Hard

Katie can't help as she smile grows just a little more. Her and Jeff they were always close and now she new why, but even before that there just had always been something there maybe it was the something a father and daughter were meant to have. If she had to pick someone to be her secret father though she would always have picked Jeff. Though she still did love Jay and looked up to him as a dad, knowing the truth explained a lot.

   "Well if you did move closer I would love that. Even if it was like a split thing I would get to see you more than I do now and just thinking about that makes me really happy."

As the soft wind blows it warms Katie and if they wernt riding at the moment she'd give Jeff a big hug. She was happy she made the desition to come here. This was her safe haven, this was home and Katie couldn't think of a better place. Maybe she hadn't worked through as much as she wanted too but she was getting there and feelings were slowly becoming easier to feel. It didn't seem like she was high wire anymore and the craving to have emotions fed to her were slowly going away.

   "Thanks Dad, for...just being you!"

Continuing to tinker with the car she had been working on it seemed she was just going a little slower now but she couldn't help it that her mind was else where. Alec coming, his words, giving her a kiss on the cheek it was just a million thoughts running through her head but she always came back to one thing, and that was though all this stuff with Alec is happing she had Tal, she loved Tal, and he was what was important.

Not even realizing someone had come over to her car Ryan gives a little jump but recovered quickly looking to Axel and giving a small smirk. He was like the dad in the family shop and no one seemed to mind. He always like to make sure everyone was ok, and doing alright, surviving, and in good moods. 

   "Yeah, Yeah I'm alright. Alec just needed his bike to be looked at thats all. He didn't bother trying to start anything else. Witch it probley a good thing so I didn't have to sick you guys on him."

Turning back to the car for a second Ryan new that Axel would be able to see there was more there. He was always like that able to look deeper and see what people meant, or how they felt it was just this gift he had. Though he would never prey he new it was there. Looking back at him Ryan new her eyes would betray her.

   "It's just hard still seeing him. I mean, I do ok, but ya its just hard. Thanks for asking though Axel."