6/15/12

Finally Gone

   "Angel isn't trying to tell you what to do Dad, she is tilling you to take it easy. And if you listen than once in a while you will be able to do rides, and help out and the things you want too. You just can't do it all the time. You have got to understand she is trying to help you not trying to harm you."

Katie lets out a long sigh looking back at Jeff her eyes were filled with concern. She wished he would just understand but it seemed that he just wasn't getting it and it hurt even more knowing he was willing to do this to himself.

   "I understand you don't want to sit around and do nothing and no one is tilling you to just sit around. But you can't be out doing things that are going to moving the process along any. I don't want you to leave me quicker than you have to and if you keep going the way you are...your going too."

Running her finger over top of Jeff's she didn't want him to think she was upset at him she was just frustrated and upset he wouldn't take his own health into consideration. She didn't want to sit back and just watch him destroy himself.

   "Dad, I just can't sit and watch you push yourself and push yourself till finally your gone because of it. It's really not something I want to see...and it makes me sad you don't see it."

Letting out a long sigh Angel new that Mick was right. They couldn't tell Jeff how to run his own life but could they stand by and continue to let him do harm to himself as well? If anything happened to him would it fall on the ranch? There were so many things that fell into play it was hard.

   "I know we can't controle him its just...I hate seeing him destroy himself as well."

Getting the plate of food together Angel leaves the kitchen and heads back out again. Turning to Mick before she goes she figured things would be ok now if he wanted to sit and eat with him family. She had to try and figure out what was going on with Jeff and till she could there was nothing more she could do. 

Back at the bunk house Angel knocks on the door before opening it and entering. Putting the sandwichs down on the table Angel comes over to Jeff and Katie checking the IV. 

   "Jeff would you object to me trying to put you on another medicine to try and help? It would be something low dosage but might help balance everything out a little more. I'll only do it if you agree though."

   "Ok good. I was hoping you wouldn't argue about the ride though I could see it in your eyes."

Misty gives a smile and a silly sort of grin. If there hadn't been any sign of argument there she would think for sure Alec had lost it. No matter what he was a Banks and thats was always just part of them. She often wondered with Carson if it came from there mother or there fathers side.

   "Alright, if you want to rinse these dishes off for me and throw them in the dish washer I will go shower and getting changed than we can head out."




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