Hunter just sits quietly and lets Katie talk. She looked so hurt and confused - he felt badly for her. On one hand, it appeared noble for Jason to have shown up. On the other hand, if he was such a jerk that had treated her so horribly, then this was just one more count against him.
Finishing his cup of coffee, he shakes his head at Katie's question. "Nah... I don't think that's running away. If it was, yes it would be cowardly, but it's not. You're just... returning to your roots. That's not a bad thing."
Setting is cup aside, he leans forward, resting his elbows on the table. "You gotta start looking out for yourself for once. You've been pushed around, stepped on, and your loyalty has been taken advantage of in the worst way. If it takes getting away from here to be able to get your mind and heart back where they need to be then..." He shrugs. "I'd say go for it."
Pain wasn't the half of it. Or was it? It was hard to tell what all
these feelings were, and that in itself was frustrating enough.
Jason
stares into nothingness while seated in his office. He couldn't believe
it, though he knew it was true. How had this happened? Why? Why was
Katie suddenly so offish to not even want to talk to him? He'd been
worried sick about her missing this morning, and all he'd received was a
cold shoulder. No, not even that. He'd received a blatant refusal to
even see him. And to top it all off, she'd sat there and let Hunter tell
him what to do. It was embarrassing and downright humiliating.
Okay, so she'd seen Sandy kiss him and thought he'd been
two-timing her. He understood how that would upset her. But she hadn't
even listened to him! She'd called it off right then and there. He knew
she'd said she didn't want to talk to him, but how could he not try? If
she wouldn't have said they were over, he would have been more apt to
give her some space. But she hadn't even done that! All she'd done was
say they were through, and that was that. If he hadn't tried to
talk to her, what would that say about his feelings for her? It would
have felt like he didn't care if he hadn't at least tried to see her and
talk things through. Yet she ignored his texts and refused to even look
at him. Jason would have preferred a shouting match. But this... Katie
knew how to cut him to the quick alright. He just couldn't believe how
she was acting. It wasn't the Katie he knew at all.
His
fingers reach out and touch the single red rose he'd picked up on the
way to work this morning. He'd thought for sure he could work things out
with Katie. He'd thought for sure she'd let him talk and explain and
understand what had really happened last night - that he hadn't wanted
to kiss Sandy at all. Emotions churn but they all felt numb and
upside-down. One thing he did know now though. Picking up the rose, he
turns and drops it into the waste basket under his desk. So much for
Con's advice - it was too late now.
He didn't want to be
at work. He should have just gone home instead. Maybe he would. He'd
rather leave before Katie got here, if she was planning on working today
at all or if she'd just stay with Hunter for the day. That thought
makes his stomach turn. Was there more between those two than just being
friends? He had a hunch there was. And if that was the case, then he'd
really been taken for a fool.
"Jase?"
He jumps at Rick's voice over his phone's intercom. "What?"
"Did you forget your appointment?"
Jason slouches. "Yes."
"That's what I thought. I'm waiting in the infirmary."
"Yeah,
okay." Jason gets up from his desk and sighs. He'd forgotten he had a
check-up today. Why today? He just wanted to go home...
"...You feeling okay?"
Jason blinks as the bright light is shone in his eyes. "Yeah, why?"
Rick shrugs and makes another note on his clipboard. "You seem kinda distracted is all."
"I'm fine."
Rick quirks an eyebrow at Jason's strained tone. "How're your emotions doing?"
Jason swings his legs as he sits on the edge of the table. "They're fine."
Rick checks his reflexes. "Still having trouble determining what you feel?"
"I
said I'm fine!" Jason brushes aside Rick's hands and stands up,
grabbing his shirt to pull it back over his head. "Are we done?"
Rick stands back and is silent for a moment. "At least you don't have any trouble showing your emotions."
Jason shoots him a glare.
"Okay,
fine." Rick throws up his hands. He didn't have time to figure out what
was wrong - he'd ask him more later. He'd make sure of it, just in case
there really was something that needed to be looked into, but right now
was obviously not the time. "I got some errands to run. Thanks for ten
minutes of your time. Go... chill out or something. I will see you later though."
Watching
Rick finish up and leave the infirmary, Jason sighs. He hadn't meant to
snap at him. He was just so... something. Tucking in his shirt, he
starts for the door, but stops. Glancing back over his shoulder, he
spots Misty. And a new little feeling emerges. It was a longing to find
someone who might understand... who might help explain or at least make
him feel less a fool. He bites his lip.
Eric laughs, his eyes sparkling even more. "I definitely want to go for sure," he confirms. "Otherwise I'll just be having another date with insomnia and that is way too boring."
As he suddenly feels a foot cozying up to his own, his eyes widen just slightly and he keeps his sights somewhere else in the room. Was she... doing that on purpose? He feels it again. Yep. She was. Warmth crawled up the back of his neck as a grin tries desperately to surface, though he keeps it hidden. Moving his own foot, he pushes it slightly against hers, returning the motion.
Jared smiles, his eyes brightening just a little. "I don't know if that's what therapists do or not but... I have a hunch it's not."
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