9/27/16

Break in the Day

Giving a nod from what she heard she would of been surprised if he didn't know how to ride. His dad was skilled and passing it on would only be natural. Shifting a little to get a little more comfortable Ashlee adds a little more.

   
"I only started to lean how to ride honestly, but I am loving it. One day I hope to be amazing like some of the people here."

Ashlee liked having someone new to talk with. She never complained, and she never told anyone but there were days she got so bored. Not because of nothing to do but because there was hardly anyone where her age to just hang out with and talk too. So soaking up this interaction was nice and she hoped Travis might stick around a little bit.

   "There is a lot of people here. Most are family, and have started family's, connected in one way or another. This place is really special and from some of the old picture I have seen has really grown over the years. It's not your ordinary ranch that's for sure. I guess I dont even understand it fully but its safe here, and they take care of there own."

Seeing the tired look in Travis eye she new she better get going soon. He needed his rest to keep his strength up. She could always come back later and talk more. 

Slipping off the bed she stands next to it just looking at Travis for a second as his eyes where closed. People came, People went and some people stayed but things where always changing that was for sure.

   "I better get going. Thank you for talking to me. It was a nice break in the day."

Sitting at the table Misty was quiet as Carson talked. She had wondered yesterday if that had been disappointment in his eyes and not getting the confirmation  that he had been it pained her. What happened yesterday shouldn't have and she new it. 

   "I'm sorry about yesterday too. I guess I got caught in the moment and I'm sorry. I do love you, I do miss you, and I'm not made anymore,,I just..."

Misty lets out a long sigh before taking a sip of her coffee she lets the warm liquid slide down her throat warming her. Maybe she should just come out with the hold thing. It was hard though, so much harder than it use to be.

   "Carson...I'm messed up...I'm messed up inside and out, my emotions are a mess and I dont even know what I feel half the time. I need you, I emotionally need you and I just don't trust you enough. If I need you this much what will happen if you hurt me again Carson? I need to know I can trust you...I have to before I let you in again completely."

Driving along the road Nate didn't mind it. He liked the open space and the trees that passes by. It was a peaceful drive. Hearing Garret's question though he glances at him for a second before looking back to the road.

   "Yes, he was there for some time after we got him back from the Agency. They helped him a lot, and so did Justin. He still working through a lot, but they were able to help him get his life back too."

Nate wondered how Garret knew. It was a silly question really considering Garret's former status in the Agncey he new a lot.

   "We hope one day he will be completely better, but we like the small victorsys too."


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