5/8/12

Don't care

"Yeah..." Dylan nods, mulling over Ashlee's reaction to her mom and Eric. He was kind of impressed that she was taking the whole thing in stride. He knew lots of girls who wouldn't. But then... not every mom was like Stacy, and not every guy like Eric either. And Dylan... liked them both. 

Turning to the course, he points. "Ladies first. Looks like we're on our own for a while." 

They were, but only until the last course when Eric insisted he and Stacy take a turn too. Of course, Dylan and Ashlee won by a landslide, though Eric wouldn't be called a loser - he'd "graciously stepped aside." 

The evening didn't end there though - once ice cream was mentioned, it became a must, continuing the fun for a little while longer. No one talked about the change between Eric and Stacy, but it was just as well that attention wasn't drawn to it. All four of them knew it had happened anyway, and there wasn't really much to say. 

By the time they were all ready to head home, sleepy eyes were present and Eric offered to drive. Halfway back to the ranch, Dylan and Ashlee had both nodded off, providing a perfect opportunity for Eric to slip his hand over to Stacy's to hold the rest of the way... 

"...Night..." Dylan nods to Stacy, Ashlee and Eric after they'd arrived back at the ranch. It was late - dark, and time for bed. "And, um... thanks. I... had fun." Not waiting for a response, he turns and slowly ambles towards his bunkhouse. 

Leaning on the car, Eric gives Ashlee a wink. "G'night, birthday girl... hope you had a good time." 


Seeing Beth, Justin was glad she'd made it, and he smiles. "Hey there. I'm pretty good. Better now, knowing I gave you okay directions to get here." He chuckles. "Follow me and I'll show you where we're headed if you're ready."


Eli scoffs a little and shakes his head as he sits straddling his parked bike. "Yeah well... so far Alec's escaped the McKade wrath. I don't care though." He shrugs. "Maybe I do. I don't know." The truth was, he still felt hurt and angry, and he didn't want to talk about Alec. 

"Tal should be able to go home soon though. Least that's what the doctor says. Now that he's had his surgeries on his leg and hand and had a few metal pins put in here and there... I guess they just wanna make sure he'll stay stable and they'll release him."

Other End

As Eric slips he arm around her again Stacy leans into it slightly. For so long she had been on her own, no comfort, no encouragement, so strong arms to make her safe. She'd learned to deal with it, to build a wall to take care of herself and now...now so quickly Eric had been able to push that all away and she could feel herself melt into him. To accept the comfort, to soak it up like a dried out sponge.

There was just something about Eric that Stacy couldn't deny, it was just him and who he was. There was a fear there of the unknown but some how deep down there was a comfort. Something told her it would be ok and no Eric wouldn't hurt her. It was just a matter of time to let that sink in so she could truly believe that giving herself to him would be ok.

Watching the kids for a moment Stacy smiles. This moment made everything feel complete...it was like a family. God sure did know what he was doing when he brought Stacy and Ashlee here. Ashlee had found a father figure, she'd made a friend...and even there presence here had helped some people. It was perfect and it made Stacy happy.

Ashlee study's Dylan's face for a moment as he talked. It often held no expression but his eyes betrayed him. In one single look there was so much emotion, there was a twinkle, there was a hint of humor. It turn if made Ashlee smile even more. It was so nice to see Dylan at least start to open up.

   "Well...Its strange in a way thinking of my mom with someone. It's only been me and her for a long time But on the other hand I really like Eric. He's nice, and he's funny and he sure can make my mom smile. Thats something I haven't seen in a long time."

Looking at the next hole while Dylan did Ashlee tried to run through her mind how she would putt. How would everything work if she hit the ball one way, or if she hit it another. Where would it land would the water take it away. She tried to do what Dylan said and just vision all the movement. Finally She continues the conversation.

   "So I guess all in all I don't mind at all. I like Eric, we get along, my mom is happy and thats all that really matters. I never new my father, he never cared enough to stick around or even try to know me. So really all in all there is nothing for me to miss, or feel bad about. It will take some getting use to not just being me and mom...but its not like they are going to get married tomorrow. So I have time!"

Pulling into the church parking lot Beth glances around for a moment before flipping down her visor and pushing some lose hair behind her ear moving her head back into place a little more. This would be one of her first times back to church in a while and though she new that looks didn't matter when worshiping God she still wanted to look presentable.

Finally satisfied Beth flips the visor up again and open the car door stepping out. Brushing off her lite blue sheer blouse that had a white tank top underneath it, and straightening her black slacks she shuts the car door and takes in a deep breath. She could do this, church was good, it was something she needed again and Justin would be there. She would be fine.

...Stepping inside the building and looking around quickly. Spotting Justin a smile spreads across her face as she walks over to him giving a small wave. She was happy to be here with him today. It was nice he didn't mind and she felt...good about it. To her church was important but she never got the courage to start going again.

   "Good Morning Justin! How are you today?"

Looking back up at Clint Wendy's eyes twinkled with joy, hope, love, and life. It always amazed her how God could turn something around and make good out of it. She was happy he did too. Clint and her might have started off there family wrong but good came out of it and there son was everything she could ask for. Now to be expecting another child Wendy was over joyed to be able to start this path once again with Clint.

   "I love you too. Thank you, for sticking it out through everything."

   "So, hows your buddy doing? Does he get to come home soon?"

Scarlet leans against her bike and takes a swig of water as she looks out across the park. This was her weekend home finally and the first time she had seen Eli in days. It seemed with the warm weather there were more and more jobs opening up. But they had set this night aside to go for a bike ride and there was no way she was passing it up.

   "You and Ryan holding up ok with the whole thing? I can only imagine how this must be for her. I really feel bad for even one involved even Alec. There is no way I would want to be on the other end of a McKade's fist."







5/5/12

Church

Eric nods his agreement to Stacy's suggestion of sitting on the bench. On one hand, it felt like they'd just completely abandoned the kids. On the other, it looked as though they were having even more fun just the two of them, and if they really wanted their teammates back, they'd ask. And on a third hand... Eric was just as glad to let a little bit of time pass. After having Ashlee and Dylan both witness his and Stacy's rather intimate moment... he needed a few more minutes to not be as embarrassed. 

 Easing down on the bench, Eric sighs with content. This would be an evening to remember... for more than one reason. 

Looking to Stacy out of the corner of his eye, he grins a little sheepishly before slipping his arm back around her shoulders. If she didn't mind... he certainly didn't. They could deal with the kids' questions or teasing later.


Dylan rolls his eyes. "I may be good but that doesn't mean anybody else doesn't have a chance at beating me." 

He sets up for a long putt and successfully hits it in the hole. Bending to pick up the ball, his eyebrows rise a little. "Ice cream huh?" Even though he'd felt stuffed after dinner, being out here and moving around had helped. "I think I've got some room left for that. As far as your mom goes..." 

Glancing over off the side of the course, he sees Eric and Stacy sit down on the bench. He turns to look at Ashlee, his face without expression, except his eyes that held an amused twinkle. "I think she's in a good enough mood to agree to just about anything." 

Taking a few steps towards the next little course, he sizes up the multiple water traps. "So what do you think of those two anyway? Your mom and Eric together like that, I mean." 


In his pickup driving home, Justin lets his phone ring. He recognized the ringtone, but opts to let his voicemail pick it up. He wasn't in the best of moods and wanted to avoid the chance of taking it out on Beth. 

Once he hears the beep that told him he had a message, he flips the phone open to listen, while keeping one hand on the wheel. He smiles a little. Yes, they were still on for tomorrow, and he was glad she was thinking about it too. 

A while later after he got home, he called her back to confirm their plans, then set to work on his household tasks that had been put off for too long. By the time he fell into bed that night, it was much later than planned, but at least he was too exhausted to think about Jared or Beth or his mom or anything else... 

The next morning dawned bright and warm. It was going to be a hot one, but there was a slight breeze to stir the air. Justin busies himself with preparing a cooler and putting some bottles of water in the fridge to get cold, along with gathering all the necessary fishing equipment. Once satisfied, he cleans himself up for church. He and Beth could come back here after church to change clothes, maybe make a couple sandwiches, then head out to the pond. 

It doesn't take too long for him to be on his way out the door and then to church. Hanging around the foyer, he keeps an eye out for Beth, not wanting her to have to go hunting for him when she arrived. It was a pretty small church and everybody was friendly, but Justin knew that it could still feel a little overwhelming to Beth.


Clint chuckles and runs a hand through Wendy's hair. "Yeah I think my mom's already getting a little suspicious but she's been trying not to ask." He laughs again. "I say we don't say anything and just wait to see who has guts enough to ask first." 

