Jason nods thoughtfully, understanding what Katie said about the ranch. He loved it there too, he just didn't visit very often. He should though... to at least see his mom and sister. He'd wanted to go recently, but... not while Katie was there - especially with Hunter there as well.
"Glad your dad is better. I was kinda worried there when you said he'd had a heart attack. I know he hasn't been strong for a long time."
Glancing down he picks at the edge of his sub wrapper. Even though the tension was a little less, it was still just as hard to think of what to say next. Right now, he was at a loss for words. It was strange... for so long he and Katie had communicated without talking. It had been so natural. They'd had conversations all day long just by listening to each other's musings. Once that was gone... well... he wasn't convinced that they really did have anything once that connection had been taken away.
Realizing he'd been quiet for several seconds, Jason clears his throat and wraps up the rest of his sub too. He probably wouldn't eat it, but he wouldn't waste it here. Finished, he folds his arms on the table and looks at Katie again. "Well... I'm ready to head back to work, unless there's more on your mind. Your call."
Sitting in the grass and leaning back against the back wall of the
barn Hunter takes a long swallow of cold lemonade before wiping sweat
from his brow. Bum knee or not, he'd been helping Dylan clean up the
toolshed they'd just painted the day before, and as hot as it was out
today, it had been hard work.
Dylan sits next to him and sighs, closing his eyes while cradling
his own glass of lemonade. "I have to get back to my schoolwork," he
mumbles.
"Seriously?"
"Yeah. I usually work a bit after morning chores, right before
lunch, then again late afternoon, then after evening chores when the
others are all calling it a night."
Hunter quirks an eyebrow and turns his head to look at the
younger man. "I figured it wouldn't take as long, you being homeschooled
and all."
Dylan shrugs. "I'm trying to catch up. I was behind... got
further behind... yeah. Rosetta's cool though - she's been helping me
catch up. She's let me test out of a few things so my plate isn't so
full. I'm already a grade behind though - I don't want to fall back any
further than that."
"Mm. I can understand that." Hunter takes another swig of his drink. "What about your dad? He help you with school too?"
"Nah." Dylan opens his eyes and squints out at the back pasture.
"Fine with me though - he tells me what to do enough without having him
do it with my school too. I'd never do it good enough anyway."
Hunter purses his lips in thought. He didn't want to interfere,
but what he saw of Mick was certainly a different picture than what
Dylan saw. He understood father/son tension though, and knew that there
were always two sides. "I dunno... seems to me he's pretty proud of
you."
Dylan scoffs. "Are you kidding? He's pretty proud of Jade, but
me... I've always been the failure. I'm the child that always got into
trouble and disappoints."
"Well we all make mistakes."
"Not like me." Dylan concentrates on his lemonade for a moment
before shaking his head. "Don't tell me you don't know about me either,
'cause you're too smart not to have at least figured it out."
Hunter grins. "I guess I put a few pieces together. Regardless though... I've had a few talks with your dad and he-"
"Yeah he likes to talk to everybody but me." Dylan can feel his
own bitterness and he bites his tongue. "Guess I deserve it though."
Hunter sighs. "Look... I know what it's like to be at odds with
your dad - I haven't even spoken to my father or seen him since I was in
high school."
Dylan quirks an eyebrow. "Really? Why?"
"Got in a fight. Some of it was me. Some of it was him. He was pretty rough on me when I was a kid."
"Yeah well... Mick hasn't exactly been what you'd call soft either."
"I know. He's told me." Hunter shrugs. "I know you see things
different, but let me tell you... I'm actually pretty jealous of you."
"Huh? Why?"
"'Cause no matter what's happened, your dad loves you. Every time
he talks about you, I see it in his eyes - he thinks the world of you,
regardless of past mistakes - yours and his. If my dad ever would have
had that look in his eye when talking about me... I woulda felt like I
was walking on the moon." Hunter finishes his off his drink and nods
with satisfaction. "Yeah... even with the bad, I wish I had a dad like
yours."
Dylan looks down at his glass and shoos away a fly. "I wanna be
closer to him," he admits quietly. "I just... don't know how and... I
figured it was best that way."
Hunter grunts in response. "That's just the easy way out... but
even if it's easiest, it's also the suckiest 'cause you end up alone.
And this... I know."
"So how come you haven't spoken to your dad if that's how it is?"
Hunter grins. "Because I'm only now figuring it out." He gives
Dylan's arm a whack. "Just don't tell anybody. I want 'em to think I was
this smart when I got here."
Dylan rolls his eyes, but a little smile tugs at his mouth too.
"Well... you might be right, but that doesn't mean things'll change
between my dad and me."
"Maybe not. I bet he'd meet you halfway though."
"Halfway to what?"
"Whatever you want. A nice word.
A handshake. Dinner?" He eyes Dylan thoughtfully. "Speaking of which...
I'm going back over to your dad's and Rosetta's house tonight again for
supper. I betcha they'd set an extra place for you if you showed up."
Dylan smirks. "Isn't that me going all the way instead of halfway?"
"Nope.
The other half is your dad letting your stay and enjoying your company.
And if I'm wrong, you can hit me... on my bad knee... as hard as you
want."
Dylan's eyes narrow and he huffs a sigh before standing. "We better get back to work."
"Ugh.
Why did you have to say that?" Hunter pulls himself up and bends his
knee a couple times to gain back his flexibility. "Mm... that smarts."
"Bad?"
"Eh... gets a little better every day. It better, if I'm ever going to leave."
"And here I thought you wanted to stay."
Hunter grins. "Who said I didn't? I have to leave... that doesn't mean I want to..."
...It
was later that evening and while Hunter was still cleaning up, someone
else was stepping up on the house porch. After knocking, lightly Dylan
slips inside, glancing around quickly. He didn't see his dad yet, but he
could smell something good in the kitchen. "Rosetta?"
He
wanders in that direction, poking his head into the kitchen. "Hi. Um... I
know Hunter's gonna come over for supper... he um... well..." He shrugs
lamely. "Can I stay too? If there's not enough food, that's okay - I
can go back over to the dining hall."
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