Once Susanne was gone Sapphire brings her attachen back to Gage thinking about his question for a long moment. Things with Scott probably wouldn't have gone bad, if she hadn't gotten close to Gage that much was true. But knowing him was not something she had been willing to sacrifice.
"I've never, ever wished we hadn't met. Your an important part of my life now and I never wondered what it was like to give that up."
Bringing her hand to the side of Gage's face Sapphire smiles running her finger over his cheek. She new he had a lot of thoughts and questions. He was such an insightful person. But she never wanted him doubting what she thought about him.
"It's possible if I hadn't met you that make Scott and I would be ok right now. But what happened to Scott happened, and even if I hated met you who knows if maybe this would of happended anyways."
Cocking her head a little Sapphire just looks into Gage's eyes for a long moment. Admiring there depth, soaking in there color and warmth.
"I've learned not to try and live with what ifs because whats done is done, and I've already choose my path. Now I leave everything else in God's hands and let him take care of the minor stuff I have no control over anymore."
Just letting Scott lean his head on her shoulder Hope keeps her arm around him, just letting him rest there. She didn't mind at all, and hearing his words she wasn't surprised at all he was still made at her. She new it without him even saying anything.
"I know your still mad at me Scott, and I know you don't understand where I was coming from ether. But even if you don't see it, I did this because I do care. You say you care, but you haven't been eating your withering away to nothing, and people are just trying to help you and your pushing them away."
Hope's own tone was soft, she wasnt upset or yelling at Scott. It was just simply talking wanting him to understand where she was coming from you.
"No one said you can't be mad at the people who did this to you Scott. But when you let your anger take over and start eating away at you thats when it becomes not ok. I do understand you even if you think I don't, and you keep saying your alone when your not."
Hope lets out her own sigh as she leans her head down on top of Scott's. She hated seeing him like this she did, and she hated knowing that maybe this was the wrong thing to do, even if deep down she new that this was good for Scott. There was still that doubt that played with her mind.
"Your wiring may be off, but its not unfixable. You are not going through this alone Scott."
Continuing to follow Dylan BJ did his best to keep up. Falling behind a little here and there BJ ran here and there gaining back the ground he had lost and keeping a tight hold onto the frog, but not enough to hurt it.
Finally seeing Dylan sit down by the tree stump, finishing closing the gap between them. Getting close enough to Dylan BJ smile.
"Finally I caught up with you big Brother."
Coming around the the front of Dylan BJ stands the frog still in hand. Holding it out to Dylan he shows him the prize frog he had found.
"Look what I found. He's huge, and I was waiting all day for you to come out of the barn so I could show you. He's a big one huh?"
3/25/10
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