Grinning, he leans down and gives her a tender kiss on the lips. For as rough a start to marriage as they'd had, God had certainly blessed them and allowed them to work it out. Clint knew he and Wendy hadn't started things right - they had done wrong in God's eyes and statistically speaking, it had been the recipe for disaster. But in spite of it all, Clint now couldn't be happier, and he had faith that God would continue to bless them as long as he and Wendy both would strive to please Him. 

Drawing back, Clint lays a hand on top of Wendy's on her belly. His smile returns. "Thank you... for making me the happiest man alive." A few years ago, he would never have said that he felt any kind of desire to have a family. But after experiencing the birth of his children and being able to raise Chase... he'd come to realize a happiness he hadn't even known existed. He didn't have as much freedom, sure... but for once, he didn't mind. He'd rather be home than off gallivanting around anyway. "I love you."

5/4/12

Hard

   "Ha, I doubt I'll ever be better than you, but it is a nice though."

 Ashlee laughs as she goes to her ball and does the easy putt into the hole.  It was the easy ones she had no problem with and it was with Dylan's help that made this hole a par 2, and not 6.

   "Think after this I can convince my mom to let us have some ice cream? All of a sudden I got a hankering...but than again...She might be to busy still?"

Watching her daughter and Dylan play golf together Stacy just taken in what she saw. Eric was right to a normal person they might think Dylan wasn't having much for or that he hated being here with the younger girl but to her she saw a boy who wanted a childhood and maybe had find a small way to have one.

   "I think I saw him smile once or twice myself. Maybe we should go sit on a bench over there and let them have fun. I've been kinda trying not to be on top of Dylan so he fells like he has some space."

Tonight she had agreed to let Dylan come not so she could watch him but to keep Ashlee company. She now didn't want Dylan to think she would be watching his every moment. He needed a chance to live too no matter his mistakes.

Taking Zach's hand to stand Beth gives a smile as she brushes the grass off of her. It had been a very nice afternoon and she was excited about next week. She would be going on her first real date. A million things races through her mind. What would she ware, how would she do her hair...Beth couldn't help but wonder if this was the stuff every girl thought about.

   "That sounds good to me. Thanks so much for the great day, and I look forward to getting your call about next week."

Walking back with Zach to the cars Beth didn't want the evening to end so soon. If she had her way she would want it to last at least an hour longer. Time spent with Zach was always enjoyable. Just being out was nice in itself. 

Giving a wave to Zach as he pulled away Beth sat in her car for a long moment a smile pasted on her face. Today had been great, tomorrow would be even better with church and fishing with Justin than next week...a date...a real date.

Pulling out her phone and dialing Justin Beth waits to hear his voice mail before talking. She figured he might be busy right now so she could just leave a message.

   "Hey Justin its Beth. I wanted to make sure we were still on tomorrow for church and fishing. I'm looking forward to it. Talk to ya soon."

Grace gives a nod to Jared. Today he been a nice day with a twist. She'd helped Jared in a few different ways and even in one that was unexpected. There was something about Jared Grace enjoyed. Though he was a bit lost he could hold an intelligent conversation and that told her he was smart. 

   "I'll be here tomorrow. A little bit later but not by much."

Laying on the couch her head in Clint's lap. Chase had gone to bed hours ago and now it was just time to relax and enjoy some time with her husband. A smile planted on her face as she looked up at him. Life was good right now, and she couldn't have asked for more. There secret sat on the tip of her toung just waiting for the right time.

   "So when do you think we should tell everyone? I'm surprised we have been able to keep it quiet this long."

Wendy lays a hand on her stomach. They had known for a while now another little one was on the way but they had kept it from everyone for more than one reason. She was excited and bless and it was hard keeping something like this from her parents.

   "It's starting to get hard to hide it simply for the fact of the baby bump starting to show."

5/1/12

Special

A faint grin shows on Dylan's lips at Ashlee's excitement. In a strange sort of way, it was fun just watching her have fun. He wasn't really used to being around somebody like her. Even though she was younger, he kind of liked being able to just... be a kid. 

"Alright..." Setting up and hitting his own ball, it goes bouncing around and winds up even further away from the hole than Ashlee's ball had. 

Quirking one eyebrow, he throws her a smirk. "I better stop teaching you, or you're gonna wind up beating me."


Eric wouldn't soon forget Stacy's words. They were serious... heartfelt... deep words. They felt too serious for two people just having discovered five minutes ago that they'd like to be more than friends. And yet her words also felt right. There was something different here. Something unexplainable. Her words confirmed that while they could easily take a casual approach to dating, there was still an underlying understanding between them that could only be seen and felt by them. They shared common ground within their wounded hearts. And somehow, somewhere along the way, they'd formed a closer bond than they'd realized... until now.

Even after a few late-night strolls, heart-to-heart conversations and time gazing at the stars, Eric wouldn't have guessed that he and Stacy would have ended up like this tonight. But he was glad. He was more than glad. He was... happy. And it was a real happiness he hadn't experienced for a very long time. 

He chuckles and keeps his arm around Stacy as they walk. "No, I think they knew better than to stick around." Going past the windmill, he spots Dylan and Ashlee working on the next hole. "Oh there they are." 

Stopping still a ways away, he cocks his head and smiles. "Looks like they're having fun. Any stranger would think Dylan was being a stick in the mud, but this is the most I've ever seen him relax. I think I even spotted a smile or two and that's really saying something." 


"Um..." Zach thinks for a moment then nods. "Yes... yes, I'd say wear something nice. I'll figure out where we're going, but after all, if you're gonna make me do things right for your first date, then I will, so it will definitely have to be somewhere nice." 

Smiling, he stands and offers Beth a hand up too. It was a couple blocks back to their cars. "In the meantime... I hope you have a good weekend and... I'll call you about the day and time and for your address so I can pick you up." 


Jared gives Grace a little smile. "Yeah... I had fun too... thanks." 

He felt kind of tired all of a sudden, and a bit lost after those harsh memories. But it was time for him to sit here alone again for a while. 

"Guess I'll see you tomorrow?" 


Carson nods, knowing that he and Katie need not say more. It was strange in a way. After such a past, they should be enemies. But instead, they were friends. And though they didn't interact very much... there was just something a little special there that Carson kept tucked away in a corner of his heart. 

"Thanks, Katie. Take it easy, ay?" 

He nods as she leaves before looking back over his paperwork and sighing. Only then does he realize an incorrect number he'd written when Katie had come in and rattled off random figures. He grins and shakes his head before erasing the mistake.

Natural

As Dylan stands behind her and helps her position herself Ashlee could feel a little color come to her cheeks. Having a crush on Dylan made Ashlee not mind to much on top of being thankful for the help. It was almost like a dream though to have him with his arms around her even though it was innocent Ashlee couldn't help but feel her heart beat a little faster.

   "So just picture where its going to go, how its going to hit, and than shoot?"

Standing and just letting Dylan guide her Ashlee watches, lines everything up and just lets his hand guide her own. As the ball shoots down the green and bounces and zig zags she gives a little laugh. It didn't make it in first short but it was much better than she had planned.

   "Hey Hey look at that, at least I got it through on the first shot."

Ashlee can't help but laugh as she looks at Dylan with a silly face. Maybe if they took a little more time he'd be able to help her more before the adults came back. She was proud of herself with Dylan's help making that shot.

   "Ok, now its your turn."

Looking up at Eric's still and watching the lights dance in his eyes something about this whole thing seemed magic and right. There was something different here than when she had been married the first time, there was feelings much deeper than she had felt with Rich.

   "Keep being yourself, keep your arms open, and never hide anything from me, be respectful to my daughter though I don't think you will have a problem with that one, and you wont ever have to worry about failing."

Stacy new any relationship starting out or one that had gone one for years would have its faults. There would be problems and misunderstanding but it was being able to get over them that was important. Sticking together, having open communication and being there when they would fall was important. Also putting God first in there relationship was one of the most important things. 

Than there would be Ashlee and making sure she was ok with it, making sure there was understanding there and that everything would be alright. Though that part Stacy wasn't worried about. Ashlee had already grown attachen to Eric, and Eric her so there was no worrys about them getting along.

   "I guess we should find the kids...something tells me they didn't wait around to long for us."

Just letting Eric's arm rest around her Stacy slips her one free arm around his wast as they move forward. A smile seemed to be painted on her face as this just seemed natural. It had been a long time Stacy walked with anyone like this. But it felt...right!

Expectations

"Right. We can keep score. Besides, they won't know anyway." Dylan sticks out his tongue a little before moving on to the next hole. 

