes. He nods a little. "Yeah... try to eat a little at least."

He thinks a moment, shifting his weight. "Um... not everyone is here. Just Kyle, Alice, Erik and Twila. And Twila wanted me to apologize for her. She felt bad for coming on so strong earlier, but she really does want to help if you'll let her. We... we all do." He shrugs lamely. "We care about ya and well... sometimes a person just isn't quite sure how to show it properly. I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable."


Leo laughs, his eyes sparkling. "Well I guess I'm glad you're in a dress then..." He gives her a little once-over. "For more than one reason."

Drawing back a little, he takes her hands in his. "Just don't tell the guys that I'm graceful - I'll never hear the end of it."

Eli ambles up behind Ryan, setting his hands on his hips and just shaking his head. "Leo Barnsworth... you're something else." He grins a little. "I was on my way to suggesting some pizza but... if you got a little thing going on back here, I might just head back to the apartment."

Leo shrugs. "We're not gonna have a party until after the last show this weekend. I can leave anytime."

"Well?" Eli looks to his sister. "What do you say? Pizza?"


"Mmm... yeah." JT understood what Amanda was saying, and he could relate. "I know what you mean. I like helping people... but sometimes I have to remind myself that not only am I not God, but I'm not the only doctor that can help people either. I can't kill myself to be in the operating room twenty-four/seven."

He grins as he walks beside her. "Not that I always take my own advice, but it's a good thought."

Breathing in deep, he looks around the ranch, quiet for a few minutes. "So you're picky, huh? What sort of qualifications does a guy have to have with you anyway?"

If I wasnt...

After crying herself to sleep Karla now woke to the sound of Kip's voice. She must have been out for hours and never would have known. Sitting up and looking at the closed door Karla just thinks for a long moment. She was still a guest here and everyone was being kind the least she could do was join them for dinner even if she really didnt want to. Calling back she pulls the overs back on the bed.

"Just a minute."

Getting out of the bed Karla walks across the floor to the door and slowly opened it looking out at Kip. Her eyes were still so tired, but it was mostly from stress and crying that had done that. Trying to give the best smile she can Karla opens the door a little more.

"I'll join you guys for dinner. I should probably eat something."

Looking up at the knock a smile forms on Misty's face as Axel enters. She had just finished preping a table for him that she would do the surgery on, and the extra bedroom with linen and other items. For the first night he would stay in the infirmary with her so she could watch him than he would move to the extra bedroom as he recovered and she watched over him.

"Hey there Axel. Your right on time. Come on lets get you prepped and everything ok its gonna take about an hour before we can do the surgery. So we can get you comfortable and than worry about signing the papers and what not ok?"

Misty shows Axel to where the grown and pants were that he was to wair, and the table and bed he would be staying in the infirmary on.Checking his vittles, giving him a shot that would work slowly but put him to sleep.

Once dressed and ready Misty brings out the paper work. There wasnt much but it was enough to go through that kind of made it look like a lot.

" I just want you to read over this Axel and sigh if you agree. Its pretty much a form that says yes you have given consent to this and you understand the risks so on and so forth. I know you trust me and all but its just something I have to have you do."

Fearing she was to late Jess quickly makes her way across JTY to the infirmary. She had promised Axel she would be there for him even if she couldn't be in the room she wanted to be there when he woke up. It was the whole reason she had taken off work today and now she was running late.

Giving a knock on the door and opening it slowly Jess give a wide grin as she see Axel and Misty. She always liked seeing him, but for some reason in a hospital gown he looked uber cute.

"Hi, sorry I am late. My car wouldn't start this morning."

 Wrapping her arm tightly around Leo Ryan dosnt let go for a long moment. He was hot, and sweaty but she didn't care. At this moment, she just wanted to hold him, not to mention she was use to being a little dirty after working in a auto shop.

Finally pulling away a little Ryan just looks up at him smiling for a long moment. She was so impressed with him, and she felt like she was over flowing with a whole new emotion that she herself couldn't even identify.

"If I wasnt in this dress right now, I'd kick the crap out of you for standing me up the last two weeks."

Ryan can't help the grin that made its way on her face. She wasnt really mad at Leo anymore, but she couldn't let him get away that easy.

"But, I do think this was a nice surprised so I will let you get away with it this once. You were amazing up there Leo. Who ever thought you could be so graceful."

A little humor dances in Ryan's eyes as she leans in and give him a small kiss on the lips before pulling away again just smiling.

