Confermation

Looking up into Leo's a tear seemed to roll out of her own. Something so rare but it just proved how much at war with herself she was. Searching his gaze she new this would be the last time, and to see the look of such sadness it killed Ryan a little more.

"Yes Leo, I am because its not fair to you when I am so messed up right now. If my heart can't be your completely than you deserve so much better just because of that."

Ryan gives a shake of her head before looking out the window. It was a dark dreary day out one that seemed to match the mood. Her stomach was doing flip flops and she felt so sick. Was this right? Was this wrong? Ryan didnt know.