Scanning all the little blocks that were set up before the hole, he nods. "See on this one, the ball is gonna have to bounce through all those and zig-zag. Otherwise it would take ten putts just to get to the hole." 

He moves Ashlee up first and sets his club aside. Coming up behind her, he reaches around to hold the putter with her. "Okay so you have to hit the block at an angle and imagine the line where it will bounce and go to next."

Eric wasn't sure that later he would be able to describe what he felt right now. It was happy. Warm. Terrifying. Safe. Comforting. Dangerous. Hopeful. He had determined not that long ago that he would not risk his heart again after Dana. After she had taken advantage, fooled him completely and torn him in two. His love had blinded him. Was he blind now too? 

Staring into Stacy's eyes, he hoped beyond hope that what he saw was true. That it wasn't his imagination. That he wasn't falling into this blindly. They had had many quiet talks. Heart-to-heart conversations. He had come to respect her. Appreciate her. Surely it was not fake. 

Her final comment hits him down deep in his heart. Stacy adored her daughter like no other. To have her compare him to that... his heart yearned to leap at this chance. He'd felt so alone. So unwanted. So out of place and in the way. Was he truly of value to her? Was he really that special that she would honor him with a chance like this? They were far from anything serious, but even he could sense there was something more here than a casual invitation to date. It was deeper than that. How or why, he didn't know. But it was there. And he would be a fool to let it slip by.

Eric's eyes glisten in the colored lights around the golf course. Not caring where they were, he pulls Stacy into a strong hug, wrapping his arms around her in a warm embrace. The feeling of her in his arms... just felt.... right. 

Kissing the top of her head, he pulls back and gives her a sheepish little grin. "You're an amazing woman, Stacy. I just hope I can live up to your expectations." Deeper, more serious words were on the tip of his tongue, but he holds back. This whole thing might just be in the heat of the moment and she might feel differently tomorrow or the next day. No, though his heart felt as if it would beat out of his chest, he had to play it safe. 

Glancing around the course, he takes a step back but leaves one arm slung around Stacy's shoulders. "I suppose we should move on before we're accused of making a scene," he teases.

4/30/12

Suprise

Following Dylan to the other side Ashlee can't help but laugh a little. He never lied when he has said he wasn't all that great he just didn't tell the whole truth either. It was funny though thinking about it now he could teach her how to play better.

   "Well, maybe you can show me a few things. Since everyone else is busy I'd say we are on our own at the moment with..."

Ashlee looks up and around the course taking a quick count to how many holes were left to play.

   "...thirteen more holes to go I think mom and Eric will catch up sooner or later. Right?"

She was having such a blast today even if right now her mom was busy. Just spending a little time with Dylan and having some fun was nice. She really did enjoy it and was happy this night had happened. Dylan had learned to smile a little more, her mom was happy, Eric was happy and that in turn made Ashlee very happy too.

Feeling Eric's lips on her palm they were so soft, so gentile Stacy's eyes never leave his own. His eyes held so much in them, so much that she felt like she could fall forever never growing tired of searching for each emotion, for each world that they held. 

At thee arms that held her tightened just a little Stacy could feel Eric's words held true. It was a nice feeling, a warm feeling something she really hadn't felt in so long. She just wanted to move even closer to Eric and lay her head on his shoulder feeling his shelter around her. It had been a long time of standing on her own and protecting her daughter would this be her second chance to be protected herself?

   "I can handle yours with care, and help mend it. God has given a second chance maybe to find the happiness we so long for. Even in the most unexpected places who are we to turn away a gift from God."

Stacy lets the smile pass over her face again. Her words soft, strong but true. There meaning coming from deep within her. There was a sparkle of hope in her eyes, though she new that moving slow was the best option for both of them it was a joyful one.

   "Next to my daughter, your the second best surprise God has given me."

Great Care

Dylan bites his lip to keep himself from laughing and he nods at Ashlee. "Of course... making it through there is the hardest part."

Wandering to the other side of the windmill, they were now out of sight of Stacy and Eric. "I gotta admit..." Dylan gains a sheepish expression. "Back home, I used to play mini golf all the time. Me and some buddies would hang out at the local course. Kinda.... caused some trouble sometimes...." He shrugs. "But I wound up playing a lot and learning a few tricks."


Eric's heart beat hard within his chest, his eyes never leaving Stacy's. Great care. Oh, how he had great care. He knew what pain felt like. He knew how hard it was to pick up the pieces. He knew the same need to be handled with that same great care. She had a fragile heart - so did he.

As Stacy's hand moves up to his face and then to his hair, his eyes fall shut for a moment. Her touch sent shivers down his spine as if she possessed great power in such a simple gesture. As her hand moves down a little, he turns his head to stop it, his lips meeting her palm to kiss it gently.

Turning his eyes back to hers, he moves his arms tighter around her so she was closer and the gap between them was no more. She did something to him nobody else did. She made his heart beat a new rhythm that was exciting and scary at the same time. He hadn't wanted this. He hadn't expected this. It felt oh so sudden and out of the blue. But he couldn't deny the bolts of electricity that shot through his veins. His lips longed to kiss her again... his arms longed to hold her closer, tighter.

But he knew he mustn't. Not here. Not now. Not so soon. Not with fragile hearts.

"I can try," he whispers. "Two broken hearts can find it hard to mend at the same time... but... but I'll handle yours with great care.... if you do the same for me."

Willing

Watching Dylan Ashlee can't believe how easy he made it look. If Ashlee didn't know better she would think Dylan had been practicing for a long long time.

   "I can't believe..how...GAH!"

Going over to where her ball had stopped Ashlee picks it up and than looks around before returning it to the start and setting it down. Watching the windmill she did her best to try and time is. Taking aim she puts getting it through it hits one of the side and bounces so it dosnt make it in the cup but does make it through.

   "Well at least I go it to the other side...right?"

As the soft wind blew Stacy can't help the smile that spreads on her lips to go with the red color to her cheeks. She could feel her heart beating fast, and faster. His words hitting her ears...he..wanted a chance? Did she dare give any man the chance to touch her heart again? Could she take that risk?

   "Even a heart with many scars still beats the same. A body that has been broken still needs love. A chance is hard to give but it something that will come as long as great care is taken to hold the heart."

Was this crazy to talk like this? To take a liking so quickly to Eric? She playing it safe had always worked, but now with Eric...where was that safe net? Why did her heart thump, and why did she feel like her stomach was in knots.

Bringing her hand to Eric's face Stacy runs it along the side and than her fingers through his hair. Feeling the soft stands under her fingers. Maybe it was because he was like her...that she was willing to trust.

4/29/12

Chance

Dylan rolls his eyes. "Yes, they do have it bad. I think they  forgot we're here too."

Watching Ashlee's putt, he gives her a little smirk. "All you gotta do is pay attention to timing. Besides..." He looks around. There were no other players nearby, and Stacy and Eric were still back at the last hole. "Nobody else saw that shot."

Moving up, he demonstrates. "Here, I'll show you. All you gotta do is wait for the windmill propeller and guess how fast the ball is gonna travel..." He waits and putts, sending the ball through the windmill without a hitch. "...like so."

He turns and a grin slips out. "You try."


Eric's eyes continue to search Stacy's as she speaks, soaking in her words. As she takes off his hat, he swallows hard. He hadn't forgotten that she liked him better without his hat. Was this... real? It felt like it.

"Scars make a heart harder to win," he responds softly. A breeze combs through his now-free hair. He knew she had scars. So did he. Did that make this impossible?

"Do I stand a chance?" Once the words left his mouth, he regretted them. They were too forward. They implied too much. Too much for two people who were just getting to know each other. Too much for tonight.

He bites his lip, hoping he hadn't ruined the moment.

More than a ten

Looking back at Eric and feeling his arms around her Stacy didn't mind. They felt safe, that felt welcoming, they felt like they had so much love to give if only given the chance. Though it scared Stacy just a little to think about being this comfortable with a man again there was something else in Eric's eyes that told her it was ok. He was like her, lost, and looking for that happiness.

   "I don't believe there are rules to another game. Than again...if your talking about the hear and now...the only game I see is golf. For a trusted heart, a heart that holds scares is not an item in a game but a trophy in witch could be won."

Realizing her own words that were slightly on the romantic side it was Stacy's turn to feel the color coming to her cheeks. Bringing her hand to the side of Eric's face Stacy brushes it before taking his hat off and smiling even more. Definitely more than a ten.

Getting to the hole and putting the ball down Ashlee can't help but look back at her mom and Eric before shaking her head and looking to Dylan raising an eyebrow.

   "Is it just me, or do they definitely have it bad?"

Playfuly mimicking a real golfing game Ashlee yells out...