Zipping her hoodie a little father up under she chin Amanda sticks her hands in the pockets. It wasnt to cold here, but there was a definite chill in the air. It felt good though, being out here in the open space a smells, the sounds it was all so amazing. It made her lungs feel good, better than being in the town all the time. She could deffintly tell the difference.

As JT comment about being a workaholic Amanda gives a laugh that grows at the comment of having to do something for fun.

"You actually think I have fun outside of work? I work, come home am exhausted read, watch some tv and go to sleep. Well...I do have a flower garden I work in on my days off. I guess I have gone on some dates too but that was months ago. I wouldnt consider that fun thought they always ended badly. I'm a pretty picky person."

Continuing to walk Amanda takes in the sighs of the ranch. Some of the buildings you could tell were older, and you could tell some were new. The mixtures of the old and new seemed to blend in so well though. It really did give the feeling that each build had to have ment something to still be standing next to the newer ones and look like they fit just right still.

"Mmm...you know I like to hike, and go camping too but I haven't done that in years. Now that I think about it, it really is kind of sad how much I work and let my life pass me by. I guess I just simply think its fun to save other people's lives. Sometimes I forget its my job and I just do it. "

Looking at JT Amanda gives a smile to him as her eyes gave a small sparkle. She did love her job and forget thats what it was sometimes. Maybe thats why she never took time off. But maybe, maybe she would have to start. Saving other peoples lives maybe she needed to learn to save her own and have a little more fun.

1/25/10

Mad at me?

JT gives a soft chuckle and leads the way to the door. He knew that Bree was in good hands, and he wouldn't be gone long.

Once outside, he takes a deep breath of fresh air. His hands retreat to his pockets as he strolls with Amanda beside him, and he picks a well-worn path around the ranch. "So tell me, Amanda... I know we're both workaholics, but there's gotta be something you do for fun."


"Whoa, wha... wait..." Eli is dragged along behind Ryan, but relents, snaking through the crowd. Once she spots Leo though, he's left alone to amble slowly, taking his time down the back hall.

Leo sees Ryan coming, and a smile immediately forms. Having her rush to him with a hug, he laughs and wraps his arms around her, squeezing her tightly. Still hot and sweaty from the night, it doesn't seem to matter.

Drawing back a little, he gives her lips a soft kiss. "You mad at me?" he asks. "For standing you up?"


Axel knocks on the infirmary door, a little hesitant to enter. Why he was nervous, he really didn't know. It just felt like the outcome of this surgery would determine what he did the rest of his life. He could have gone through this several years ago, but then, he hadn't wanted to take the risk. Now it wasn't much of a choice.

Biting his lip, he approaches Misty with a little wave. "Your patient has arrived."


Several hours had passed. Kip pads quietly down the hallway, stopping in front of what was now Karla's door. Tapping it lightly, he pauses a moment.

"Karla? We're gonna have some supper soon... do you want anything?"

Hot and Sweaty

Giving a smile to JT Amanda gives a small nod. Being inside so much she was starting to get cabin fever and feel cooped. A walk would defiantly be nice.

"Yes, I thought you would never ask."

Standing her hand still in JT's Amanda's grin holds. These last few days with JT and Bree had been full of stress and worry but at the same time she had gotten to know JT a little better and pick up on small things. He had such a big heart that not the normal person could see. She felt so comfortable with him now.

Hearing her brother's laugh next to her Ryan gives him a quick jab to the ribs turning her head to look at him. Her own smile shone on her face she wanted to laugh too but not at Leo only the whole situation and how silly she felt.

As the production continues Ryan watchs intently her eyes on Leo most of the time the shock finally had worn off and she was able to enjoy the show now. If asked what it was about maybe she could give someone a rough idea but mostly she just watch Leo and his dancing. It was amazing and everything he was doing she could only wish she was that limber.

When the curtains come to the close Ryan can't help herself but stand and clap. She really was proud of Leo and everything he had accomplished here.

When the people start to file out of the auditorium Ryan takes Eli hand almost pulling him along as it was aparent she was excited. Eather that or she just wanted to get of the dang shirt she had on.

"Come on Bro, lets go find Leo."

Finally making it out and through the people Ryan finally straightens out her shirt brushing it down. Standing up right again she looks around till her eyes spot Leo. Giving another large smile Ryan walks through the people the best she can to get to him. Even if he was hot and sweaty she was going to throw her arms around him.

Stunned

Kip stops as Karla calls to him, and he looks over his shoulder, giving her a little nod. He didn't really think she'd been mad at him, but he did sense she needed her space.

Pulling the door behind him, he shuts it gently before returning to the others to give them an update.


