Eric's eyes widen in a form of shocked and offended anger. Had Stacy
just thrown him a direct insult about his truck driving? Seriously?
After all this? After spending time together, getting to know each other
and forming a mutual respect for each other? After her telling him she
approved of him becoming a father figure to Ashlee? After all that, she
decided to throw his lack of education in his face and make him feel
worthless? Had he been that wrong about her?
No matter
the reason for her sudden about-face, Eric would have hurt less had she
outright slapped him. If she'd wanted to press his buttons, she'd done a
good job. "Yeah, us truck drivers are pretty close to the scum of the
earth." His tone was laced with icy sarcasm. "We ain't got no brains to
do nothin' but run our eighteen-wheelers across the country."
Leaving
his broom near a stall, he sets his hands on his hips, taking a step
towards Stacy. His wide eyes had narrowed by now, proving his
irritation. His leg was killing him, he was confused and offended, and
he didn't have time to stand here and take this from her. "I don't now
why I didn't see it before now, but you're just like everybody else,
aren't you? All you see is diplomas, money and status. All you see is
the outside." He takes another step, now only inches from her. "Which is
worse? The way I look or my career choice? My clothes or my lack of
college education?"
Another step forward, he forces Stacy to back up. He'd been a
sour mood already, and she had just pushed him over the edge. "Well let
me tell you something, Stacy Cullen. There's a whole lot more to this
broken down cowboy than a driver's license and a blank wall where
there's no diploma hanging."
One more step and he's backed her up to the wall. "I don't know
which is worse. You being upset with me now, or you pretending all along
that my lack of brains didn't matter." With each word, his anger rose a
little more. He'd been put down too many times not to stand up for
himself. He'd been called stupid too many times not to fight back. Stacy
hadn't said it outright - but it had been implied, and that was just as
bad, if not worse. How dare she, especially after all he'd shared with
her about his struggles after his accident. This is where it stopped.
"I may just be a dumb truck driver to you. But let me make one thing perfectly clear."
Raising his forearm above Stacy's chest, he forces her against
the wall, his blazing eyes piercing her own. "What you see on the
outside ain't nothing compared to what I got on the inside. And maybe
it's about time someone taught you that lesson."
Acting on pure angry impulsiveness, Eric keeps Stacy pinned
tightly while leaning his head down. Pressing his lips roughly to hers,
he spends no energy on gentleness. Raw passion explodes as he sets about
to prove his point - there was much more to him than just being a truck
driver. And today, right now, he'd make Stacy see it, whether she
wanted to or not. Forcing his kiss deeper, irritation and pent-up
frustration drives him.
Until he realizes that all of a sudden, his kiss of anger is being returned.
Generously.
Jerking his head back to break the kiss, his eyes lock with
Stacy's. His heart was pounding wildly in his chest, and his gaze now
held a strange mix of lingering anger and new confusion. Why had she
kissed him back? Why did he suddenly feel bolts of electricity shooting
down his spine? Why was his hurt and irritation now so confusing?
Quickly releasing Stacy from the wall, he takes a step back and
blinks. His mouth opens to say something, but he didn't even know what
to say now. He'd proven his point. That was all there was. She'd have to
decide for herself if he was still just a stupid cowboy or not.
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