   "FOUR"

Before hitting the ball and sending it down the green and bouncing it off one of the windmills propellers. Giving grunt she rolls her eyes.

   "I guess my mind is now else where. Thank goodness you good at this game."

Rules

As Stacy turns around and kisses him, Eric doesn't even have time to react. His putter is dropped and his eyes go wide. As she withdraws, his hands automatically rest around her waist and he blinks in surprise, completely forgetting that they were in the presence of the two kids. His eyes lock onto Stacy's, a million and one thoughts racing through his gaze. But one silent question stood out from the others: had she only been teasing, or did she really feel something more for him?

Getting poked, Dylan whirls around, having been stunned by the little scene himself. He bites his lip and nods. "Uh.... yeah..." He clears his throat. "I see a windmill at the next one. I think it's calling our names." Setting a hand on Ashlee, he steers her to the next little course, although he does glance over his shoulder once. "You go first... they'll catch up."

Eric blinks again. "No that's.... not normal," he agrees. His cheeks were beet red by now, but there wasn't much he could do about that. A smile slowly spreads across his lips. "I think I mighta underestimated you," he whispers. His hands tighten just slightly around her waist. "Are we just playing golf? I'm afraid I don't know the rules of any other game..."

O.O

Just letting her smile grow even more Beth leans her head into Zach's hand a little bit. His touch was warm, soft, caring, not something to fear at all. Beth could feel her heart start to beat a little faster, as a flutter moved in her stomach.

   "You certainly can pick me up next week for dinner. But you need to tell me if I need to dress up special or not. I don't want to be in jeans to a fancy restront or something."

Beth really was excited, it was something new that she had never done before. She couldn't help the small bit of nerves but she wondered if that was the feeling anyone got when they went out on there first date. It was new and exciting and she couldn't wait. 

Coming to the next hole and seeing the look on Eric's face after Dylan's comment Ashlee did her best not to laugh just watching the two go back and forth. Though Dylan did all he could to hide he was having fun, and his smile Ashlee could see it was there. It made her feel good that he was finally able to do that as well.

Taking a step back Stacy moves out of the way as Dylan and Eric playfully go at it. In a way it was slightly funny and Stacy was happy to see Dylan loosen up a bit to have fun. As Eric steps behind her though Stacy holds up her hands. 

   "Hey...How am I being pulled into this I am odd duty."

Moving around slightly as Eric moves behind her to keep out of the way of Dylan Stacy rolls her eyes. She couldn't believe she was being dragged into this for no reason. Thought he corners of her mouth did turn upward slightly.

   "You want me to do something huh?"

Turning around quickly to face Eric Stacy places both her hands on either side of his face to pulls it a little closer to her. Leaning her head sideways Stacy moves into Eric and places a kiss on his lips. Pulling away she still smiles at him. Maybe it was because she was comfortable it took over, or maybe it was the inner desire why Stacy did not know.

   "There...I did something though...its not normal cop methods."

Ashlee's laughs come to a stop as her own eyes go wide. Did her mom really just...kiss Eric? She can't help another laugh though as she moves closer to Dylan. Poking him with her club she nods to the next hole.

   "I umm...think we should skip this one...it looks....preoccupied."

 Giving a smile to Jared Grace had noticed that his fingers had loosened and had started to curled around her. It did not scare her to draw her to take offense. She was just happy that Jared was relaxed now.

   "Your very welcome Jared. I do think its best though that this ends our session for today. After having the flash back I don't want to do to much to quickly since you mind is not trying to wrap around the new information."

Moving around and unhooking a few of the wires Grace places the ice packs on Jared's legs like she had the day before. Cleaning up some of empty containers that held stuff in them earlier. Most of the food she had made was gone and what wasn't she would eat tonight or leave it for Jared if he liked.

   "I'm happy I got to share your tasting with you. I have to admit...it was kind of fun."

Katie smiles and laughs a little at Carson's playful gesture. She'd never tire of it, or dislike looking at the sparkle in his eyes. It was a silent understanding of each other they had.

   "Oh you know you can anytime, about anything. I'm always around."

Giving Carson a pat on the arm Katie new she better be getting back to work, and she should let Carson do the same. The talk had been short but it made Katie feel a little better in the end and for that...she was thankful.

Romeo

Zach can't help another laugh as a little more color comes to his face. Maybe he should pick the place after all. He's about to comment when Beth's explanation sets him back a little.

"Really?" He spoke before he thought. "You've never been on a date? Someone as pretty and fun as you?" He really was very surprised. A new smile spreads on his face. "Then I guess I'm doubly honored that you said yes. For that, I'll certainly pick the place." 

A slight gust of wind stirs the air around them and Zach reaches over slowly to brush aside a wisp of Beth's hair from her face. His grin only widens. "Next week then. Will you let me pick you up?" 


Eric quirks an eyebrow, unsure about Stacy's statement. Stepping up to take his turn, it takes him three tries. Bending to pick up the ball, he grimaces. "Correction... we don't stand a chance." 

It was all in good fun though, and that's exactly how the evening was - fun. Dylan and Ashlee stayed in the lead by a good margin... not surprisingly after Dylan pulls off several more hole-in-ones, proving his first try had not been a fluke. Eric had a ball being on Stacy's "team" though, enjoying the evening like he hadn't in years. Seeing Ashlee having such a good time was icing on the cake, and seeing Dylan having a good time was also pleasing...

"...You've got to be kidding." Eric stares at the next little course and shakes his head. 

Dylan's jaw tightens, keeping him from laughing. He follows Eric's gaze to the heart-shaped tunnel with a cute little sign that read "tunnel of love." A water trap ran the length of the tunnel as well, with the hole barely visible on the other side. Dylan pats Eric's arm. "You're up, Romeo." 

"Ro...." Eric shoots Dylan a withering look while his face gains a bit of heat. "Why you..."

Dylan holds up his club in defense. "Hey now, play nice. It's your turn to go first. Unless you're chicken."

"Chicken? Never!" Eric sets his ball down, unable to even look at Stacy at this point. Aiming for what seemed an eternity, he gives the ball a whack...harder than intended. It jumps into the air, hits the tunnel rim and comes flying right back again - right towards Dylan. 

Ducking quickly, Dylan's head is missed by inches. Giving Eric a wide-eyed look, he points his club at him. "You did that on purpose." 

"I did not!" Eric chokes on a laugh. "I ain't good enough to do that on purpose, you know that!" 

Dylan advances with his club. Eric backs up and slips back around behind Stacy to use her as a shield, putting his hands on her shoulders. "Help me. You're the cop around here." 


Jared does his best to do what Grace says, trying to bring himself out of his panic attack. It had been so sudden and caught him so much by surprise. Leaning back and closing his eyes, he tries to imagine what she was telling him. A soft blanket was his pick. Something warm... fuzzy... comforting... 

He nods a little to let her know he was listening to her and he takes several deep breaths. Slowly, slowly his hands begin to relax. Her touch was so soft... gentle. Her fingers running over his skin gave him the same feeling as the thought of that blanket. 

"I'm... I'm okay," he breathes. "It was just... a shock." The accident was the last thing he thought he'd remember, let alone how it had felt. 

As his hand relaxes even more, the muscles finally loosen up enough to move them again and he's able to let go of the blanket. Grace's touch seemed so lulling and comforting. His hand instinctively turns, his fingers curling gently around hers. 

Realizing what he was doing, Jared's eyes open and he withdraws quickly. "Th...thank you, Grace. "I think I'm okay now." 


Con grins a little and nods at Trey. "Yeah, it's fine with me. I'm staying in to work over lunch tomorrow anyway and if Jamie wants to drag me somewhere, I'll make her drive us in her car." 

"Oh, Conrad," Cindy chides. "Drag you? As if she'd need to do any such thing."

Con laughs. "Okay, so I'd follow her anywhere."

"Besides that, I think it would be rather hard to drag someone like you." Cindy laughs too and shakes her head. Looking back to Trey, she gives him another smile. "We'll meet at Mom and Pop's at noon then." 


Carson drops his gaze to the counter, a little grin quirking the corner of his mouth. "Aw, I'm not so special Katie..." He glances back up at her. "But thanks. You're not so bad yourself." 

He reaches out to brush her cheek playfully with his finger. "You're welcome to vent anytime you want... as long as I can do the same to you sometime."

Vent

Leaning on the counter Katie gives a small sigh. Carson did have a point maybe Jason did think she was doing something with Hunter too. But it was a topic both of them didn't talk about. Katie could tell from the last time Jason would rather not talk about it. Maybe they both would rather not for fear it might be true.

   "I guess your right Carson. The smart think to do really would be to talk to him about it I guess. It's just finding the right moment when he's not scatting around the subject to do so."