JT is a little surprised as Amanda takes her hand, bu the doesn't mind closing his fingers around hers. He gives her a grateful smile. "Yeah... I know. Thanks for the reminder though. Sometimes it gets tough and I forget those things."

Still holding her hand, his thumb rubs it absentmindedly. "Would you... like to take a walk?"


Leo sees Ryan recognizes him, and a little grin comes to his face before he backs up with the others, disappearing into the back of the darkened stage.

As Eli spots Leo, his eyes widen and his jaw drops. Pointing lamely, he looks to Ryan as he looks at him, totally shocked. "Leo?" he mouths silently. "That's Leo?!"

Looking back to the stage, the dancers were retreating, and Eli's eyes are still wide. This explained an awful lot - why Leo had been so busy lately, why he'd been unavailable in the evenings. Only one dance number had been performed so far, but it was such that already said a lot of hours of practice had been put into this. And Leo was good. But Leo? Leo Barnsworth? Clown Leo?

Eli covers his mouth as a smile started to betray him. He really wasn't trying to make fun of Leo at all, but this was so hard to believe that he couldn't help but find it amusing. Glancing to Ryan again, he just shakes his head. Leo certainly had not stood them up. He'd been planning this as a surprise all along.

The show proceeds with more dance routines, intertwined in several singing numbers by local actors with beautiful voices. Leo only appeared to sing within groups for backup vocals, but when it came to the dancing, he took center stage more than once, either dancing with the leading lady or showcasing. His acting was done well, and everyone had memorized all of their lines. As the storyline went, it became apparent that he was playing the part of the second young man in the girl's life, who at the end would be rejected as she opted for the leading man instead. Heartbroken, the man cast aside's last dance was one of torment, beautifully choreographed. But those paying close attention to the play would notice at the very end, a newly introduced young woman was waiting in the wings, giving hope that the man had yet a future.

The show ends with the wedding of the leading couple on Christmas day, bringing a happy ending to the show and wrapping up all the little plot lines. After the curtain falls, the crowd demands everyone take a bow. Forming a line, all the actors reappeared onstage. The main couple were in the middle with Leo directly beside them in his slot. They all hold hands and take several bows to everyone clapping. Leo's eyes though, remained in the front row. Everyone was hot, sweaty and tired, but his eyes sparkled with a hope that his disappearing acts lately were forgiven.

Retreating with the rest of the crew, the curtain falls for the last time. Backstage everything is a bustling chaos. They would perform two more times over the weekend and tonight had been fantastic with minimal glitches.

Leo grabs a water bottle and takes a long swig, his hair wet with sweat and his heart still pumping from the workout. Receiving pats on the back, he nods to some of the others and joins in the mini celebration. Glancing down the back hall though, he sees a few people starting to filter out and he keeps his eye open for Ryan. If he could spot her before she left, he'd go talk to her.

Shock

Following Kip up the steps and to what would be her room Karla enters looking around at how big and grand it was. Going to the dresser and than the bed she runs her hand along the wood. It was so amazing it was so pretty, and she was so lucky to have a friend  who cared to shair this with her. Turning to look at Kip as he was about to leave she calls to him.

"Kip, Thank you. I'm not angry at you. I just have alot of mixed emotions right now I need to work through. But you didn't do anything wrong. You actually did everything right. I'm lucky I met you."

Karla didnt know how to express her feelings very well. She never really had to before unless she was just venting to Rin. It was hard finding the words to express herself, but she tryed and she would continue to try. She only hoped Kip would have the patients to listen.

Finally sinking down on the bed she lets her head fall on the pillow as she pulls the bandanna from her pocket. Holding it to her face more tears fall. Maybe that was the best way to express herself, was though her tears, showing the sadness that washed over her. Turning to her side and curling up into a ball Karla just let the tears come till she couldnt cry anymore.

Looking at her Uncle Bree gives a nod and than movies into the room with Hope. JT had told her all about who Hope was why she was here. Bree trusted her because her Uncle it was ok but she still felt a little leery.

Hope gives a friendly smile at Bree and a nod to JT. She'd be as gentil as she could and nice on top of it. She new Bree was in a fragel state and she had to tread lightly.

"Hi Bree. How about you tell me what happend from the top ok?"

Looking up at JT as he comes Amanda gives a smile. She new JT was worried and he couldn't blame him. Things were pretty crazy right now and everyone was stressed out.

"Hope seems like she is pretty good at what she does. I was talking to her a little bit earlier and I gave her the pictures you took of Bree. Rosetta let me print them out on her computer."

