Fear

Standing and walking with Tal Ryan can feel her heart beating so fast in her chest. She had a bad feeling and wondered if this would be her and Tal's last meeting she hopped not but it was a feeling non the less and as Tal stop and pulls her in front of him Ryan can feel the little hope she had become slowly less. 

   "From the moment you started dating me Tal you new it would be risky, thats not an excuse but its the truth. I'm sorry I hurt you Tal honest to everything I hold close to me I am sorry and maybe its a little more risky...and I can't tell you how to feel..."

Letting out a long shaky sigh Ryan wondered if maybe this is what she deserved. After all she shouldn't have started having feelings for Alec again, even if now she wanted to pick Tal. She was very sorry though and she didn't want to lose Tal.

   "If you need time to think Tal I will give you that but I don't want to lose you. I love you!"

It had been the first time she had ever said that to him, but she meant it with all her heart. And she wanted to make sure Tal new it as well. She didn't want to lose him, not how!