Sitting up straight again Katie just looks at Carson for a long moment. He'd come along way from when she first met him and she had grown so close to him. She was proud to call him her friend

   "Ya know Carson...Misty sure is lucky. It's been so long now she would probley be lost without you. I think we all would. You hold a special place in all our hearts. Thanks for letting me vent to you."

Looking at Kaylee for a second gives a little laugh just listening to the little girl babble on and on. He didn't mind listing to her even if she made no sense.  Her little voice and giggles made him smile.

Hearing Con offer his truck Trey looks to him shock written all over his face. Con really would let him drive his truck? Did he trust him that much, or was he trying to trust him that much? Trey couldn't get over the shock and he continues to look at Con. 

Finally relizing though that he had been standing there looking at him for maybe far to long he finally looks away and shifts a little bit still holding on to Kaylee. Leaning his head aganst hers for a moment he finally was able to talk again.

   "If...if you really don't mind me taking your truck..that would..be great. Than...thank you!"

Sitting down on the bed again when Jared said he didn't want her to call in the Dr all Grace can do is listen to him, watch him, and make sure he was ok and didn't go into shock. She could only imagine how he must be feeling right now.

Hearing next that he can't let go Grace looks down to Jared's hands that were clenched on the bed sheet. In a way it was kind of normal for something like that to happen. All he needed to do was relax a little bit. Reaching her hand out Grace lays her hands on top of his. They were soft, cool, but warm at the same time. Gentility She rubs her fingers over his and around the top of his hand.

   "Just relax Jared...think of a cool breeze, a warm bath, a soft blanket. Breath in and out..gently open let your fingers relax."

Continuing to just rub his hand softly Grace did her best to try and help him relax. It was the best she could do and she hoped it helped.

Watching Dylan Ashlee's eyes go wide as he gets a hole in one. Soon after she couldn't help the shreak as she jumps up and down claping her hands a grin on her face.

  "Ha, well now we know who the Mini golf player is."

Stacy can't help but laugh as she takes her own turn. Not getting it in the first hit she does in the second and stands proud.

   "Hey now thats better than I though. We might have a chance after all."

   "Help you pick something out...thats not a date. You need to pick it out yourself and surprise me. Thats the point of a date."

Beth gives a smile to Zach. If this was going to be her first date by golly it was going to be done right no matter what. Giving a laugh her smiles grows a little more as she looks at Zach, his might be confused by her comment just a little.

   "I've never been on a date before, so at least for the first time...I'd like it to be done the right way."






4/28/12

Cramped

Carson remains standing behind the counter, just listening and not interrupting. It was obvious Katie needed to talk, so he let her, not caring how long it took. He pretty much knew all there was to know about her and Jason and how they'd lost their connection. That's where his knowledge ended though - anything that had happened after that was news to him. 

Leaning to rest his elbows on the counter, he turns his head to study Katie's face. What she was talking about really bothered her and he could see it. What he didn't expect was the question it all led up to. 

Lifting his eyebrows, it takes him a moment to respond. And when he does, a dry chuckle escapes. "Figured I was a good person to ask, ay?" He gives her a quick grin though, letting her know it was okay. Who else could she ask? And she felt badly enough the way it was, he wouldn't tease her.

Sighing, he shakes his head. "There's lots of things, I guess. Little things." He thinks about himself and all the times he'd tried to hide his actions. "Not being around like usual... going off without notice... forgetting things... lying... sometimes being moody." 

Growing just a little uncomfortable, he shifts his weight and scratches at a water stain on the counter with his thumbnail. Finally looking at Katie again, he purses his lips. "Jason never struck me as the kind of man to go cheating on you. But if you think he is, maybe you should ask him." He cocks his head. "Sounds like you've spent enough time with this Hunter guy that Jason could be having the same doubts about you. I know you're not cheating on Jason... but spending time alone with another fella probably isn't gonna solve things. It just makes you look guilty too." 

He shrugs. "Jason might just be having fun hanging out with his buddies. There's nothing wrong with that. If he was spending all that time with just Sandy, then I'd wonder but... I really don't know, Katie. Why don't you ask him about it?"


"I don't mind picking you up," Cindy assures. "I was thinking about going to Mom and Pop's, and I'd feel bad if I let you walk." 

Kaylee bounces a little in Trey's arm, murmuring incoherently while finding an interesting seam in his shirt to play with. 

"Or you could borrow my pickup," Con offers. He had a feeling Trey didn't like being dependent on others for rides, and didn't mind if he wanted to take his truck. He didn't trust Trey a hundred percent, but he was willing anyway. 


"No...no..." Jared shakes his head, not wanting the doctor, and not able to remember anything else - or not wanting to. 

Closing his eyes tight, he leans back in his pillow, trying to obey Grace and keep breathing, though it was difficult for a few moments until the panic begins to subside. His hands start to cramp from holding the sheets so tightly.

"I... it..." He swallows hard. Opening his eyes again he stares at Grace. "I didn't expect to... to remember that." He sucks in his breath, still trembling. It had happened so fast... the accident. But now he remembered the sheer terror that had shot through his veins as for that split second he had seen the oncoming vehicle. And the pain. His unconsciousness had been almost instantaneous, but there had been a moment of incredible pain. His fear had been like no other, and he had known he would surely die. 

Sweat trickles down the side of his face, but gradually his pulse begins to slow. His eyes focus on Grace again and he manages a pitiful little laugh. "I can't... I can't let go." He looks down at his hands, unable to uncurl his fingers.


Dylan smirks and rolls his eyes, taking the cue to take his turn. Setting down his red ball, he eyes the hole for a moment before putting. The ball shoots quickly across the green track, hitting the wall to zig-zag to the far end before bouncing lightly off the far wall and dropping neatly into the hole. 

Eric's mouth hangs open. "Are you kidding me?"

Dylan turns around and puts the club up across his shoulders. "What?"

"What do you mean what?" Eric quirks an eyebrow at him. "I thought you said you weren't any good at this."

"I never said that." The corner of Dylan's mouth upturns just slightly. 

"Uh-huh." Eric shake his head and looks over at Stacy. "I think we got a bluffer on our hands. You and I don't stand a chance now." 


Zach can't help his laugh and he shakes his head, finding Beth's reaction cute. "Yeah... yeah, I did mean it as a date I guess, so I'm glad you said yes." 

Grinning, he shrugs. "I don't know where to take you though." He laughs again. "You'll have to help me pick."


Cheating

Katie can't help but smile. Carson was almost close to her like Con, she looked up to him. Even if some people couldn't see past his past she could, and she new he had changed his ways. What mattered was the here and now and he'd give his life to God. It gave Katie hope that anyone could change as long as they were willing too.

   "I don't know if I should explain the short version or the long..long...long version."

Knowing that maybe Carson didn't have all the time in the world and though it was slow now that didn't mean it would be slow a few minutes for now she would give him the short version. Going into explanation about there connection, and how Jason had been having with his friends and how she had found a friend in Hunter. It had always been easy to talk with Carson maybe because he had no judgment to give anyone but only help and understanding. 

   "...So He hangs out with his friends once or twice a week and Sandy is always there too. I met her she seems nice but...just the smile the come to his face when he sees her or texts her...I just...He looks so happy. Do you think...I mean...what...what are the signs someone is cheating on you?"

Looking down at Kaylee as she comes over Trey gives a small smile to her before bending down to be eye to eye. His sister made his heart thump, and now that the walls had been broken it made it beat so much differently. There was a love there, and a yurning to protect. It mad Trey slightly sad to think they would be leaving soon and who new when he would see them again. 

   "How about a hug first?"

Wrapping his arms around Kaylee he gives her a big hug and picks her up at the same time. Holding her close for several moments before finally letting go and just holding her on his side giving her a kiss on the nose. 

Looking back to his mother Trey gives a small nod. He had pretty much all the time in the world right now. Nothing really held him back or kept him from planning anything. He might as well enjoy it while he could. The money he had saved up wouldn't last forever and he had to find a job sooner or later witch would limit his time greatly. 

   "Tomorrow for lunch sounds good. Umm...if you don't want to pick me up I can talk to where ever. I don't mind mind."

Trey had been use to having his own car but here he did not so walking would have to work just as good. Not that he hated it to much. The weather was nice out and as long as it wasn't raining he was fine with it. It made him kind of feel like he had independence too witch was a nice feeling.

Seeing Jared's face almost go white Grace stands up and move closer to him. Gently laying a hand on his shoulder. She softly called his name and asked if he was ok but getting no response it made her worry. She wasn't sure what was going on a hundred percent but she could feel her own heart race.