As JT sits down Amanda gives his leg a gentile pat as she slips her hand into his to give it a friendly squeeze showing she cared and was there for him.

"God will see ya through ya? He will keep us all safe, and everything in his time will work out. We just need to keep our eyes to the sky and look out for each other."

Sitting next to her brother Ryan is quiet as she focus on the stage. The music was different then she expected and like her brother her own hand was tapping the arm of the chair in beat with the music. Watching as the dancers moved Ryan could feel a little envy for how fast and on beat they were. Moving with the music and each other it truly must have taken a long time to learn.

As the scene comes to an end Ryan finds herself claping loudly and giving a sharp whistle. She actully liked this now if only Leo.....

"What the.."

Ryan's own thoughts trail off as her words show her surprise. She could tell her mouth was hanging open but she didnt know what else to do. It was like someone standing in shock all she could do was stair. There was no mistake that was Leo up there. Her Leo...he was....dancing? He was graceful? Leo could....dance?

Finally being able to turn her head she looks at her brother and than back at the stage her mouth finally turning into a small grin. The shock was still there, but it seemed to sink in just a little how silly she had been to think he would of done her wrong.

"That...He...I...Wow."


Dance

Kip sees the look in Karla's eyes and has trouble interpreting it. For a moment, he wonders if he'd done something wrong and his mind races on how to fix it. He glances to Twila and gives a slight shake of his head before taking Karla's hand. "Come on," he directs. "Let's go to your room."

Without saying anything to the others, he guides Karla past and down the hall to the stairway to take her up to the empty room, just as elegantly decorated as the others with everything ready for a guest, along with its own bathroom as well.

Kip shows her into the room, then backs off, wondering if maybe he'd overstepped his bounds or something. "You can... settle in here if you want. Um... I'll go out and talk to the others and find out whats going on with the band. Don't worry about working today."

Turning to the door, he glances over his shoulder. "You know where to find someone if you need anything."


"Okay, good." JT smiles and holds out his hand to Bree. "Hope is in the other room."

He leads her through the dining area and to the adjoining living room. Seeing Hope, he nods. "Bree's ready for ya." He motions his niece to the couch. "I'll be out here if you need anything, alright?" Giving her shoulder a pat, he leaves her with Hope.

Wandering back, he finds Amanda at one of the tables, so he takes up a chair across from her, sinking down wearily. "Well... if Bree makes it through this session, we're one step closer. I don't care what happens to me - I just want her safe."


Eli isn't too keen on staying, but for Ryan's sake he nods. "Alright." Getting situated in the front row, he looks up to the stage, looking around at some of the props that were in sight. It was a small production - one that was for the city, not Broadway. But even so, it looked so far like people had put some really hard work into it. And Broadway or not, it was local knowledge that there was a lot of talent buried in town. Eli just hoped that this was worth coming.

Glancing to his sister, he gives her a once-over for the first time tonight. "Hey... I think I forgot to mention you look beautiful tonight."

It's not too much later that the lights begin to dim. The place was packed - probably a good majority of the people knew someone in the play. Most had gotten dressed up for the event, just a city production or not. Eli wouldn't admit it aloud, but this atmosphere wasn't so bad.

Soon it's totally dark and a hush falls over the crowd. A deep narrator's voice begins to tell the tale of two young people. It was Christmastime and there were two sides to the story as there always are. The family differences made for a taste of Romeo and Juliet, while modern details created a completely different painting.

As the segment of narration ends, one of the curtains is slowly parted. One could just make out dark figures onstage. The music starts out slowly, the figures dressed in black swaying gently. Then the tone shifts completely with flashing lights, fog and a techno-style beat.

The dancers pick up the quick pace, moving in time with the rhythm and lights. All were male dancers at this point in black dress pants and black collared shirts tucked in and casually rolled up to their elbows. The theme was competition for the young woman and two dancers take the spotlight, dueling back and forth with dance moves. All had black hats on, half hiding their faces.

Eli finds himself tapping his foot to the music, not having expected this kind of thing at all. He had envisioned a quickstep at the most, but not jazz, and the music wasn't half bad either.

The group of dancers get back together again, using each other as springboards for backflips. They move closer to the edge of the stage as the song builds to the end. All are spinning and moving so quickly, it's almost hard to keep track of them.

Just as the song ends, they drop to their knees and bow their heads, hands on hats as the lights go off and it is utter silence. The crowd starts to clap and the dancers begin to retreat, but not before one close to the middle looks up and intentionally catches Ryan's eye. Leo throws her a wink.