   "Jared...Jared...what is it?"

Hearing that he remembered getting hit Grace sits down on the bed again her keeps her hand on his arm. The fear that played in his eyes made her worried but she wanted to stay close, she didn't want him to lose reality or think he was along. Did he remember anything else? 

   "Do...do you remember anything else? Should I fetch the Dr?"

Grace would of told him even this was a good start to remember but how scared he looks kept her from doing so at least now. She would wait till he calmed, till he was more stable, till the shock would ware off. To much to soon could be dangerous and she new it. The last thing she wanted was to push him over the edge.

   "Breath Jared, keep breathing ok!"

Holding her putter and purple ball Ashlee looks to Dylan and gives a grin. This mini golf place looked like fun. It was dark but everything was lit up nicely. There were trees, and water falls, plastic animles to make the setting look like a real jungle it was better that she could of imagined.

   "You think we should let them go first so they can try and get a jump on us?"

Ashlee gives a laugh before turning to her mom and gesturing for her to stop up to the hole and make her first turn. She liked teasing her and Eric maybe because he new they could take it but it was fun and a little friendly competition never hurt anyone.

Shaking her head and smiling at her daughter Stacy new this was going to be bad. She hadn't played mini golf for a long time and even when she did, she was never very good at it. Stepping up to the hole and setting her green ball down she stands ready. Giving the ball a tap it going down the turf and hits the wall before heading for the hole and coming to a top.

   "Look...its rigged already."

Ashlee gives a laugh before looking to Dylan and giving him a nod. He could go first she didn't mind at all. Who knows maybe he was better than he thought anyways.

Beth continues to smile as Zach talks about making his day off fun. She really had, had a nice time too. It was fun to hang out with him and just have a good time. It was much better than spending the time inside doing nothing. Zach didn't seem to mind the times when she was quiet either, witch was nice and it made her feel comfortable.

As Zach asks about doing dinner sometime Beth searches his face. Something about the way he asked was different. It was almost like it was more than just a friend thing but she wasnt sure. Maybe she was looking into to it a little to much. She been to lunch with him though...so why not say yes? She liked being around him and spending time with him.

   "I'm not one hundred percent sure but... As you asking me on a date? If you are...than...yes...if not your not...forget I even asked and yes anyways."

Beth couldn't help but laugh as she new how toung tired she was sounding. She couldn't back track now least she sound even sillyer than she already did.


Panic

Carson barely heard the bell on the door and when Katie starts rattling off numbers, his eyes stayed focused on his paper. When he looks up though, he was grinning. "Hey, Kat." 

Leaning on the counter, he cocks his head, trying to read her face. Was she here on Elite business? Was he in trouble? No... no it didn't look like it. Was something wrong? Maybe. She didn't look very happy. 

"I've always got time for you. What's up?"


Having Trey suddenly appear, Cindy's eyes fill with hope. Con almost laughs, since they'd just been talking about him. Seeing how Trey interacted with Kaylee, he smiles. 

Kaylee squeals and points at her brother. "Trey!" 

Cindy smiles up at her son, so happy that he was still willing to talk to her. And he wanted to do lunch again? That was even better. Her smile widens. "I'd love to. I'm leaving in another day or two... how about lunch tomorrow? I can come pick you up..." 

Con was glad to see them interacting so well. It was a sign of hope for something better. Leaning down close to Kaylee's ear, he whispers something to her. She looks around for a moment then slides down off his knee to trot over to Trey. Holding her arms in the air she looks up at him. "Up! Up!" 


Jared grins. "Then I'll just have to find a good job that pays enough so I can afford you."

Taking a sip of orange juice this time, the taste makes his tongue tingle. And for no more than a split second, he was sitting at a kitchen table. 

Almost dropping the cup, his smile fades and his eyes stare off into space as his mind tries desperately not to lose the image. A kitchen... a woman... blonde... Wait, there was something more... he was leaving? A porch... a car... bending to pick up something off the street? Then he...

Jared sucks in a quick breath, starting to shake in a panic attack. He'd seen it. He'd seen the bus. Right before he'd.... He gives a little jump as the violent, painful memory flashes through his mind. It was the most frightening thing he'd ever experienced. 

Terror was in his gaze as he finally looks back to Grace. His face was pale and his hands were gripping the bedsheets so tightly that his knuckles were white. Still trembling, he swallows hard, feeling as though his heart was going to beat right out of his chest. "The accident," he whimpers. "I... I remember... getting hit..."


Eric laughs and shakes his head at Stacy. "I have a feeling we don't stand a chance against those two."

As their food arrives, conversation pauses for a prayer then everyone digging in to their food. Everything was cooked very well, each dish tasting oh so good.

The evening was very enjoyable, and by the time the plates were empty, everyone was stuffed. It didn't stop them from still wanting to play miniature golf though, so it wasn't long before they were at the course, staring at hole number one.

Eric puts the score card and little pencil in his shirt pocket and gestures to the others. "Okay, you guys figure out who's going first."


"Mmm... lunch, animal shelter, ice cream, antiques... and all with a friend." Zach grins, giving Beth a sidelong glance. Sitting on the sidewalk bench with her, they'd just been resting their feet and watching passersby. "Thanks for making my boring day off work not so boring, Beth."

He really had had a good time today. Beth was sweet and fun and had a good sense of humor... He could tell there was a more sheltered side of her - a side that had shyness and hesitance in it. But it hadn't hindered their fun, and it really had been a whole lot better than staying home and doing nothing today.

Shifting a little to see her better, his grin turns into one a little more crooked. "You, um... on one of your nights off next week... I mean... would you want to do dinner sometime?"


Talk

Letting out another long sigh Katie sat on the pouch step with her one knee up to her chest as she watched the rain drops. No Jason today he had called off work and Katie guessed to hang with his friends, no Hunter either he was off doing his own thing. So it was just Katie and the rain and her own thoughts.

Some days were good, and some days were bad. There were moment's when Katie found hope, hope that things would Jason would be ok. She loved him, and somewhere she new he loved her too. There was hope that things would work out. But than the days of hope were followed with the ones that had none. Where Hunter's words would come back to haunt her. She would never think Jason would do something like that to her...but everything pointed to that. Was he slipping away? Was she losing him? Katie wondered if someone else could give her some insight.

...Pulling outside of Mom and Pop's Katie quickly makes her way inside doing her best to stay at least a little dry. Opening the door the little bell tingles and Katie spots Carson at the counter. Coming over and sitting down on the stool Katie is quiet for a second before giving a small grin.

   "5...8...63...9...and..Heya Carson."

Katie new she was being a little annoying but she also new that Carson might find a little humor in it. She was trying to get his attachen while he was deep in thought anyways. Not to mention she new that he wouldn't be messed up that easy.

Why she had come here to talk was simple Carson was one of her friends and there was one simple question she wanted to ask and with Carson's background she new she could with out offending him.

   "You got a moment we can talk?"

Coming up from down below Trey slips into the break room to grab a candy bar and pop from the vending mashean. Exiting Trey scan's the cubicles his eyes landing on where his mother and sister sat. He's been meaning to call her again so they could have lunch or something again before she left but he'd forgotten day after day. Now that she was here though...was it to late?

   "Hey there Squirt."

Trey reaches out and brushes Kaylee's cheek with his finger before backing away to continue to let Con play with his sister. Looking to Cindy Trey gives a little smirk. Something inside hoped he wasn't to late and there was still time to spend with them before she left.

   "I...know your busy right now but I was wondering if before...you guys left if you wanted to have lunch again or...or...something?"

Grace can't help but laugh again. Aside from Jared's eyes she liked his sense of humor as well. He was funny, and she enjoyed hearing the humor. It was refreshing and nice to see he had that still even if sometimes it brought color to her cheeks.

Seeing the look on Jared's face as he takes a sip of the grapefruit juice Grace can't help but bring a hand to her mouth and give a laugh. Taking that juice away and playing something else in the spot she gives a nod.

   "I've never been a fan of grapefruit juice myself."

Shaking her head a little bit Grace was pleased to see she was able to flirt with Jared too. At least it wouldn't be a one way street that way. 

   "Ha, Cook for you full time huh? I don't know in that case I might have to start charging you something."

Ashlee gives a laugh as she takes a sip of her Pop. It was good to see the humor going around even Dylan's though it was dry maybe that was just him. 

  "Ok, I can take Dylan and mom can take Eric sounds good to me."

Stacy take another shake of her head. Seeing the smile on Ashlee's face was worth everything and seeing Dylan coming out of his shell a little more was pleasing to her too.

   "I dont know the teams might still be uneavan because I am not that great too but I will gladly be on Eric's team."

4/27/12

In Love

Hunter rolls his eyes. "Well there's your problem. Chocolate must be consumed daily." He winks at her. "You're welcome. I think you're worth it." 

Although the late evening had been fun, reality was still in control, forcing the hands of time to turn too quickly. In obedience, Hunter and Katie were back on the road after finishing their treat. Hunter took the ride back a little slower this time. Rather than running away from something, he was returning to it, and that slowed his speed. As the lights of town came into view, Hunter again wondered if this was it. Was this just a taste of enjoyment that would not be again, or was it just the beginning?

As it turned out, Hunter would see Katie several more times. A week later, he called her for another late lakeside stroll. After that, she called him once and they again had dinner where talk mostly revolved around both of them venting but still enjoying each other's company. An afternoon at the lake would follow, along with an after-lunch ice cream another day.

Hunter knew he was walking a fine line with Jason in the background. Though he and Katie only met when Jason was busy, Hunter knew there was a chance that no matter how innocent his time with Katie was, it could potentially cause problems. But something about her kept his concerns at bay. She was fun. Quiet. Nice. In a way, she reminded Hunter of what he'd been missing out on - good clean fun. She didn't come on to him. She didn't expect him to spend the night at her place. She didn't go for the partying and drinking. Even when it was just the two of them, Hunter never had to question her intentions or motives. She was feeling left out and needed a friend. He wasn't feeling left out of anything, but did need a friend. Together they seemed to give each other what they most wanted for the time being - simple, plain companionship.

In the process, they naturally got to know each other more. Katie would tell him more about herself and he began to understand a little more about the whole connection thing with Jason. She continued to vent about Jason as well, and Hunter asked her again if she thought he was cheating on her, but didn't bring it up again when he saw how sad that thought made her. He shared more about himself and where he'd been since Break Out. He told her about how he'd liked Alice and why he'd been so upset with Kyle. And he apologized to her for hitting someone who was her friend. 

Though unplanned and perhaps a little confusing, Hunter started spending a little less time with his buddies and more time alone. His pictures were finally added to his shelf and his box emptied. Now having Katie as a friend, that helped him avoid any more public disturbances for fear of the Elite arresting him again and Katie deciding she didn't want to see him. He still hung out at the races and frequented the bars though, still struggling to discover where he belonged. Perhaps his biggest struggle of all, though, was fighting what was deep inside of him - the desire to let go of his hurts and return to being the man he'd once been - the man with a heart for God, with conviction of right and wrong, with purity, and with integrity. But where he sat now was on the edge of a dangerous vortex. One wrong step would cause him to fall into a place from which there would be no return. And every day, he teetered precariously on the edge, despite his conscious gnawing away at his gut. 


Jason stood at the porch screen door, his fingers hooked in his jeans pockets as he stared out at the rain. 

"Earth to Jason..."

He turns quickly and grins at Sandy. "You guys decided or what?" 

"UNO!" Rusty holds up a worn pack of cards as he, his girlfriend Theresa, and Will sat at the kitchen table of his house. 

Jason rolls his eyes. "Do you know how much UNO I've played in my life?"

"Not enough, for sure," Rusty quips. "Come on. I'll let you win the first round."

Jason looks back at Sandy with wide eyes. "He really thinks I need his help to win." 

"Apparently." Sandy laughs. "How about you prove him wrong." 

"I'll say." Jason wanders back to the table and sits down, taking a sip of his pop. "Alright, Rusty. Deal 'em up." He'd taken an impromptu day off work today, starting out with the morning spent with his mom and Kaylee, then coming over to Rusty's for lunch and some games. He had vacation time piling up, so he'd been spending it little by little lately. Some days off were sick days when his knee didn't feel like cooperating, and other days off were vacation to spend with his mom, or his friends, though usually his socializing with friends came after work in the evenings. He'd spent time with them once or twice a week, usually just hanging out for pizza, games, or just sitting around and gabbing. It was relaxing for Jason - something that helped him get his mind off his everyday worries. Being around old friends was a little taste of what he'd had as a kid - it was like experiencing part of his childhood over again and he liked that. Maybe because he'd never been able to socialize as much as he'd wanted while in high school. He'd always been too busy with Austin and TJY. It almost felt like he was getting a kind of second chance to just hang out with friends. Texting Rusty and Sandy had become fun too, giving him communication even when he wasn't hanging out with them, and one of them always wound up making him laugh about something.

Every day Jason recognized his feelings a little bit more. It was slow, but he was beginning to finally realize Rick was right - it would just take time. He was feeling more positive things lately though, and that was encouraging.

As far as he and Katie were concerned, he really wasn't sure what to think. The last couple weeks, they'd seemed.... distant. He knew she was bothered by him spending time with his other friends, but he was just trying to find a piece of himself again and wasn't doing anything wrong. He wished she would understand that, but she didn't seem to. He knew she loved him and wanted to spend time with him, but somewhere along the way, he'd lost himself... his individuality. For so long he and Katie had been almost one... it was always the two of them... always the pair. Jason didn't feel like just Jason anymore, and getting out and doing different things was helping him find out who he really was again. It was a new experience, and something he hadn't realized he'd needed until now. 

He loved Katie for sure, and didn't want things to change between them. He knew she was having a hard time with her own feelings too, so, in a way, he hoped that him spending a little time away from her would help her as it was helping him. They didn't talk about it though. It was just an unspoken topic that neither wanted to speak of, lest they feel more tension than they already did. 

One thing that did bother Jason though, was knowing that Katie had seen Hunter several more times. Though he trusted her, he didn't like it. He was always with a group of friends... Katie was spending time alone with Hunter. After their first little tense exchange though, Jason had let it lie. Was something going on between her and Hunter? He hoped not. He didn't think so. He trusted Katie more than that. But it still didn't set right with him. She'd seemed to have pulled away from him a little bit lately, and deep down, he'd wondered if it had anything to do with Hunter. For now though, he just let things go out of respect.

It would all work out. Of that, Jason was confident. The more time that passed, the more they would feel, and the more they'd get themselves back on track. It would just take time. He would feel better. Katie would feel better. And they would come out stronger in the end.

...Right? 


Carson fiddles with some numbers, leaning on the counter at Mom and Pop's. It was a strangely quiet day - maybe because of the rain. He wouldn't complain though - they'd had a good week so far and one down day wouldn't put them in a jam. For the moment, he was here alone. Aerith would be coming in later, and he'd let Dani go for a while since things were so slow. Now he was just catching up on some paperwork while thinking of the changes he wanted to make around here. Anything to keep his mind off less than pleasant subjects.


"I'll probably go home in a few days." Cindy sits in Con's cubicle, just taking a few minutes to talk with an old friend.

Con nods, balancing Kaylee on his knee. She was quite content to snuggle up to him, never fearing his size. "Have you seen Trey again?"

"No." Cindy sighs. "I... thought he might call me but he hasn't. I promised myself I wouldn't push him though so I've stayed back. It's been a good trip though. I needed some time with Jason and I had at least one good time with Trey so I can't complain. It's been nice getting away from the ranch for a while."

Con studies her face, only now realizing how tired she looked. These past few months had really done a number on her, and he wished there was something he could do. "Will you stay in Texas then?"

Cindy shrugs. "I'm really not sure. I have a house there... the ranch families are my family too now... but I don't like being away from Jason - and Trey now either. My house is full of memories I'd rather not face. I don't know if that will ever go away. But..." She takes a deep breath. "I owe it to myself and to Wes to at least give it a fair try. If after a while I just can't take it, I might consider moving back here. I'll just have to wait and see. In the meantime though, at least I don't have to worry about Jason dying or not knowing my other son."

"And Kaylee keeps you on your toes." Con grins and bounces Kaylee around, making her giggle.

Cindy laughs. "That she does." 


It was Jared's turn to feel heat in his face, although he does laugh. "Now wait a minute," he chides Grace. "You gave me permission to flirt with you, but nobody said anything about the other way around." 

He takes a sip of grapefruit juice and grimaces. "Okay - that one goes on the B list." 

Eying Grace with amusement, his gaze roams her face until landing on her own eyes. "For the record, you can flirt with me all you want. I gotta have something to help me with my ego, right? I mean, that got run over by a bus too." 

Taking a nibble of a chicken finger and murmurs his approval, accompanied by a sigh of content. "I think I'm in love. Can I take you home to be my cook?" 


"Competition, eh?" Eric laughs. "You're not gonna get much from me, I'll tell you that right now. I've been the worst player in the family for years." 

Dylan quirks an eyebrow. "Good, then maybe I stand a chance."

Surprised to hear any humor from Dylan, it takes Eric just a moment to laugh again. "I imagine you do at that. We should have teams just so I have a chance." 

"Well you're not gonna be on mine." Dylan's mouth twitched. "I think Ashlee would have you beat hands down." 

"And that's why Stacy's going to help me out." Eric gives Stacy a nudge. "Right?"

Zone!

Following Hunter back to her own belongings Katie slips her socks and shoes on. In a way this almost felt like a fairy tail was ending. The only difference was She was with a good friend, and her prince charming was at home. Maybe Katie had taken this whole thing on wrong, maybe things would get better if she just gave it time.

Seeing Hunter hold the bottle out to her and the candy bar than his comment that followed Katie couldn't help but laugh. Taking the offered candy bar and the bottle of pop Katie takes a sip than hands it back. Unwrapping the candy bar and starting to eat it she couldn't help but murmur of satisfaction.

   "It's been ages since I have had chocolate. Or it seems likes its been ages anyways. Thanks Hunter."

Ashlee thinks for a long moment. A movie sounded like fun, but mini golf sounded just as good. It was hard to try and deiced between the two things. She new both of them would be fun, but what one to choose.

   "Awwww....Mini Golf. I think that would be prefect. Than we could all chat and there could be a little competition in there too."

It would give them more time to chat, and spend time with each other. A movie would be nice but they would sit in quiet and in a way that would kind of defeat the reason for going out. So mini golf it was.

As Jared eats one things Grace puts out another, Fruit, Juice, and moves into some lunch items, little sandwiches, little burgers, chicken fingers so much more. She enjoyed watching Jared try each thing and the faces that fold stores.

And his eyes...Grace can't help for a moment to get lost in them. They were deep and full of emotions, they lit up his whole face even if they seemed to have lost hope at the moment. She could only imagine what they must be like when he was happy. 

Realizing she was maybe looking into Jared's eyes for a little to long and he had just asked her a question Grace gives a blink before looking down quickly her cheeks getting a crimson tone.

   "Umm...sometimes yes, no to this existent though. I dont know Jared there is just something about you. Maybe its your eyes...maybe I want to see how good they look when they sparkle. Just one of those things I guess that can't be explained."

 Looking up at Jared though her cheeks were still red there was a smile on her face. She felt a bit silly though she didn't know why. Nore could she believe she had just rambles off everything she had to him. This was definitely out of her zone.

4/26/12

Cooties

Hunter sighs deeply and lets his eyes travel up to Katie. "I suppose reality demands a look at the clock. I think all clocks should be gathered in one pile and A-bombed." He knew they should at least start heading back towards the bike. He was enjoying himself, but after all, he was with someone else's girl... alone... late at night. The last thing he needed was an irate boyfriend coming after him.

Getting to his feet, he brushes the sand off his shirt and jeans. "Okay... if we must."

Ambling back the way they'd come, his pace is much slower this time. It was dark but at least the moonlight was bright enough to see enough details in the sand not to trip and fall or step on driftwood. Getting back to their shoes and socks, he puts them back on, lacing his boots back up again. Once they were back at the bike though, he doesn't mount up right away. Instead, he goes for the treat he'd bought earlier.

Retrieving his Mountain Dew and the two Milky Way candy bars, he takes a long swig of the drink and nods with satisfaction. He then holds out a candy bar and the bottle to Katie. "I promise I didn't backwash and I don't have cooties."


Dylan realizes that Stacy's eyes were aimed at this end of the table and he exchanges a quick glance with Ashlee. "I'm... just along for the ride," he responds. A movie sounded okay. Miniature golf sounded kinda fun. But he really did feel that he was just tagging along and whatever the others decided would be okay with him.

He shrugs. "I'm okay with whatever Ash wants to do."

Eric leans back in his seat and grins. He knew a movie would be enjoyed if that's what was chosen, but miniature golf might provide more interaction and result in more fun for the group. Ultimately, it was up to Ashlee since it was her birthday though. "What'dya say, birthday girl?" 


"Hey, Grace," Jared greets, perking up as she enters the room. After she started on his legs then brought him the food, his eyes widen. "I didn't think you were kidding but... you weren't kidding." He chuckles. "Good thing I passed on the oatmeal this morning." 

Taking a nibble of bacon, he smiles. "Mmm... Bacon had to have been one of my weaknesses." 

Glancing up at Grace, his eyes, were a bit dark from a hopelessness that had begun to settle over him. But despite the shadows, there was a depth there that held a world of potential just waiting to be released. A flicker of spirit...life. "So are you this nice to all your patients?"


"Reese - Alec's outside city limits."

"Aw for crying out loud." Reese glares at his phone as Hal called him on the intercom. "Do you know anything else?"

"Nope. I think he's probably on his motorcycle. He's stopped though, right outside town, so I don't know what he's doing."

"Idiot." Reese sighs. "Okay, thanks." Collecting his thoughts, he dials Wyatt but can't reach him. This time he dials Gunner. "Brent?"

Gunner cringes. Reese only called him that if he was in a bad mood. "Yeah?"

"Connect with Hal then go pick up Alec. He's outside town."

"He's not supposed to be?"

"No!" Reese's exasperation is evident. "He knows good and well he's not supposed to be outside town. We let him roam free and he finally pushed it too far. I want him back here now."

"Okay, okay." Gunner grabs his badge and chain and slings it around his neck. "I'm on my way."


Alec sits on his motorcycle, parked along the shoulder of the main highway. He sat ten feet on the other side of the city limits sign, staring off down the road at passing traffic. Holding his helmet, the breeze combed his hair. He didn't feel it though. He was waiting. Just... waiting.


The past week had felt as if he'd been running in place - never accomplishing anything, but feeling utterly exhausted anyway. Nothing felt right. Nothing was anything more than miserable. He'd gotten word that Tal was still in the hospital but recovering well. Surprisingly, he was glad to hear it. But all it did was remind him what a wretched being he was. So here he sat... awaiting what he deserved.


It wasn't long before he sees a black vehicle pull up behind him. Watching in his mirror, he notes that it's Gunner. He sighs but stays seated.

Confused, Gunner exits the SUV and approaches slowly, finding this whole thing very peculiar. He almost expected some kind of ambush. "Alec?"

Alec turns his head slightly. "Here to take me in?"

"Yeah, well, that's pretty much the case." Gunner searches his eyes. "What's the deal?"

Alec shrugs. "Gonna cuff me?"

Gunner's apprehension lingers. Why was Alec so calm? It was almost scary. "I don't think I need to do that. If you're willing to go in, I'll let you ride and I'll follow you."

"Okay." Alec dons his helmet and starts the engine.

Still confused, Gunner just tries to shrug it off. Maybe Alec was always this weird and he just hadn't noticed. Once inside the vehicle again, he waits for Alec to leave first, then follows him back into town and to TJY...

"So what is it this time, huh?" Reese glares at Alec across his office desk. "Just decided to play hooky so one of my men would waste his time coming after you? Do you think this is some kind of joke?"

Alec's eyes remain on the floor and he says nothing.

"If you want me to take your bike away, I can," Reese threatens. "You won't get as far on foot. I know you came by it through under-the-table deals but I turned a blind eye because I wanted to let you have some freedom. But this is ridiculous. What were you doing anyway?!"

Alec finally raises his dim eyes. "I broke the rule. You gonna report it and have me sent to prison?"

"For sitting alongside the road and wasting our time? Unfortunately, that would seem a rather petty reason, don't you think?"

Alec shrugs. "A rule is a rule. The judge wouldn't be too happy to know I'd done that."

"No, he wouldn't. But I'm not going to report it."

"Why not? I thought you were honest."

"I am honest! I'm also trying to save your hide! Can you not see I care?!"

Alec jumps a little at Reese's loud tone. "If it's just your program you're worried about, I'm sure you can find some way of making it so the program doesn't have to end even if you put me away. Obviously I'm a unique case, and besides, you already have Carson and Gage and Phinox, and even Misty, as proof of rehabilitation."

Reese furrows his brow, just not understanding. "You make it sound as if you want to go to prison."

"It'd be better than this."

Reese was still confused. He didn't know why all of a sudden Alec would choose prison over this. But if that was the case, then keeping him here was a better punishment. "Fine. Then you stay and let this be a lesson to you."

"You can't keep me here if I keep breaking the law."

Reese gets to his feet and leans halfway across his desk, wearing a stern glare. "Alec Banks, if you're trying to bring this program down by getting yourself thrown into prison, then I got news for you - it isn't going to work. This is just a game to you. But you're losing. Guys like you don't win. You just keep playing til we tell you to stop. That's the way it works. Do I make myself clear?"

Alec swallows hard. "Perfectly."